So this is me. Plain, and boringly simple, my names Summer and I go to Hadle's College like every other individual in this area, we go everyday, at 12 am sharp (unusual timings I know but still) . My life is ordinary in basically every aspect, I'm brown haired, blue eyed, like to read, and I have a soft spot for cute little Beagles. I go skating on Wednesdays and on the Saturday I go to pottery class. Well I mean at least those were my interests, but I'm not gonna lie, they do start to get a bit boring after you do them for the 1252nd time.

Oh, wait I didn't tell you, must have forgot it just slipped past me, always happens, I can't believe I didn't mention... I've gone to the same school,walked down the same road, lived In the same house since 1925, and no it's not a typing error, 1925. I guess writing this will be an escape to it all, my life isn't to be shared with someone outside my world, I'm not to be known. So, maybe me sending this, letting my story break free, will end it. You're my messenger. My hope.

I will give you updates in real time, let you know how things are going. So for example on Monday evening I'll publish what happened that day.

Don't let me down. I need you.

But for know I'll let you get to know me a bit....

My life Is just a constant loop it's never ending, I've been 16 for over 35 years and it sucks. I can't believe I used to be so naive and say things like, "I never want this moment to end!" Or "I hope I stay like this forever..." Because let me tell you now, living for what seems like forever is hell. You get to grow, change; know that in one single moment you will be the most beautiful you will ever be. I don't have that.

And before you start to say, "Well hang on, surely someone has noticed this girl going to the same school for 92 years, right?" Well smarty pants it's not like that, I know I don't age, wrinkle or grow and that my life has been repeating ever since my rather un- sweet sixteen, but no one else does. As far as they're concerned, I'm Summer and I'm the same girl who's failing school, the same girl who's always late, the same girl with ridiculous style and the same girl people avoid.

And you know what kills me the most about this whole thing, the person who I am isn't the person these people see, for some reason I put on an act when I'm at school. Never truly let my guard down, I always snap so I'm not bitten first and it's just not who I am. If I was ever to get stuck in this loop it had to be when I was the most hated by everyone, I'm not a nasty person. I just lost it that day... Everyone loses their temper; right?

Anyway, that's  basically my suitation. Crap right?

But hay at least I got you...