Alpha Ryan Damison

There was silence on both sides of the phone. I waited for him to speak but he didn't. His silence was deafening, unbearable for me to hear. Is he in shock? Did I hurt him? My heart clenches at the thought of disbanding Ethan from my life.

"Ethan? Say something. I know I am being very selfish but you have to understand why I am doing this." It is hard to form a sentence with my heart bleeding out for what I just did. But Ethan remains silent.

It's been more than ten minutes he didn't say anything where as I am trying to convince him to forgive me. Why is it so hard to breakup although we were never together. I can't live without hearing his sweet voice. Though I rejected him I still want to see him everyday and hear his voice. That's the deal.

"I am very sorry. Please understand me. I am so sorry. Talk to me, please. Say something. Anything please." I beg him to speak but he still didn't. Did I really hurt him this much that he won't even talk to me? Fresh tears are leaking from my eyes. Did I screw up big one this time? I just want to hear him once. Once.

"Sir?" I hear his voice but it isn't coming from phone but from room. I see Ethan standing at the door, door of my wrecked office. All the alcohol in my system drains and my wolf gets back in action in my head. We both get alert in a second in the presence of our mate. He is here. Here for me.

I was just missing his voice and moon goddess send him whole in front of me. If this isn't a miracle then what is? 

I stand up and walk towards him, I smell chocolate and almond with his usual vanilla smell which is alluring for my nostrils. He just showered. That's his body wash's smell. Yuummm! So addictive.

He looks at my hair then at my shirt probably wondering how pathetic I am. I feel so degraded by my own actions. And on top of that Dakota returns in my head.

Our mate is disappointed with us. Look at him, he looks so scared of us.

 "Sir I came to drop you at your place." Ethan says in a low submissive voice which gave my dick a jerk inside my pants. His submissiveness is turning my animal the fuck on. I look down at my pants and see the bulge but luckily I also see my Versace suit lying beneath the wood scraps. I pick it up and dust it. I give my ID to Ethan so he will know where to take me. 

I see a taxi waiting down for us already. I wonder if Ethan don't know driving or he has no car. We get inside the taxi which smells of some cheap car freshener. I have never traveled in a taxi before, there is so less room for my legs to spread and the seats are not comfortable at all. How does one travel in this iron coffin? Even the windows are not completely clean.

I see Ethan smiling at me which made my heart skip some of its beat. I hate this feeling, it feels like he controls me. Dakota is already wiped by him. He'll probably bend on his knees in front of Ethan someday.

I wonder what went wrong in the rejection. Did I skip some important details? But watching Ethan looking outside his window at the vehicles passing by, I feel content. I don't feel like running away from him anymore because I got a plan now.

Sex change.

Yes. I am going to convince Ethan for a sex reassignment surgery. I'll get his testicles and penis removed for a vagina. I'll find the best doctor who can also do surgery so that in future Ethan can conceive. It will take around 20 thousand dollars which I and Ethan can share. 50-50 or 60-40. I can give him a loan if he promises to pay back. 

But what if Ethan tells me to have the sex change surgery. What if even Dakota agrees.

The car stops. I see we are stopped by my pack security guards. They are checking the suspicious vehicle and humans inside it. I mind link them about Ethan that he is with me and is harmless. They let us pass. If things were different I would have loved to tell them that I am bringing their Luna.

Don't worry, after Ethan gets his sex change I'll introduce him as their Luna. Problem solved.

The car again stops, this time infront of my penthouse. Ethan pays the driver then tells me to come out from the car. But my mind is busy thinking, will he accept for the surgery or I have to check his family history for a weakness. A little blackmail won't hurt anyone, right?

I feel sparks dancing on my skin, under the skin, inside bones, in my blood vessels. I see Ethan holding my hand, trying to pull me out of the car. I stand up laughing internally at my mate's efforts. He is really cute.

But he will look cuter after the sex change.

He takes my arm, crosses it over his shoulder to support me in walking. He is really sweet. He takes half of my weight on his left shoulder. I can smell his strong vanilla and chocolate almond body wash's smell. God, he is smelling so delicious.

Finally, my mind, my wolf and my heart all are in synchronization with each other. Life has meaning again. The world is colorful again. I start to hum one of my favorites jazz songs.
Oh, it's such a perfect day
I'm glad I spent it with you
Oh, it's such a perfect day
You just keep me hanging on

Suddenly Ethan pushes me with his hips. I was caught off guard and stumble a little to my left. I look at him with a look 'Two can play this game'. I push Ethan with my hips and he stumbles to his right. Ethan pushes me again with much force than before. I stumble to my left.

