Jason's POV

It's been 2 days since I talked to Justin I'm seriously dying inside I just wanna pick up my phone and answer his texts and calls. But I'm forcing myself not to do it because it's not right, I'm not supposed to show myself weak. I'm wearing the pants in this relationship.

"Jason! Jason!" I hear mom call my name from downstairs. Groaning I stuff my face in my pillow like I'm sleeping.

"Fuck! Jason! Fucking answer me boy!" I still don't answer her, I'm sleeping remember?

After 5 minutes I hear someone's foot steps walking in. I take a look but not seeing properly. I quickly stuff my face on the pillow again.

The person walks up rubbing my forehead trying as hard not to laugh but I fail waking up seeing it's Justin...

"The fuck you doing in my house, bitch?" He sadly looks at his hands not showing his face to me.

"That's right get your ass out of this house! Why did my mom even let you in here?" I was about to stand up but saw mom leaning against the door.

"Fix this Jason or just listen to him. I don't wanna send you to therapy." She closes the door leaving.

Being the stubborn person I am. I face the opposite side of him not bothering to look into those eyes that I trust with my life.

"I know you probably hate my guts but why don't we face the danger just for the night and forget this? Bae, let's just forget. Just remind me why we're taking a break? It's obviously insane because we both know what we want. So why don't we fall in love again?" He says not doing anything else just waiting for my reaction.

"Because every time I'm with you, I go into my zone but you broke that for me. It's probably karma kicking my ass." I sigh rubbing my face up and down feeling the tears coming out my eyes again.

"Jason you know I didn't mean to go in it." I quickly turn myself to him looking angry at him, swallowing hard.

"I give you everything you want Justin, what more do you want?"

"I said I didn't mean to go in it! How do you not get that?" Closing my eyes trying not lash out on him. I knew he was lying.

"I get it but everyone comes with scares I told you that I wasn't perfect, you told me the same. I think that's why we belong together and unashamed. I'm not perfect no way." I say looking at my hands.

"Everyone comes with scares but you can love them away." I frown knowing he's right. "When I look in your eyes I see through my soul. I know the core of you is good, you're my tarnished hero." I smile at his words, he knows how to melt me.

"I give you everything you want why do you do this and make me feel this way now? Do you wanna leave me? Do I not give you enough?"

"I thought you know me better babe. To think that I would do you that way. I don't need a house in the hills and I don't want a man like Midas. I don't need a Benz, I just- I just want your love I'm not gonna leave now or ever. I'm really sorry from the bottom of my heart. Jason, I won't leave you for a money man no matter what we go through. I know it's gonna get better." He leans to kiss me with the words he put in my heart.

I lean back not kissing him. He sighs taking a step back. "What can I do to get you back?"

"Trust." I point my thumb to the door. He looks at it but takes a seat on the ground looking up at me.

"You're usually fearless why scared of happy?"

"I'm not scared of happy. But I'm scared of your trust." If he's not going I'm going. I get up from my bed, opening my door going downstairs. Justin follows me down coming down with me. I walk up to the door opening it, leaving, looking at my watch seeing it's 8 pm.

"Where are you going?" Ignoring him I go inside my car with him doing the same. I start the car going to my destination.

Justin bits his nails beginning to worry. I stop at the club letting a breath out parking the car getting out.

"Jason, fucking stop your walking!" Justin yells running to me. "At least say something! I know what you're doing I swear I didn't mean it believe me!" I just want him to feel how I feel and let some stress out. I see him getting on his knees crying.

"Tell me the truth maybe I won't go inside." I knee down to him looking at
the tears that fell down his cheeks. He sniffles rubbing the tears away.

"I did a mistake I'm sorry." Licking my licks I shut my eyes.

"When?" He shakes his head not answering back.

"Give me a fucking answer." I whisper annoyed.

"The day that I found out you did it. I went to see her to know the truth. S-she invited me in so I went to talk to her she tried kissing me doing something sexual but I refused." I look at the ground taking all he said to me.

"I'm sorry. I really am." He sniffles taking a kleenex out blowing his nose in it. "At least say something!" He shoves me as I land on the ground giving him a poker face.

"What do you want me to say? Great job? I love how you still have feelings for her?" I wave him off, standing up. I've had enough of this relationship for now. I hear him screaming still crying hard, saying he didn't do anything with her. But my trust for him is so low right now. If he really loved me he wouldn't have done this. I walk into the club knowing something new is gonna happen in here tonight.

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I felt this story needed drama idk

-Nazanin