-Tears Of A Clown, Iron Maiden-

God, I love that song. It's so sad though. It's about the final years of Robin Williams and his death.

Today, I did some things, failed to do some things and everything was mostly relaxed.

I drew this. I don't know. I thought it was cool. I reminds me of the Beatles pyschedelic days, a bit. ^^

I'm watching Guardians of the Galaxy, a movie that I love, like most of the Marvel movies. I was watching Star Wars earlier. I'm in a Empire Strikes Back jumper right now.

So I guess, I'm geeking out.

I realised that I don't really like chocolate anymore. Well, not interally. Milk chocolate's too plain. White chocolate's not even chocolate so that's right out. Semi-sweet's alright. I like it in yogurt and in cookies. I like dark chocolate but it either has to be frozen or 70% or more cocoa or else it's kind of plain.

*two hours passes*

Anyways...I'm a ball of emotion right now. I'm actually really happy right this instant. I've been listening to Queen and Yes for about two hours now and watching Monty Python videos inbetween.

Jon Anderson is so adorable. And John Cleese is hilariously grim! And Steve Howe is so sweet! So is Michael Palin and argh! I love them all!

I can thank him and Liszt, Rachmaninov and Chopin for calming me down from fights that happened with my friend group.

*applauds to them, the Decomposing Composers*

I basically thank pair-of-socks for really getting me into classical. It calms me down and takes me to a place of dreams, where nothing can hurt me. I thank you so much, Annie.

A group chat had been a good idea at the start and then a horrible one at the end. People were arguing and people were blocking other people and I was in the middle of it. I was too nice to tell them to just stop and so a guy did before I could and then it all settled.

I gave another friend a pep talk today, which I felt was a good deed. I felt like I did something to help out a friend. They are so nice and they sound get that in return, but people are ugly and not kind sometimes and can't see the good in people.

So...yeah.

I also listening to a bunch of Lucius and Panic at the Disco's 'Pretty. Odd.' album which was fab. I suggest you listen to Pretty Odd sometime, if you have the time and you would like to. It's a fun album. I was something to make me smile and it did.

Music and some people (like you guys) never fail to make me smile. You don't know how much you mean to me. You're all fabulous human beings and I love you, guys.

*group hug*

So on that note, I'll see you guys soon. Hopefully this wasn't too short a chapter. It's now raining outside, another thing to be happy about and I'm listening to one of my favourite songs of the NWOBHM era now so I'm still smiling and I hope to stay like this. Love ya, guys!  💚It's Geez💜