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Continued from last part :

Riddhama's pov :

He then put his hand around my back. After few seconds he pulled the zipper of my dress down and the zipper broke... I instantly opened my eyes and gently pushed him. I was soo uncomfortable and was about to cry but controlling it I got up and was heading towards the door but he instantly grabbed my hand and then pinned me to the nearby wall. I was stuck between wall and him. He put his both arms on both sides of the wall cadging me.

Now I know what was he upto and I can only see lust in his eyes for me. He starting giving kisses on my neck passionately. I just couldn't move, I was just standing still.

He then gave me a peck on my lips and started kissing passionately, I wasn't reciprocating his kiss. While kiss he tried to remove my dress as it's zipper was already broken, he pulled strap of my dress down. I felt a sudden rage in me and I pushed him hard. He went 2-3  steps back. I adjusted my dress, I was verge on tears but again controlling it said

Riddhama : I wanna go home right now..

Vansh : What the fuck Riddhama!!!! What is wrong with you? Whenever I try to come close to you, you always pushes me away. Why you always do that... Don't you love me?

Riddhama : Vansh ofcourse I love you but it's just that I don't want to do this right now. I want to save these movements for my husband...

Vansh : I'm you're husband and I want you right now Riddhama and I'm the only one who can claim you and nobody else...

Riddhama : I only imagine you as my husband but still I can't do this Vansh!! I just wanna go home, take me home..

Vansh : Nooo I won't take you home.. we will be going Tomorrow that's it.

He again came close to me and said

Vansh : Do you really love me Sweetheart.....

Riddhama : Yes Vansh... I really love you...

Vansh : Then prove it to me..

Riddhama : How....

Vansh : Come to bed and surrender yourself to me..

Hearing this I was shocked, I couldn't believe my own ears.. did he really said that. I gave him a tight slap on his face. Tears started flowing from my eyes and I couldn't control it...

Riddhama : Chiii !! I never, even in my dreams thought that you will say this kind of things to me and try to do things without my consent. You know on New Year's day when Sejal told me that Don't do anything without your consent that time I told her that you will never do that and I trust you but today you are forcing yourself on me by emotionally blackmailing me.You proved me wrong Vansh, You totally disappoint me today. I can't even look in you eyes today, I can only see lust in them, you disgust me today.

I took a small breath, wiped my tears from back of my hand and continued saying

Riddhama : And you are saying me to prove my love for you, huhh I can't see love in your eyes it's just  lust. Love and Lust both are of four letters, one blossom your relationship, while other destroys relationship. And If you can't see love in my eyes and if you can't feel my love for you then I'm sorry I don't LOVE YOU ..... Love can't be shown. Love is an emotion. It can't be seen or touched, it is experienced. I JUST WANNA GO HOME RIGHT NOW....

Now I was crying badly, I looked at him I saw tears in his eyes.

He hold me by my shoulders and said

Vansh : We are not going anywhere today... I'm sorry please forgive me and don't ever say that you don't love me, never say that again. I don't know what gone into me take back what you said that you don't Love me please..

I jerked his hands away from my shoulders

Riddhama : I won't be taking anything back... You always do mistakes and then  asks for forgiveness by saying sorry but this time I can't forgive you. You did a very big mistake today.. I am asking you for the last time are you going to take me home or not..

Vansh : Look I'm really sorry I know that I messed up, and you have every right to be angry with me. I was not thinking. I really did not want to put our relationship in jeopardy. I do not know what I would do without you. But
we need to talk things out and sort it out before it gets out of our hands okay
 I am so ashamed and sorry of how I acted that was really thoughtless and selfish of me. I do not know what got into me. I love you more than you can know, and I never want to do anything that would hurt you. I am truly sorry. And yes I'll be taking you home but not today...

Riddhama : Nothing is there to talk, it's over between us.... And I don't want to talk to you about anything...

Before he could say anything I run out of the room he was also following me. I went in the different room and closed it from inside. I closed the door and sat down hugging my knees crying badly. All the things started to play again and again.

After few minutes, I was thinking about how can I go home , I can't stay with him alone here, I need to go home. I got up and luckily I have my Mobile with me. I dialled Sejal's number but she didn't pick her phone and I again called her number and murmured "Please Seju pick up the call." Again the call was not answered.I was soo frustrated. Who else can I call. Aryan came to my mind. I dialled his number but his phone was switched off.

