I stare at him as he was lazily sleeping with a beer.My own mate is a fucking idiot I hate him for the things he has done to me. My wolf growls at me "don't say that Jon he is our mate." I don't say anything to her.

As I stood up I wince from the pain of the beatings that my own mate gave me. He isn't my mate no more he lost me ever since the day he hit me I thought having a mate will be a dream come true but it isn't it a bunch of lies.

The first few weeks of me living with my mate it was amazing and beautiful he treated me so right but it all changed I saw his true colors he wanted me for power. And all I want to do is leave this place but I can't he has guards everywhere.

I still remember when I try to escape it was pretty bad idea because when he found me he abused me and didn't feed me for days he locked me up in the cell. I was very scared I didn't try to leave after that day. "Babe come here." He said I look at him with fear.

He looks at me and yells "AVA." I flinch and I look down and walked up to him he roughly pulls me down on his lap and breaths on my face I turn my head around and look away with disgust. "Look at me." He said I slowly made eye contact with him.

And he smiles and crashes his lips with mine I start to thrash but he tightens his hold on me making me whimper in pain. I bite his tongue and he stops. But I know I should have not done that because his fist collided with mine.

I flew to the ground and I cry out in pain "I think you my mate need to be punished." He picks me up and with inhuman speed takes me to his room he throws me on the bed. And I look at him and I shake my head. "No Jon please don't I'm..not ready."

I said as he took his pants off he comes to me and kiss me roughly he pulls my hair and I shut my eyes as tears came down he stops kissing me and rips my shirt off. He sucks on my boobs as a moan came out.

My wolf was excited that we are going to be mated but I wasn't this wasn't the way I want to be mated. I scream for help only to be shut by his finger in my mouth I feel his hand down there he goes inside.

And he thrust his fingers harshly inside. "Mommy." I heard my sister luna voice outside of the door. Jon growls and looks at me he comes off me and puts on clothes "get out." I grab his robe and I ran out. I pick her up and I go to her room.

I lock it and and I put her on the bed I touch her hair and I cupped her face with my hands. "Mommy sad." I shook my head and I gave her a smile "no mommy is happy." And I hug her small tiny frame. Ever since my parents got killed I have taken the responsibility of taking care of her.

My pack members tell me I look like my mom I have the same eye color as her which is gray and her hair color which is auburn. My sister looks like my dad she has blue eyes and blonde hair. I stop hugging her and I smiled. "Luna are you hungry?"

She nods "okay I'm going to get food I be back remember don't leave the room." I said opening the door and walking downstairs carefully I go to the kitchen and I get my little 3 year old sister cereal. I walk upstairs and I lock her room door.

She sits down on her chair and eats her food I look at her while she eats and when she was done she smiled at me "mommy full." And I nod happily at her. She stands up and grabs a book to read. "Luna can I ask you something?" She stops and looks at me with curiosity.

I took a deep breath in "do you want to leave this place......and go somewhere else." My wolf growls "mommy coming too?" I nod "yes baby girl mommy is coming too so do you?" She nods and I grin.

A/n I don't know how to baby talk but please bear with it this is how I imagined luna talking in a baby way back to the story.

I hurried to her closet and I grab the duffle bag this is already full with clothes I open the door to hear moans of my ex mate and his girlfriend having sex I walk to my room and I grab my money. I put on clothes and I go to luna. I grab my duffle bag and I pick her up.

We walked downstairs to the door and I open it taking a deep breath in and out I ran to the trees and I put her down. "Luna can you give me a second I forgot something." She nods. I go to the house and I take the silver knife from under the couch.

"Stop he is our mate Ava." "I have to Rose I won't let him continue on hurting us and other people so shut up." I said and I block her out. I open the door as the moan got louder. "Baby." The stop and glares at me. "What."

He looks at me and I took my clothes off "Kelly get the fuck out of the house I think my mate wants to continue what I couldn't finish." She walks away and I go him sitting on top of his friend I grind on him and he growls in pleasure.

"Jon I'm going to take charge okay." He nods and I crash my lips with his he groans in pleasure while I moan. I grind on him. And I stop I come off him and I go to the wall and he watches me. "Come here." In a flash he comes to me but before he kiss me I stab him.

He howls out in pain and he looks at me in anger "I Ava cooper luna of darkest night pack reject you Jon  alpha of darkness night ,I also reject and give up the luna position." He looks at me and then his eyes turn white and I watch his lifeless body fall to the ground.

"Goodbye." I whispered and I ran out I look at luna playing with her hair. I pick her up and I ran out of my own pack territory I was finally free from here. I'm never going back there.