What a cute picture! ^-^

God, what a distraction!

I really don't know how I feel. Not sad, not happy, just dorky and meh.

I felt like I should update because I'm not a lazy, procrastinating bastard, when I don't want to be.

I did stuff.

*twiddles on bass*

I wrote some fluffy stuff. I did some aesthetics for the Beatles which I'm a hella proud of, because I think they turned out great. I drew something. To be completely honest, I don't know what it is.

Last week, I was really happy for many odd circumstances. I was really giddy and playful and I couldn't handle myself after Thursday.

I went out in public for the past two days. Yesterday, I went to the library and got this book of metal music. It has everyone in it, and it's the stars talking in it, not just the history. It's pretty cool.

Today, I went to see a friend and her house. I played with her pets, took walks and introduced her to Monty Python, in which she laughed at. We also talked about metal music and how easy it is for people to tell you things that are not true and believe it then actually finding it out yourself.

Then I showed and told her examples of how metal is not satanic, with Iron Maiden funny bits and bobs and stories of how Black Sabbath were actually quite the riot on the road. She laughed.

Then I went out for ice cream and now I sit on my bed with Jethro Tull playing, thinking I should probably get ready for school tomorrow but whatever. I procrastinate.

I was thinking about writing a Beatles college modern au, but I don't know. Maybe with Starrison? I think it'd be cute but also quite dark.

I don't know. When I say I'm going to write something (other than Lioness/Maiden fics) I barely ever do it because I don't feel motivated enough to do it. I don't get attached to the characters as to do with my main characters (Anna, Lily, Charlotte, Kat, etc)

For this, I feel like I failed you guys and it hurts me.

I should get my shit together and write something out of my comfort zone and actually publish my one-shot book, which I still haven't written in, I only have blank pages with titles.

Anywho, I should probably do some things for tomorrow and write a bit more. I'll see ya soon, mes belles. Ciao! *hugs* 💚It's Geez💜