A/N: Okay first things first since putting the previous chapter up Jordan has not only gone and made Fergal propose to Becky but she has Pam fall into Aaron's arms, why is beyond me. But have no fear I will not be making Jordan's mistakes in this lol I love you Jordan but boy did you fuck up your book royally but you probably have something up your sleeve anyway enough about that and onto the next chapter of MY version of how IT should have gone! Please enjoy this chapter cos unlike Jordan I'll have you all swooning over BAYLOR so bad LOL no I'm sure you'll love this one!

Side note: I just love that photo of Fergal and Pamela I posted above!

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"Yes Fergal, I am"

Fergal froze when he heard a voice he never thought he'd hear again. Letting go of Aaron, Fergal turned around and saw Pam walking into the living room. Pam stood before him in tight pants, a black tank top with a black and white checkered shirt on top with flats and her hair was down.

"Pamela........ Pam is it really you?" Fergal asked not believing what he was seeing.

"Yes! Yes Fergal it's me" Pam said walking towards him slowly as not to freak him out.

"Oh god, oh my god! You're alive!" Fergal gasped as he fell to his knees in complete and utter shock before looking back up at Pam who was leaning down towards him. 

"This isn't real, it can't be happening" Fergal said getting up from the ground as he backed away from Pam still in shock.

"Fergie....... loser........ it's me, it's really me" Pam said stepping closer to Fergal as she reached her hand out towards him. Taking a deep breath Fergal reached his hand out towards hers until finally Fergal took her hand in his before breaking down.

"Oh my god, it's real! you're alive" Fergal said, tears now falling down his face. Still holding her hand, Fergal brought her hand towards him placing it on his chest as they both broke down in tears

"Yes Fergal I'm alive" Pam said as tears continued to fall down her face.

"Oh my god Pamela! Those beautiful eyes, your beautiful smile. Oh my god" Fergal sobbed as he ran his finger along her face not believing that she was here.

Locking eyes with each other, Pam slowly lift her hands up and softly cupped his face running her fingers along his beard covered jaw while Fergal wrapped his arms around her waist as they both slowly started leaning in towards each other before Pam cupped his face and kissed him. Fergal returned the kiss holding Pam tightly against him not wanting to let her go as their kiss slowly turned into a make out session right there in their living room.

Aaron was watching Pam and Fergal disappointed that Pam didn't want a life with him and he just had to learn to except that Pam wanted Fergal and there was nothing in this world or any other world that could change that. Not wanting to watch any more Aaron quietly slipped out of the house unnoticed.

"Oh dear god, I've been praying for this moment, the moment I saw you again. Thank you for bringing this amazing woman back to us, to me. Your home, your home Pamela" Fergal said after they broke apart but not letting each other go.

"It was you, it was you I saw at Aria's wedding. I thought I was loosing it, but I knew, I felt it, I felt you" Fergal said cupping Pam's face.

"I know, I know it was overwhelming, that's exactly the way I felt when I saw you and our kids after all this time. I missed you, I missed you so much" Pam said holding onto his arms as he continued to cup her face not wanting to let her go.

"Here you are in my arms it's a miracle, it's a miracle. The kids when they see you their going to run into your arms and never let you go" Fergal said "how am I going to explain this to our kids when I can't explain it to myself. You die Pam!" Fergal continued.

"I almost died, I slipped into a coma that's why the doctors thought I died" Pam interrupted.

"Then how? Tell me how?" Fergal asked wanted to know how this happened.

"Apparently Aaron and someone else came to the hospital and they found that I still had a heartbeat and they got me stabilised and they took me to some other private hospital" Pam said explaining to Fergal what happen to her.

"That's where you've been this whole time?" Fergal asked.

"I was unconscious for a very long time, then finally I did come out of the coma" Pam replied.

"Did you remember us?" Fergal asked Pam.

"Of course, that's the first thing I thought of was you. I thought of you and our kids and that was the most painful part, because Aaron keep me in isolation the last 2 months hoping I would except a life with him and I had no way of contacting no body. I couldn't reach anyone but I have never stopped searching for a way to get back to you, to get back to our family. I never stopped, then finally I did have a chance. Aaron finally knows that my heart belongs to you. The only thing I'm grateful for Aaron is that he gave me another chance with you and another chance with our kids. I'll never leave them again, I'll never leave you again" Pam said smiling at Fergal.

"I still can't believe this is actually happening" Fergal said cupping Pam's face.

"From the day I woke up this is the moment I've waited for, what it will feel like to be in your arms again" Pam said placing her hands over Fergal's heart smiling at him. 

"Sweetheart what you must of been through, but you never gave up" Fergal replied hugging her tightly before placing a kiss on her forehead. 

"How can I, my heart wouldn't let me. Even when things seemed to be completely hopeless, then I'd think of you and our kids and I would remember all the times we had together. Even though we were apart we were still connected by the one thing that's always connected us, our love. It's a love so strong it can overcome anything which is exactly what happened. Your love and the kids love that's what brought me back to you and nothing and no one can pull us apart again. I love you so much Fergal" Pam said 

"You beautiful, beautiful thing, I've wished for this, I've prayed for it and you are here" Fergal said as Pam pulled back to look at him.

"Yes I am" Pam replied as she smiled.

"I just don't want to let you go" Fergal said holding Pam tightly

"Don't" Pam replied holding onto to Fergal just as tight.

"Not, ever! Ever, ever, ever" Fergal said not letting her go.

"I won't let you" Pam replied smiling.

"God you smell like Pam" Fergal said sinking his face into Pam's neck smelling her "you taste like Pam" Fergal continued before kissing Pam on the lips again not getting enough of her.

"Hold me like this forever. Hold me tighter, hold me tighter" Pam said holding Fergal around the neck tightly.

"It's over now, your safe, your home" Fergal said "I'm afraid if I let you go-" Fergal was saying

"I'd disappear, never again" Pam finished his sentence.

"I won't let you go to me you are an angel from above" Fergal said smiling down at Pam.

"Back with you forever" Pam replied smiling at him "oh Fergal, I have you back and our family"

"Yes you do Pam, yes you do" Fergal replied pulling Pam back towards him kissing her with so much love.

"Pam you have been with me, your strength, your love it's the only thing that has kept me going all this time. But I gotta tell ya, it's nothing like the real thing, nothing at all" Fergal said wrapping his arms around Pam's waist lifting her off her feet and twirl her around before putting her feet back down and claiming her lips. "I love you, I love you so much"

"I love you too, I always had, I always will" Pam replied before cupping his face as they both leaned in and kissed.

A/N: Man I just fucking love Baylor *sigh* see Jordan that's how you write Baylor! Ahhhh it felt so good to bring Pam back and have her reunite with Fergal the right way, I was tempted to write a sex scene lol! A super long chapter for you guys to enjoy Pam and Fergal, I hope you guys like it and please let me know what you think! Do you think I should write more, like a book instead of writing bits here and there???? I don't know 🤔