We probably look like two drunk friends with arm in arm, trying to dance or walk. I dont know. I look at Ethan give him my signature smile and push him with little force. His arm dislinks from mine as he stumbles and fall into the swimming pool with a loud splash.

All the dizziness and tipsiness from alcohol leaves my body immediately. I was about to jump after Ethan but then I remember he has a silver medal in swimming. I see Ethan flapping his hands in water like a dog does, trying to fool me that he is drowning so that I jump into the cold water too.

Very smart, mate. But I am extra smart.

"Get out of the water now Ethan if you don't want to clean the pool later" I shout at him then walk away from the pool to the changing room to get the clean towels for him. I mentally laugh at the thought of how defeated and stupid he will look.

I walk back to the pool area but I see no one there. I enhance my wolf  senses to see where he has gone, I faintly hear heart beats but it seems like they are far. Very far. Then I hear bubbles.

My brain gets vigilant and every nerve in my system sharpens as I see bubbles coming from the inside of the pool. I throw the towels, my suit, bottle that I didnt even knew I was holding it on the floor as I jump into the cold water of my swimming pool.

I see Ethan close to the bottom of the pool, his hands and legs are freely floating in the water without any movement. Bubbles are coming from his nose and mouth. The view was painful to watch, it's like seeing myself having a heart surgery live.

If this is a prank Ethan, I am going to drown you myself in the Pacific.

I swim down towards him in a super shark speed and pull him by his shirt to the surface. As soon as we reach the surface I hear him take loud and deep gasps of breaths. He coughs and spits water from his mouth soon after it. He is breathing. He is alive.

What the hell was that. If I hadn't jumped into the water, he would have died by now. Did he submit fake certificates to impress the interview panel? My anger rises but I don't know why may be because he lied or he was about to die.

We are still in the pool, I am waiting for him to get calm. I pat on his back as he is continuously coughing. I hold him tightly on the thought that he would have died. I feel his waist is very small.

My mate is malnutritioned.

His coughing stops, I call his name but he doesnt reply. I see his eyes are closed and his heart beats has return to the normal level. He probably got faint or blackout, I lift him with me out of the pool. Our body and clothes are dripping wet from water. If he was conscious it would really be an awkward or a sensual moment.

I lift his weightless body and start to walk towards the lift. I wonder do he really take meals, a nutritious meal as he is really skinny, short and light in weight. We reach my penthouse, I keep Ethan slowly on my leather couch of living room. His clothes are all wet and suddenly I remember about his injuries. Chlorine can infect it or could make its injuries burn.

I open his shirt's first button, then second, then third and slowly unbotton all of them. I see he is sleeping soundly, looking like a grown up baby sleeping. I caress his cheeks, they feel cold and heavenly soft. My eyes drop to his shirt. Oh yes! His injuries.

I slowly part his shirt and the first thing I notice is the bandages wrapped on his chest. My heart feels like it got punched numerous times. I slowly lift my mate's malnutrition body and start to remove his bandages.

I try to analyse the site before me, I see two mountains rising from his chest. I touch the one mountain and squeeze it. It's very soft. I squeeze again. Soft like- . My eyes get wide and my hands immediately leaves his mountain.

BOOBIES. Its definitely boobs. It's female boobs. I drop Ethan on the couch and stand up. I start to walk back and forth in the room. My hands have literally fucked my hairs as I have fingered them so many times from frustration.

ETHAN HAVE BOOBS.

BOOBS??

BOOBS.

How many??

TWO BOOBS.

Are they real?

I again walk back to the couch and touch his breast again. Yes! They are boobs and authentic. If Ethan have boobs then why he hides them? Why he wear male clothes? Why- Wait!!

I stand up and back off a little when the sudden realization hits me. If Ethan have boobs and he dress up like a male that means he is a....

Shemale

My hands are continuously shaking while they slowly covers my wide open mouth. My mind couldn't stop showing me all such kinds of images what a shemale is. Is this another prank of moon godddess, I swear-

Atleast we got boobs, Ryan. Think on the positive side we-

Shut the fuck up Dako-

Suddenly I hear a ear piercing scream of a girl coming from the direction of Ethan. I see him clenching his shirt with his hands hiding his chest, looking scared like a rabbit inside a lion's den. Could it be that Ethan is not Ethan but a girl? Could it be ?

I need answers what is he. Is he a she? Is he a he mix she? Who the hell is he!

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