A/N: This is the final chapter in my alternative the second Jordan turned Fergal into a drunk drug addict monster who sexually abused his kids that was it for me I'm done and I'm writing this for my loyal readers who wanted me to continue. I hope you enjoy this chapter cos unlike Jordan I'll make Fergal go out with a BANG like he deserves. Please enjoy 😊 

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The day had come that was dreaded by all who loved and care for a man who was nothing but a loving husband, father, son, uncle and friend. People arrived at the funeral home to say their goodbyes. Fergal had so many friends from his days in the uk where his career started to njpw in Japan to finally the WWE. His casket lay at the alter with the lid open so people could say goodbye to him. 

Pam and all 25 of their kids and 3 grandkids had gathered. Pam was support by her two eldest sons Noah and Dylan who were both Fergal's twins, they looked so much like Fergal blue eyes and all as they were helping her walk down towards Fergal's casket. Pam was feeling weak in the knees, she felt like she was going to pass out at any moment the closer she got to Fergal's casket the closer she was to breaking down and she was thankful that her eldest boys were holding her up because she if they hadn't she would've collapsed the second she walked in the funeral home at the sight of Fergal's casket.

As soon as Pam reached Fergal's casket she just bawl her eyes out wailing as she reached out and touched his now cold face, even in death Fergal looked so handsome. Picking up his hand Pam kissed it as Noah handed her a wedding band, taking the band Pam slipped it on his ring finger before placing a kiss on it.

"Open your eyes Fergie, please open your beautiful blue eyes and look at me and tell me everything is going to be okay. OPEN YOUR EYES!" Pam wailed collapsing onto the casket as Noah and Dylan quickly help their mum up, holding her up they sat her down in front as Chloe rushed over with some water.

"Here mum have some water" Chloe said giving Pam a bottle of water.

So many people gave speeches, Fergal's family his father and brothers and sister all got up to say something about their son and brother. Pam just sat there, it felt like she was in a trance, like she was dreaming and she was yelling in her head 'WAKE UP PAMELA, WAKE UP' but she wasn't waking up. This wasn't a dream, it was real Fergal is dead and he was gone. Pam snapped out of her daze when she was called up to give the final speech of the funeral service.

Slowly getting up Pam was again helped by Noah and Dylan who didn't leave their mum's side and the help her up to the podium and stood back just in case she passes out. Pam struggled to hold back the tears as she looked around at all the faces, all the people that had come to say goodbye to such an amazing man, Fergal had touched each and every single one of these people in their lives and they had come today to return the favour.

"Fergal was not just a professional wrestler by the name of Finn Balor but he was a son, a brother, an uncle, a husband, a father and a grandfather. Fergal touched each and everyone of us at some point in his life. For me Fergal is my other half, he's the love of my life and my soulmate. We made a big family together 25 kids and 3 grandkids. Fergal was the most humble, patient, caring and loving man who would always put others before himself especially our family, Fergal never put anything or anyone else ahead of me and our kids. Oh Fergal, my life is nothing without you in it to give me the strength to go on and the love to help me live on without you. I'll miss you but I'll never stop loving until you come to get me when it's time for me to join you in paradise" Pam said sobbing uncontrollably as Noah and Dylan quickly went to her side to hold her as Pam was getting weak in the knees.

"Thank you for giving me the best life I could've asked for, thank you for our big beautiful family and thank you for your never ending love, goodbye Rock and Rolla, Prince, Demon King, Finn Balor but to everyone here Fergal Devitt" Pam said as she burst into tears before collapsing onto her sons as they held her and helped her down from the podium.

As Noah and Dylan walked her past Fergal's casket Pam found what little strength she could muster and pulled away from her boys and went to the casket. Pam fell onto Fergal who was lying there peacefully and Pam just want to hold him one last time to feel him in her arms, she then looked down at him sobbing as she leaned in and placed a kiss on his cold lips as she completely broke down not wanting to let him go.

"Come on Mum, it's okay. Dad is and always will be with us no matter what" Noah said as he and Dylan were finally able to pick up their grief stricken mum and pull her away from their dad so they could close the casket lid so they could take him to be buried.

After closing the lid on the casket and laying his famous 'Balor Club' leather jacket on top with a bouquet of flowers Fergal's three brothers and Fergal's three older sons picked up Fergal's casket and carried it out of the funeral home with Fergal's WWE theme song ringing out as the people garthered join in one last time in throwing their arms up as Fergal's casket was carried past them.

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After Fergal was finally buried and the people had gone, Pam stayed behind to say one last goodbye to her beloved. Kneeling down by his gravestone which read 'Fergal Devitt, beloved son, father and husband' Pam ran her hands over the gravestone as she sobbed quietly.

"Goodbye Fergie, I can't wait for you to came and take me with you so we could be together again, forever" Pam sobbed as she slowly stood up just then there was a gust of wind and Pam felt a presence as Fergal's spirit walked towards her.

"Fergal......Oh Fergal" was all Pam said feeling Fergal's presence as Fergal's spirit stopped in front of her, smiling down at her.

"I love you, I love you so much" Pam sobbed

"I love you too Pamela, so much" Fergal said 

"My loser" Pam said smiling with tears in her eyes.

"My squish" Fergal replied reaching out and cupping her cheek before leaning forward placing a kiss on her lips.

Pam gasped when she felt a soft pressure on her lips like someone was kissing her and then it was gone.

"Goodbye Pamela, I'll come back for you when it's your time, I'll love you forever" Fergal said moving backwards.

"I'll be waiting for you and I'll love you forever and a day" Pam whispered as Fergal's spirit faded away.

"Come on Mum, let's go" Noah said coming up to get his mum.

"Let's go" Pam replied as Noah wrapped his arm around his mum as they both turned around and walked away from Fergal's grave.

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Smile tho' your heart is aching

Smile even tho' it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

You'll get by

If you smile

Thro' your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shin-ing thro' for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide ev-'ry trace of sadness

Altho' a tear may be ever so near

That's the time

You must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying

You'll find that life is still worth-while

If you just smile

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A/N: And there you have it, the perfect way to end this beautiful love story. I hope you guys enjoyed this as much as I have to give you the readers the best I could. Please leave a comment and let me know what you think. Thank you and I'll be seeing you 🤗