Chapter 19 Part 1

I was in a dark room, no windows no light switches, I felt the walls. Why was I in this dark room? I hate dark rooms, for some reason ever since I was a little girl I hated them. Not sure why, I just did.

I felt like I was on a very deep high, I felt amazing. All I wanted to do was dance around to the non-existent music.

Why was I even here? If I hate the dark then why would I willingly go into a dark room? AND WHY THE HECK AM I DANCING? What is going on? Have I finally lost my mind? I bet I did, I knew Conner was to good to be true. He felt so real though when we touched.

That first kiss we shared. OMG was I in heaven just thinking about his kisses.I could almost feel his hands on my body, how they would make me shiver. I imagined his hands curling around my back making our body's so close that we couldn't breath, but in a good way. His scent was tantalizing me making me burn with need for him. Oh how I wish this was happening to me right now instead of thinking it.

I couldn't stop thinking though, once my mind thought of his skillful hands sliding down my body to my core, I let out a soft moan. WHY CAN'T THIS BE REAL. I WANT HIM SO BAD. Wow were did that come from? I know I've always felt attracted to him, but I never thought I wanted to jump his bones like I do now.

If he was standing in front of me right now he wouldn't stand a chance against me. I would win and dominate him in a heart beat. Really Issy? You have never even been with a man before, how do you even know what to do you stupid girl. AHHHHH this is driving me insane.

So I must be in a insane asylum. Yup, I bet that's why I think my brothers and the whole town are werewolves. I wonder when I finally snapped. Oh well no point in dwelling in the past. Crazy people have to think about what crazy shit they are gonna do next.

Oh I so wanna take Conner for all he is worth right now, yup I'm crazy. I can just imagen how well we would work together in the bedroom. I would scream his name out as our bodys exploded in pure bliss. Well thats what I think I would do, since I haven't actually had sex I really don't know what I would do. Shit I might not even like sex, ya right your now stupid on top of being crazy. He is hot and probably knows how to make a women like me happy.

So now I'm talking to myself, yup I'm crazy. I wonder why its so dang dark in this room. Why can't there be a light switch anywhere. Stupid room.

I was mad now, I just wanted out of this stupid black room. 

That's when the pain hit in full force and the memories of what happened hit me like a train hitting a small car. I was out of breath, the pain so.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OMG, that sick bastard stabbed me, who the heck stabs a chick now days? I thought that Sean guy wanted to marry me, why would he have one of his men stab me then slice my leg open? I HATE MEN THEY ARE SO AHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE PAIN.

I didn't want to think anymore the pain in my chest was to much. Why was I feeling it now? I was high as a kite a couple minutes ago. Huh!

I don't I didn't want to sound to stupid but there was a light in front of me that came out of no where. Should I go to it? They always say don't go towards the light if you want to die. Well I would rather die then be in this dark room with chest pain, stupid werewolf man. So I did what stupid people do and walked towards the light preparing to die.

Well this has been exciting to say the least. I just wish I could have been with a man at least once. I've heard its really fun and enjoyable.

With that last thought I walked towards the light.

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Conner's POV

I miss her so much. It has been a little over five months now that Issy has been in a coma. The doctors have no idea why its taking her so long to heal. She is part wolf in a way and her wolf should hav heeld her at first month, but no its been five long and hard months without my love. I miss her so much.

"Hey Conner you should go home and get some real sleep; like in a bed by yourself and not in hers. She isn't going anywhere and if she does wake up then I'll give you a ring, I promise dude. I don't like her other mates, but I do like you so I will help you out. I gotta think what is best for my twin sister and you Conner are what's best for her, so go home and get some sleep." Hunter patted my back telling me to get up.

I didn't want to leave but I knew I looked like crap and needed a nice long hot shower to cool my muscles and my mind down. I have been sleeping here with her every night, I ran out of clean close and well I should check on my pack to see if everything was going smoothly. Well as smoothly as possible with the other two messed up packs.

I didn't make it to the door though. Her heart beat started to race on the machine as if she was running a marthon. This has been the most activity her heart has done since she was put in the coma five long months ago. Hunter ran out the room to get a doctor.

I sat down on her bed holding her hand not knowing what to do, when a little moan escapes her perfect lips. Is she waking up? Could this finally be the day I get my love back?

The pack doctors run into her room. They don't go far from her house and if they do, they are only a couple minutes away that the most.

The moment they walked into the room though they stopped and froze. I knew why to because at the moment I took a deep breath bring in my mates scent and let me tell you she was as aroused as could be. I wonder what she was dreaming about to make her so aroused and wet, oh yes If I could smell her that much I knew she was dripping wet. I just hope it was for me and not one of the others.

It seems like today might be the day she comes out of her coma. If not by the end of the week. Her dreams are making her body react, so that means her mind and body are turning back on. It short terms her body is waking up from a nice long nap. The smile on his face was probably mirroring mine.

My love was coming back to me finally. I couldn't wait. I watched as a smile slid across her face to a frown to a very pissed off Issy. Wow she must be having a crazy dream.

I didn't care though, I was finally going to see her beautiful eyes open and look right at me.

That's when her body started to shake. She wasn't having a stroke but she looked like it.

"Its her wolfs way of waking her up."

"Come on baby open those beautiful eyes of yours."

"Conner?"

Sorry Im tired, but I wanted to give you a little bit tonight. Part 2 will be up tomorrow I promise and will be a LOT longer.

Show me some lovin. Thanks for reading guys. It means the world to me. It truly does.

~Tessa