First before I start
A spider crawled on me somehow

I got out of the shower and got dressed and then I noticed a spider on my hand

I actually didn't freak out cause I think it was a daddy long legs

My first reaction was to take pictures

He was just kinda chilling

If you can see those shadows in the back that's my sister getting ready to suck him up with the vacuum XD

Yeah so
Um

First off here's this quote

"Everyone's smart. But if you test a goldfish on its ability to climb a tree it will go its whole life thinking it's stupid."

I have no clue who said it

But BAM
How I feel about school in 2 sentences

It's weird
I'm so sensitive I can just look at a hard assignment and just start crying
Yeah I have issues

But so in LA we read that short story about the summer in a day thing
Where a lot of people live on Venus and it's always raining and the one day the sun was going to come out for 2 hours (it happens once every 7 years) these bullies lock the main girl in a closet so she misses the sun.
It's actually really sad tbh
I suggest you read it its really good

So we read it and then my teacher started talking about how maybe the rain is a metaphor for how every day is the same
Day after day the same routine
And when you finally get that one day you want people will crush your dreams.

She asked if any of us were like that or maybe there are adult we know who are like this. And instead of doing what they want they are forced to conform to what society wants and be forced to think inside the box.
She then gave examples and asked us if we as students at the high school felt this way

I just sat there about to cry because that's exactly how I feel
That's exactly how a lot of us in the world feel
Yet when even a teacher MY teacher brings it up she never addresses how to fix it or how we feel about it
That's when my dreams were crushed for the 1000 time

I feel like adults always get pretty close to understanding us but then when they hit it on point instead of pressing a bit further they just stop and give up

So yeah
Can I even call that a rant? Idk

In other words my dad told me its my fault I'm antisocial
Can you tell why I hate parents sometimes? :)

Have this
Idk if it's actually from Undertale but I love it