Crystal's POV~

When we arrive at the pack house I park my bike next to the limo and start taking my bags out.

"So Crystal earlier when your necklace fell you laughed and your eyes turned black. What are you?." The beta asks.

"Your really wana know- wait whats your name?."

"Its Alex."

"You really wana know Alex." I ask as I fix the strap on my duffle bag.

"Do you know the rumor about the Shadow Assassin being Insane? Well thats right, if I don't have my necklace on I turn 'Shadow', the Insane part of me. Will break through and you will see my Insane side." He takes a step back.

"Chill I always keep my necklace on so everything fine. If you wana reject me Alpha this is a good time to do so."

He shakes his head, he shifts and runs into the forest.

"He was waiting for his mate for forever. Just give him some time."

I grab my assassin duffel bag and walk in another direction of the forest.

"I'm going training. If you come near me I'm not responsible for my actions." My voice is hollow.

When I'm far enough I see a mini clearing thats a little circle. I go behind a tree and put my Assassin clothes on before grabbing my bagger, mini crossbow and my sword.

I unseeth my sword from my back and start sparing with the air. I duck and slice upwards, I imagine that the man who ruined my life was fighting me and I push myself harder. I don't realise I'm crying until a tear drops onto my sword.

I stop and regain my breath. I drop my sword and lay down beside it, I put my hand to my necklace.

"Hey mum I know I haven't talked to you in a long time but ya know the rogues. I meet my mate, I know weird. Jason also meet his mate but Lucy didn't, I feel bad for her because I found my mate and I'm not werwolf. 

I miss you and dad. I haven't forgot about my promise but I'm not strong enough yet."

I sigh and close my eyes, I'm so close I can feel it. My eyes open as I stand in my fighting stance, seething my sword across my back.

I start fighting with the air. 

Duck,

Uppercut,

Leg swipe,

I keep fighting until my body collapses.

"Not enough."

I unseeth my sword and use it to push my body upwards. I throw my sword to the ground and keep fighting.

Uppercut,

Roundhouse kick,

Punch,

Swipe,

Before I can do anything else my acing body crumbles to the floor. I try to get up but my body is acing and is numb. I reach and grab my sword before seething it on my back.

Someone scoops me up gently and from the sparks I feel it must be Chase.

"What are you doing? arn't you supposed to be out running." I say as I look to the ground.

"I was until I saw you on the ground struggling. Jason told me about how you push yourself to hard. He told me to ask you about your sword though."

I sigh. "My sword is a cursed sword that has been with me since I turned Insane. When I so much as touch it, it drains my energy."

"But Jason told me how graceful you are with it."

"Yea I am but it drains a lot out of me."

"Then why would you do it?." His voice wavers slightly.

"Because I need to become stronger if I want to keep my promise." I try to keep my tears in as I sniffle. "But I'm not strong enough, I can't do it."

When he stops walking is when all my tears from all these years come out.

"I can't do anything! I'm USELESS! I LET THE PEOPLE WHO I LOVE DIE TWICE, and it's going to happen again."

He sits down leaning on a tree and positions me so that my hands are wrapped around his neck and my legs are inside his legs that are shaped as a V.

"Your not useless, and no-one is going to die anymore. Your safe my trapped princess."

I clutch onto him as my sobs rack my body.

Chases POV~ (ya know you've been waiting for this) 

I listen to her sobs as I rub my hand up and down against her back. Jason told me that she never showed to weakness to anyone. She's been through a lot and I don't even know a tiny piece of it.

"A few years back I meet this guy called Liam. He was a vampire but I never ratted him out about it. He became my brother figure, but when he was about to tell me what he was 'HE' came.

In the little time I told Liam about who I was and my life, he didn't judge me. Liam fought 'HIM' for me as I was to weak, Liam knocked 'him' out but he was on the verge of death and I couldn't do anything to help him.

Liam confessed that he liked me more than a friend or a sister and then he told me to run."

I wanted to growl from this Liam guy but he saved my princess so I didn't. After a few moments her breathing evens out and she's knocked out cold.

She look so peaceful when she sleeps like she never went through everything.