I woke in a field of orchids, I look around, I look down. Hh..how am I in my 16 yr old body, I go to stand up but I can't. It's like I'm made of stone I can't move anything, from the waist down. I hear my name being called, the voices I know them but I can't picture their faces. I don't want to forget, not my memories. Please, I beg nott my memories. I picture my chimchim, my Suga and my precious Kookie.

Please make it stop, I grab my head, please I want to go back, just to be with them. They are all I have, they're my happiness, my world, now THEY ARE MY STRENGTH FOR MY ALWAYS. ALWAYS MY STRENGTH IS JIMIN, SUGA AND JUNGKOOK. I don't want to lose them, I hear a voice say. Luna, honey calm down. I know that voice, ma please I'm not ready yet, my life has just started please I beg you. I wish to go back, tears start to fall nonstop, please ma send me back. I want to be with them, please ma I'm begging you.

[Angel lookalike of her Mom POV]
I didn't have the heart, to give her what is suppose to be, her wings. It is the ticket  into passing on to our side. Alright, Luna look at me if I let you go back you have to relearn, you have to relearn how to dance, walk, run. I'll give you 50% back of your knowledge, but you have to do the rest. It's all up to you, don't let me regret this. I hug her, leaning her back, I close her eyes. Now, just sleep now. There will be no next time.

[Luna's POV]
I hear another 10 of eppy, let's shock her. I'm already in and out, I tap the the doctor signaling I'm awake. I hear a nurse say she already has a bad heart, her surgery was scheduled for today. That's right my new heart, I open my eyes struggling to breath. I pull at the tube, I point to it take it out. I sit up with all my strength, when I look down I instantly regret it. Tears fall, Mrs. Moon-Min Jeon Park. Deep breath in now blow it out on the count of 3. I nod my head 1, 2, 3 blow, I cough. Please I want my husbands, they run in to hold me tight. I love you, how'd I get here?
What's happening? Tell me, Chimchim, I look at them one by one... Tell me!!!

[Kookie's POV]
You were in an accident, a car hit you you only have minimal usage of your legs. I sank to the ground, JIMIN grabbing me from falling all the way.

[Jimin's POV]
You have your surgery today, they will transfer you to the hospital by the house. Everyone is worried Luna, we will see you after, I let the tears fall hiding nothing from her. I grabbed Kookie, walking away from her.

[Suga's POV]
I watched as Jimin & Kookie walked away, not even looking back. I watched her face go from freaked to heartbroken just like a snap of the fingers, I pulled her close, Sweetheart I'll see you over there okay, I love you. I kiss her with everything I got, not holding back anything. Saranghe, Luna.

[Luna's POV]
I watched him walk out, he turned around and waved at me as well as blowing kisses towards me. Suddenly I feel so tired, I lay back closing my eyes. I hear the nurse, come Luna we are going to transport you as well as start your surgery as soon s you get there. I'm wheeled out the door, as I'm being loaded into the ambulance. I hear all the crying, it breaks my heart that it's because of myself that they are like this.

[Time Skip after Surgery]

I'm awaken by singing, it's:

I blink a few times, I rub my eyes. I find the remote to sit me up a lil, I see Tae on the couch with his mouth open sleeping. I look to my right, to see Kookie trying not to sleep but his head falls on the bed. He's singing in his sleep. So cute, my bunny I whisper. He wiggles his nose, so bunny like. I suddenly remember why I'm here, I look to my right I see my phone, my Apple watch. I grab my Apple watch throwing it at Tae, he jumps in surprise. I call him over, I ask him for water please.

I suddenly remember why I'm here, I rip off the blankets. Tae comes to calm me down, I motion over to Kookie. I lean down brushing his hair out of his eyes, I give him a kiss in the cheek. I say my little bunny, it's time to wake up. He opens his eyes, Tae stop messing around. YAH, why would The kiss you?? He jumps up, falling out of the chair sprawled out on the floor.

[Kookie's POV]
So it wasn't a dream, I stand up in a hurry. Aish the boys are going to kill me, I run out the door. That was a big mistake on my part, I didn't even say anything to her. I run to the family room, yelling she's awake.

