Shoto sat down at his seat as he looked around the class room.

Bakugo was no where in sight. Shoto usually walked with Katsuki to school but he hadn't come pick him up like usual. Shoto wondered if maybe he was sick. 

Then at that moment Shoto looked out the window to see Bakugo walking with Kirishima and Kaminari. 

Shoto thought about the sight. Maybe he was late and happened to meet up with the couple? 

It didn't matter. Shoto wasn't the jealous type, but he would have liked a simple text from the alpha just so he didn't worry about where the boy was.

Shoto watched as the group walk in. Shoto was gonna say something when Katsuki seemed to walk up to him, but he closed his mouth when the boy had walked right past him. Acting like Shoto hadn't been in the room.

Todoroki shook his head, trying not to think about it to deeply. It probably was nothing. Katsuki may just be in a bad mood. Sadly Shoto looked down as he heard the blonde talk with Kirishima, Kaminari, and Mina like usual. 

Shoto stood up from the desk as he felt a bit sick. That is when Midoriya, Uraraka, and Iida walked into the classroom.

"Good morning Todoroki." 

"Morning Todoroki kun!"

"Todoroki, good morning."

The three called. Shoto went up to them giving them his best smile.

"Morning, Midoriya, Uraraka, Iida." Shoto spoke. 

The class talked for awhile before Aizawa entered. He told them to take there seats and lazily started class. 

~~~

Shoto didn't feel like eating again. He headed to his usual spot next to Bakugo but was suddenly surprised by the fact that there was not a seat next to Bakugo. Bakugo had put up his legs on where Shoto usually sat, and the boy didn't look like he was gonna move. Shoto turned around and headed to Midoriya's table. The table he use to sit at.

"Hey Todoroki! Why aren't you sitting with Kacchan? Not like I have a problem with you sitting here, just curios." Midoriya rambled. 

Shoto looked away, he was preventing himself from crying.

"No reason, just thought it had been awhile sense I sat here." Shoto explained. Midoriya saw past the obvious lied but decided not to say anything. 

Shoto stayed quiet most of the time, adding to the tables conversation every once in awhile. 

Suddenly Shoto stood up at the sound of the explosive teens laughter. The sound wasn't heard much but Shoto responded to the sound in different way than usually. The bi-colored eye teen made his way out of the lunch room.

He sprinted all the way to a bathroom. He opened a stall and puked into the toilet. 

He couldn't stop, his stomach was churning and when he couldn't throw up anymore he dry heaved. 

It hurt his throat and he coughed as he wiped his mouth with a paper towel. 

He was surprised when someone walked into the bathroom. At first he was hoping it was his boyfriend but was disappointed and frightened when a certain purple hair boy walked in.

"Um, Shinso..." Shoto mumbled as he took a step back.

"Oh sorry, I saw you coming this way so I came to make sure you where okay. You looked kind of pale." The boy explained. 

"I see, it's nothing just don't feel so great." Shoto replied nervously. Shinso could tell the omega didn't feel safe, he had to clear the awkward air.

"That's not all. Shoto, i'm sorry. I didn't mean to, I don't know what came over me then. I regret it. I-I-" Shinso was cut off by the teen covering his mouth.

"I understand. Don't worry about it. I don't blame you. It's not your fault. It is just instinct. Don't dwell, because I forgive you." Shoto responded. Shinso sighed in relief. 

"Thank Kami. I promise it won't happen again. I want to be friends again." 

Shoto nodded, he to missed his friend. 

"Like I said, no hard feelings right?" Shoto spoke as tears dropped down his eyes.

"W-what?! Whats wrong?" Shinso questioned as he dried the boys tears with his sleeve.

"It's not you. It's Katuski." Shoto whimpered. 

"Why, what happened?" Shinso questioned. His heart ached as he saw the boy cried in pain. 

"I-i, he has been ignoring me... I don't know what to do." Shoto stuttered, he wiped his tears with the back of his hands. He didn't want to seem like a cry baby. 

"It's probably nothing. Just give him time." Shinso replied. Shoto looked up to him.

"You think so?" 

"I know so." 

~~~

Shoto had listened to Shinso's words through out the day. When Bakugo ignored him all day he felt sick, but he didn't allow for it to get to him.

Time. Time is all it takes. 

Shoto closed his locker as he headed to the school gate. He didn't think Bakugo wanted to see him so he went on ahead. 

Shoto felt happiness sweep into his heart when he heard the foot steps of the explosive teen.

"Oi, wait up icyhot." Bakugo shouted. Shoto stopped in his tracks. Icyhot? He hadn't been called that in awhile and it hurt the bi-colored hair teen.

"Y-ya?" Shoto responded. His voice shaking.

"We need to talk. Well more like I need to talk." Bakugo stated. Shoto looked away, his heart racing. He felt like he was going to throw up again. 

"Go on..." Shoto mumbled, trying to act like he was fine.

Bakugo breathed in. 

"I realize I don't need someone like you. It would be best if we don't talk, even as friends." Bakugo spoke bluntly. Shoto's eyes widened in disbelief. He searched Bakugo's face to see if he telling the truth... and it seemed like it. 

Shoto felt his left side start to freeze over. His right side started to smoke. Tears started to escape. Shoto sprinted as fast as he could. 

Again...

It happened again....

I'm to naive...

What did I expect?

I'm stupid...

I hate this feeling...

It's disgusting....

This taste in my mouth is sickening...

....

Oniichan...

You'll stay with me right?

You won't leave again?

I trust you...

I'll stay with you...

I'll help you...

Just don't leave me...

Please don't...

I can't deal with this pain again.