A/N: Okay guys this chapter will be huge and I'm going to enjoy writing this one. Get ready for surprises, shocks and joy as you read this chapter oh and it's a looooong chapter too so I hope you enjoy it. Read on my readers and enjoy!

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It's been about week since Fergal saw that mystery woman in his living room and he hasn't forgotten about her. He had since recovered from his meltdown but now Fergal wonders if he'll ever see that woman again or was it a one time thing.

Fergal was enjoying the day at home alone just doing some housework. Charlotte and Becky had offered to take the kids so he can have some down time and he really needed some time to himself. Since Pam had died Fergal had spent all of his time with the kids and none to himself, so here he was home alone but instead of relaxing and taking it easy Fergal was doing housework packing up toys that the kids had left lying around the house, folding and packing clothes and general tidying and cleaning. When there was no more housework to be done Fergal finally laid down on the couch and started to relax.

"Fergal Devitt!" a voice said making Fergal jump up from the couch.

"Aaron Solow, what the hell are you doing here and in my house?" Fergal said shocked to see Aaron of all people standing there in his house.

"Isn't obvious!" Aaron replied walking up to Fergal.

"What are you talking about?" Fergal asked curiously as Aaron gave Fergal a piece of folded paper.

"What's this?" Fergal asked looking at Aaron then the folded paper.

"Read it!" was all Aaron said looking at Fergal.

Looking at Aaron confused but very curious Fergal opened the paper and read its contents. 

'To whom it may concern, we here by confirm that the body of one Pamela Devitt is found to not be the body buried in this grave. We would like to apologise for any inconvenience this may course to you and your family........' 

"Oh my god! This, your responsible for this?" Fergal said in shock "What did you do with Pamela? What did you do with her body?" Fergal asked trying to stay calm.

"I was sure it was taken to where it belonged. That place you were going to take her is no place for a woman like my Pam" Aaron said.

"She was never your anything!" Fergal snapped.

"I never stopped loving her" Aaron replied.

"Pam was my wife, you made her life hell and now your standing here saying you loved her" Fergal yelled.

"Yet, you let her die Fergal, not me" Aaron said.

"That's what this is all about, you think I'm responsible for Pam's death!" Fergal snapped again "Wait a minute, are you trying to mess with my head trying to make me believe she is alive" Fergal said.

"Fergal, how could you possibly even think that. She died at the hospital right, isn't that what happened?" Aaron asked him.

"How do you know all this? Where is her body? Tell me right now Aaron! You better start talking or I'm going to the cops!" Fergal yelled at Aaron starting to get frustrated.

"And tell them what? You know nothing, you have no proof of anything!" Aaron said "You know Fergal, I could never understand what Pamela saw in you. When she was with me we shared a glorious life together" Aaron continued saying.

"Are you fucking serious, she left you remember after everything you did to her, you beat her and you raped her. Your fucking deluded in the head" Fergal yelled back not believing what he was hearing.

"Still we had some beautiful moments and we could've had more beautiful moments if only she didn't want to be with you" Aaron said getting a bit annoyed at Fergal.

"Oh Pam, You would've wanted to be here now too" Fergal said picking a picture of Pam smiling at her, trying not to cry.

"You think you know what's best for her, but you don't. Other wise you wouldn't be standing here feeling sorry for yourself. I knew that letting her be with you was a big mistake, when I saw her in that hospital bed so fragile it reminded me of the first time I ever laid eyes on her" Aaron said smiling at the memory.

"You went and saw her in the hospital!" Fergal asked shocked.

"Yes, but there was no one taking care of her" Aaron said

"Pam had the best doctors-" Fergal was saying before being cut off by Aaron.

"What do doctors know, she needed someone who believed in her, someone who truly loved her, someone who had undying faith in her" Aaron spat at Fergal.

"I had faith in her Aaron, I prayed for her night and day and I truly loved her with everything in me and I never stopped believing in her even now. But god had other plans for Pam" Fergal said starting to get a bit emotional.

I walked into Pam's room and immediately grabbed her hand.

"Oh Pam. I love you so much."

I whispered to her as I kissed her.

"You just gave up on her, what kind of a man who says they love her with everything in them would do that! I never gave up on her, ever" Aaron said.

"Don't you dare talk to me that way. You don't know me, you don't know what I felt for Pam. Pam and I had a bond, a connection far beyond anything you could comprehend" Fergal yelled getting angry with Aaron.

"Then why did you let her die Fergal?" Aaron asked.

"Stop saying that! I didn't let her die there was nothing more the doctors could do" Fergal yelled.

"You could've taken charge Fergal! I waited, I waited for you to do something, anything but you didn't do anything" Aaron said.

"What did you do, Aaron?" Fergal asked curiously.

"I couldn't stand by idly, so yes I made some arrangements that clearly needed to be made" Aaron replied.

"What the hell does that mean?" Fergal asked again.

"I did what I had to do" Aaron said shocking Fergal.

"How did you get past the security?" Fergal said.

"Hospital security in this country is a joke. I had no difficulty getting her out" Aaron answered.

"But we had a funeral for her. I saw her in the casket, I put her wedding ring on her finger" Fergal said in complete shock at what he was hearing.

I headed into the main room of the funeral home and walked up to Pam's casket.

"I love you so much. You left me too early. I'll forever love you Squish."

I said. I pulled a wedding band out of my pocket and placed it on her finger.

"Forever my Squish."

"I had someone make an exact replica of Pam and that's what you saw in the casket" Aaron said. 

"WHAT! You son of a -" Fergal was saying pulling his hair in shock. "What have you done with my wife. You still have the body?" Fergal asked

"Yes Fergal, I have her!" Aaron replied.

"Oh god, oh god...... you took her out of the hospital because of some bizarre obsession with getting your hands on the one woman you could never have" Fergal said looking at Aaron with disgust.

"Everything with you is very simplistic, isn't Fergal? You should have fought for her" Aaron replied back.

"You say that like I had a choice! I didn't have any choice Aaron. If I had a choice, if it were up to me I'd still have her in my arms right now" Fergal said.

"And who pronounced her dead?" Aaron asked.

"The doctors, they tried to revive her but they couldn't" Fergal replied.

"They didn't try hard enough" Aaron said.

"Are you telling me that when you went to get Pam...... did....... you-" Fergal said too scared to say it.

"Did I what?" Aaron said.

"Oh my god, my god Pam is alive isn't she? ANSWER ME! Is Pamela alive?" Fergal yelled grabbing Aaron by the jacket.

"Yes Fergal, I am!" 

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A/N: OMG! Okay, okay calm down don't kill me for leaving it there but I had too. I know I had you so into this chapter but it was the perfect spot to end this chapter. Now Jordan that is how you write a person coming back from the dead lol! So yes Pam is ALIVE, wahooo in this version anyways. I hope you all enjoyed reading this and I'm starting the next one ASAP! Please let me know what you think and thanks for reading 😘