eleven
As the temperature dropped, winds joined and collected one another. Groups of birds paraded south and flowers slowly withered away from their beautiful forms. The brightly colored leaves of red and gold fell onto the light snowy ground. Natalia stood in the entrance of the Agnelli manor just looking at everything in front.
"This is what my mother saw" The phrase repeated throughout her head. Her face getting red from the immense cold and she put in hands in her coat. Edward stepped out of the manor to see her. Even turned from him, she radiated a beauty he couldn't fathom.
He walked towards her slowly, her red hair blowing in the wind like a divine goddess. She was like a Persephone, her first time in this underworld. Edward wondered if she wanted to return.
As the leaves crunched underneath Edward's boots. Natalia blinked slowly and smiled. She turned to face her lover and she cupped his face. "You're probably wondering if I want to go back" She said, and he nodded. Natalia sighed and looked down at her shoes. "I'm overwhelmed by this whole thing really" Natalia said.
Small specks of snow started falling from the dark clouds and a few of them fell onto the faces of the two lovers. They were at their most vulnerable, scared, and in love.
She couldn't do it, she was a coward, because of one face she was not ready to see again. "It's Jonathan" Edward told her, she hitched her breath at his response. "Yeah" she said breathlessly.
She knew she was causing him a great deal of pain. "He loves me" Natalia told Edward. He furrowed his brows a bit and sighed. "I'm aware, but what about your feelings towards him? I mean you kissed him and made a whole scene and it felt genuine" Edward asked her.
"I don't know" Natalia said. Edward chuckled a bit. "Do you know anything little one?" He joked, earning a small laugh from Natalia. She looked at the ground and pulled him down to rest on thd snowy ground. The pair kept their hands interlocked. They could feel their clothes getting wet but they kept their eyes on the sky, and the little white flakes coming down from it. Natalia turned to Edward and analyzed his features. He finally caught her eye, and his eyes diverted onto the fiery hair she now had.
"Something is mentally wrong with me about making decisions, they say my mother was this way, that's why I'm like that, but I'm so sure on how I feel about you Ed. It's scaring me a bit, I love you" Natalia told him. Edward's expression changed from confused to hopeful. "I love you too" He said breathlessly.
This was Natalia's second time being starting their kisses. His lips fit perfectly onto hers and their hands never left one another, his hands lifted to her cheek and he deepened the passion. The two lovers were red when they parted, covered in snow. Natalia's blonde lashes were covered in the droplets and she giggled. Edward smiled at the look and he rubbed his nose with hers affectionately. "An eskimo kiss?" She asked and he nodded, burying his face into her neck. The two stayed in the cold postion, but stayed warm with one another.
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"How could she have just left?" Jonathan said, pacing back and forth. Felicity sat on his bed in total guilt, she clasped her hands together and shook ever so slightly. "Edward is gone too, that is so suspious. What does Edward and Natalia have in common?" Jonathan ranted. Felicity sighed again, and started to dig her fingers in her skin.
"Felicity! Listen to me!" Jonathan raises his voice at her. He caught the girls attention and she looked at him in sadness. "What is wrong? Is it Edward's disappearance?" He asked her as she cupped her cheek.
She tried to cherish this moment but it was selfish. She pushed away his hands and stood up to look in the window. "Please don't play with me" She told him. "What are you saying?" Jonathan brought up. She turned to him and fixed her posture.
"Jon, do you really love Talia..or are you in love with the idea with her?" Felicity asked him. Jonathan furrowed his brows and walked up to her. "Felicity where is this coming from? Of course I love her" Jonathan told her, and she felt a pang in her chest.
Felicity smiled painfully and turned way from him. "Of course you do, you boys have a few conversations with a girl and you think of love" She pointed out. This made Jonathan a bit furious. "As if you know love" He told her and she froze.
She turned again but this time swiftly and quick. "As if I do? Jonathan, I love you. I've been protecting you this entire time because I don't want you to get hurt." She confessed. "Protecting me from what?!" Jonathan asked. "From Natalia! She's mentally unstable like her mother, an aboulomaniac!" Felicity told him. "Why are you saying those things about her" Jonathan said, breaking into tears. Felicity started tearing up as well, and ran up to him. She cupped his face and made him face her. He cried into her shoulder and hugged her endlessly. He was so broken and he was in denial, he just wanted to be loved.