[Jimin's POV]
What did she tell you? He says it's time for my bunny to wake up! He started to blush, I ran straight out here to tell you that she's awake. Pabo, you didn't acknowledge her?! Aish, I run back when I reach her door I hear crying, FUCKING KOOKIE. I text Hyung to bring Kookie & Suga. Tae, walks out, wiping his eyes.

[Tae's POV]
She doesn't want to see you or Kookie right now, she thinks you want nothing to do with her. She said when you saw her at the other hospital, you didn't look back. Only person who did was Suga, she just wants some food and paper and pencils. Since she blames herself for her own accident, only Me & the Hyung's can go in. From her point of view, the way Kookie ran out. Made it look like he wanted nothing to do with her, I know it's not what it seems, I tried telling her. But you know how stubborn she is, so I warn you don't go in.

[Jimin's POV]
I.. WTF I'm going in, I see a flying object I duck. Really, I'm sorry, for not looking back I didn't want to walk into a wall or door while carrying Kookie. I see her smile, don't blame Kookie either, I told him to come get us because only 2 can be in the room when your asleep.
She nods her head, she tells me to scoot over she yells for her bunny. Oh yeah we're going to be fine, I say in my head.

[Luna's POV]
I knew he was there by the door, I rub my orchid tattoo it tingles when they try to be sneaky. Not just for my three, but for all of them. Kookie runs in, he comes to hug me, I cross my arms and points to my cheek. Thanks to V, he gave me money. I turn meeting my lips with his, I turn to JIMIN I open my arms. I've missed you, my mom almost kept me. But I have a consequence for coming back, Ii..I have to relearn things. I put my head down, but I know I can't do this by myself I'm going to need your help more than ever, but for something's I won't need to depend on you. Jimin's put me on the floor I wish to try something. At least I can move my legs on my own, alright let's do this:

It could use some work, ugh I need ab work done I giggle. I walk on my hands to the chair that Kookie was using, I say out loud thanks for the shorts. I lift my left hand slowly, I do a one hand push up, very sorry but I can still do it, I look at the distance from the wall to the chair.

I put my hand back, I take a deep breath and when I release. I push off the ground with my hands, I'm now on the chair. I grab the bed then I lower my body, to it. A gymnast never forgets her training, I lay in bed. I hear from the couch, your so Fucking stubborn. If I wasn't I wouldn't be me now would I, come and lay with me please. Where's Suga? I look at my tattoo, no tingles. He's probably asleep, he hasn't been sleeping good. Do when can we go home? One week they tell me, my eyes bulge out of my head. Wtf, am I suppose to for a week? Besides rest, ugh I cross my arms pouting. Tae the walks in with food and my art stuff, can you at least bring me my keyboard and laptop?

[Jimin's POV]
I'll ask Jhope to run home to get it, I tell her. Your suppose to be on bed rest, no excitement. You just were in a car accident and you had heart surgery. Your so damn stubborn but I can't ignore you pout. It's so cute and evil at the same time.

[Luna's POV]
I sit up, my arms straining. I think I'll ask when I can do physical therapy. I press the nurse button, hi can I talk to my doctor? I tell her. The boys give me a look, what? I just want to know when I can do physical therapy, don't give me that look. Just sitting here is going to drive me nuts, there has not been a day or week that's gone by that I haven't danced. I don't know what I would do if I couldn't dance again, I'm not hungry anymore. I move the food to the side, I laid back feeling the tears fall. I tell them if only I stayed and waited for you, I wouldn't be in this bed right now. Did they catch the person who hit me?

[Tae's POV]
About that Luna, they caught them. It's ugh, I stalled. It was Max. I'm sorry, he said it was intentional.

[Luna's POV]
I lowered the bed flat, I flipped on the bed slowly. My legs didn't want to co-op with me, I felt hands help me. I started to cry, so my brother hates me that much.
Who else is going to turn on me? Why is my life so fucked up? I don't deserve to be put through the ringer do I? What bad have I done in my life that I'm in this situation!!!

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