O God what happening today. Kya horaha hai mere saath aaj. Should I call Angre... No-no-no-no-no He won't help me, he is Vansh's bestfriend he will call Vansh first and ask him and Vansh won't let him come her. Even I can't call Ishani. Only one person is left, he is my only hope right now. I dialled his number and on the first ring he picked up the call...

On call :

Riddhama : Hello Kabir...

Kabir : Yes Riddhama...

I controlling my sobs said

Riddhama : Can I ask you a favor..

Kabir : Yes Riddhu, ofcourse...

Riddhama : Can you please pick me up from Vansh's farmhouse?

Kabir : Is everything okay Riddhu? I'm getting worried. Is he also with you? Do you both fight...

I couldn't control my tears, I sniffled and was sobbing very badly.

Riddhama : Please don't ask me anything and come soon..

Kabir : Okay

And then he disconnected the call. I went in the bathroom and splashed water on my face. I looked in the mirror and headed out of the bathroom. I was pacing back and forth in the room, tears still coming out of my eyes.

Vansh's pov :

Riddhama went in other room, I was following her but she locked the door. I stood there for few minutes and the I thought to leave her alone for sometime. I went in the living room .

I don't know what else to say, I fucked up. I really messed all the things up. I saw disgust in her eyes. I broke all her trust and again disappoint her. Why was I soo desperate to make her mine even though she was already mine.
In desperation instead of making her more close I pushed her away from me.
Don't be desperate for love, and desperate actions always lead to regret. I'm regretting my decision. Why I'm like this?.. why can't I control myself?.... Why am I always instead of making things right end up making it more messy?....

I was biting my nails. Atleast hum dono saath hai aur mere pass pura ek din hai usko manane ke liye. Mujhe pata hai wo maan jayegi... Woh mujhse pyaar karti hai... aise mujhe nhi chodegi woh.. gussa thi isiliye wo boli ki 'it's over between us'.. uska gussa shant hogayi na to sab normal ho jayega.. saying this I was convincing myself....

That's when I saw Kabir entering in farmhouse. What the fuck is he doing here. He is wearing a blue denims with white shirt and demin jacket. Why he is here?

He step inside,He is wearing a blue denims with white shirt and demin jacket and looked at me.....I said....

Vansh : Kabir!! What are you doing here?

Kabir : Riddhu called me and asked me to pick her up from here.. Is everything okay here?

Whatt Riddhima called him...

Vansh : Ya ya Everything is okay here. And there is no need for you to drop her anywhere.. We are staying here today.. sorry for troubling you man and making you come all the way here.... You can go now....

That's when Riddhima interrupted me she was coming down from the stairs. He eyes, nose and cheeks were red due to crying. I could see that she is trying hard not to cry. Seeing her like this, my heart is shattered in pieces because I'm the reason of it. I got emotional, the spark that used to be there in her eyes was gone.

Riddhama : Kabir wait... I'm coming with you..

She came near both of us and said

Riddhama : Let's go..

I grabbed her hand and said

Vansh : No-no-no you are not going anywhere... hum kahi nahi jaa rahe hai..

Riddhama jerked her hand and said angrily..

Riddhama : let's go vann..... KABIR...

Vansh : Please Riddhama I'm really sorry but please don't leave me. I know I have done a very huge mistake but still try to forgive me this time and I promise you I won't repeat any of my mistake. I know I'm a big mess,and that's the last thing you need right now but trust me this mess loves you endlessly.....Please Riddhama please just this time forgive me.....

She looked at me with disgust.... and took 2 steps forward and then stopped. She didn't notice it earlier but noticed now that her zipper is broken. She then faced both of us trying to hide her back. That's when Kabir removed his jacket and wrapped it around her shoulder ...This time I'm not jealous he is really a gentleman... And then they both went outside. I also went behind them trying to convince her.

Kabir opened the door for her and she went inside, he sat on the driving seat and I saw there car moving out of my sight. I fall down on my knees crying badly.. I fucked all the things up this time. But I won't be letting her go away from me. I need to do something. Mein aise hath pe hath dhare nahi baith sakta. Mujhe jald se jald kuch karna padega. Main uske bina kaise jiunga. Main ab sab khup thik karlunga pehle jaise. I can't lose her.

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After reading it more than 4-5 times, finally updated it.. And do tell me in the comments section how was this chapter, did you guys expected this plot twist🤔. And one more thing please don't hate this Kabir he is totally different from the show. 

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