"Did you know?" She asked him. Jonathan sniffed and lifted his head to look her into the eyes. "Did you know that - she didn't love you" Felicity finished. "Did you know I love
you?"
Jonathan stated at her in awe, and he couldn't bare to look away from her brown eyes. Judging him for the terrible mistake he had made. Those eyes weren't just the eyes of Felicity Nunier, but they were Martha, Lisa, and the towns. "She was manipulative with my relationship with Martha, she'd get uneasy when I'd look at you, I always had an unrequited feeling but I never wanted to let her go because she had a problem with people deserting her" Jonathan confessed.
Felicity turned pale and covered her mouth. "Jon...she deserted you" Felicity told him. "I can see that" He said painfully, his little daisy was gone, plucked far from home. "You don't understand, I think she fell in love" Felicity told him. Jonathan looked once more at the brunette in front of him. "Who did she love, who did she run away with?" Jonathan asked.
Felicity backed away from him again and he stared at her in disbelief. "You wanted to protect me because you loved me this entire time" Jonathan told her. "If keeping the secret helped keep you under control, that is what all I wanted" Felicity told him.
Love was such a strong word. Teenagers are such complex beings, using such language they crave and when brought to them it's terrifying and overwhelming. A desire that pushes them to madness and melancholy. A desire that pushes them to make impulsive desicions that leads to even more heartbreak.
Felicity reached out to grab his hand, their warm fingers lacing with one another. Jonathan cupped her cheek and grazed over her freckled cheek with his fingertips. "Thank you, for trying to protect me" He told her. She shook her head. "It was selfish of me" She said. "The only selfish thing was Talia leaving when she has no idea what she wanted in the first place" Jonathan answered.
"We still have to find her...and my brother" Felicity confessed. "She loves Edward?" He asked calmly. "Yes, and he loves her" Felicity told him. "I doubt it" He says. She shook her head and looked down. "No..I know he does. He took her to the Agnelli Manor, they said something about wanted adventure. If you want you can go after her and-" Felicity was interrupted with a kiss.
Felicity had never been kissed by anyone before. She was so elated, she felt her worries go away with a touch of Jonathan's lips on hers. Her brother could keep Natalia occupied, while she keeped Jonathan occupied. She felt terrible doing this. She had known her and her brother had fallen hard when they weren't supposed to.
However, it was all coming together nicely. This is what her mother wanted, for the descendant of Vivian Agnelli to pay for what she did. Cordelia knew any child of Vivian was going to end up as aboulomaniac and strange as their mother. It was no secret that Cordelia was is love with Dennis before Vivian. Until Vivian married him and couldn't even stay faithful, this angered Cordelia and she would have her revenge one day. She was going to break Natalia's heart, just like her mother did to Cordelia.
She told Felicity and Edward to try and intervene in Jonathan and Natalia's relationship, and hoping Natalia was much of an aboulomanic like her mother, she would know the child would be overwhelmed with emotions. However, Cordelia did not know her children had actually fallen in love with Jonathan and Natalia.
Once they separated, she looked into the sad eyes of Jonathan. "You don't deserve me Jon" Felicity told him, she left the room but he kept following her. "Fel! Fel!" He screamed after her, he wasn't going to lose her, not after what Natalia did to him.
She tried to run but he was too fast. The cold air from outside shook her and snow fell into her hair. He caught her waist and turned her around. He pushed his lips on her once again, and she couldn't help but fall into the kiss. At this point, she was certain she always loved him. It was just Edward that needed to come to terms on what he wanted Natalia for. He purposely wanted to bring her to the manor to reveal her true identity, the stress her even more.
Felicity wasn't stressed nor was Jonathan.
they were in love
or is
that
what
adults call it?
a/n: an update ayay! i told u this book will be fucked up, aboulomania will have more info/lore on the situation with cordelia/elias/dennis/vivian/harvery situation lets just sAY EVERYONE WAS FEELING EACH OTHER.
keep reading -!
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