-Ein's POV-

I see y/n leave the bedroom and shut the door behind her walking downstairs to order the pizza.

So I get up but lean against the wall because of my sides still in pain "agh...fuck this hurts like hell and like worse than before" I say to myself but I push through it and start to change so I could take a shower I took off my hoodie first noticing the neatly wrapped old blood soaked bandages that were still tightly wrapped around my chest which reminded me of what happened that day making my eyes go emerald green in rage

I got so mad that I punched the wall saying to myself "WHY DIDN'T HE JUST KILL ME IN THE FOREST I KNOW I'LL JUST CAUSE TROUBLE AGAIN...GAH" and I punched the wall again only way harder

As I was raging I remembered what y/n said about watching my rage and stress levels and not doing anything to major or pushing myself while I was still healing because my wounds could reopen

That's when I feel an all of a sudden minor pain from my chest through the major pain in my sides which makes me look down which I see that the old blood on the bandages now had some fresh blood on them making me say to myself *sighs* "Right that's a thing" so I try calming down as of not to reopen my wounds entirely making me bleed out again.

I eventually calm down and my eyes resort back to my natural grayish-silver eye color. I then take off the old bloody bandages damn it felt good to take them off they were really starting to brother me and taking them off made me feel free I then finish changing so I could get in the shower

30 minutes to an hour go by and I get out and dry off even though my hair was still dripping wet and it would stay like that for a while since I knew my hair would take hours to dry with how thick it was.

As I was drying off I looked In the mirror which made me feel kind of sad because for starts I didn't see my ears which made me extremely pissed but I tried to stay calm so I wouldn't reopen my cuts "I Fucking HATE being a human I don't feel like myself anymore I feel so Fucking Weak and it takes so much longer to fucking heal" I thought to myself.

The other thing was that even though it wasn't very noticeable I noticed it but some of my faded blue dye came out a little more I could tell because it looked the slightest bit more faded.

I knew that soon my dyed blue streak will fade out entirely leaving my hair raven with a grayish-raven streak from me bleaching my hair since you can't exactly wash out bleached hair

Do I ever plan on redying it some may ask and that is a yes but when I have the time and the right hair dye

I then finish drying off leaving my hair still soaked and change. I then hear y/n walk up the stairs and knock on the door asking if she could come in I wasn't fully dressed but I at least had my pants on

y/n: "Baby are you decent can I come in"

Ein: "Uhh...mostly yeah"

y/n: "Ok" "but are you decent enough for me to come in"

Ein: "Yeah"

y/n: "Alright" *opens the door and walks in* "I just came up to tell you the pizza's here"

Ein: "Alright"

I then see that y/n was looking at my chest at first I thought it was just because she liked how strong it was but then I noticed she started to tear up making me think other wise putting me in protective boyfriend mode and I walk up to her and gently push up her chin so she's looking me directly in the eyes

Ein: "What's wrong Darling~"

y/n: *tears up more tracing his badly scarred chest and bruised sides from broken ribs, the deep scars looked like tares in his ivory skin from the skin that was basically ripped off from the wolves claws* "N-Nothing"

Ein: *winces from her touch because of the wounded flesh still healing and being sensitive to the touch especially on his sides but tries to ignore it* "I know something's wrong tell me Princess~"

y/n: "I-It's nothing r-really"

Ein: "Darling~" *hugs her* "I know something's off with you please tell me"

y/n: *hugs back crying into his bare chest* I-I'm s-sorry"

Ein: "Sorry for what?"

y/n: "F-For not h-healing you b-better"

Ein: "Really thats why you're crying"

y/n: "Y-Yes"

Ein: "Thats a silly reason to cry Darling~ these scars and bruises were not your fault they were mine if I had never angered Aaron he wouldn't have took away my ears and tail and I wouldn't have been attacked by the wolves"

y/n: "I-I know it's just...I don't like seeing them Th-they bring back bad m-memories of what happed a m-month ago"

Ein: *realizes what she meant and tears up knowing this was all his fault for the pain of the past she feels*

y/n: *pulls away* "B-Baby...you alright?"

Ein: *tears up even more* "I-I'm s-sorry"

y/n: "Sorry for what?"

Ein: "Th-this is all m-my f-fucking fault"

y/n: "Your fault about what"

Ein: "Th-the p-pain of th-the past a-all of this was MY fault" *gets pissed and eyes go emerald green*

y/n "No it wasn't you were under control"

Ein: "STILL"
"I WAS THE ONE WHO HURT YOUR FRIENDS"
"I WAS THE ONE WHO FORCED THEM TO DO WHAT THEY DID AGAINST THERE OWN WILL"
"I CAUSED THE SCARS, PAIN AND BRUISES I HAVE"
"I CAUSED THE PAIN YOU FEEL FROM THE PAST"
"AARON SHOULD HAVE JUST KILLED ME IN THE FOREST WHEN HE HAD THE CHANCE"
"SINCE HE DIDN'T THE WOLVES WERE SMART TO ATTACK ME I DESERVED IT"

y/n: "Baby...please calm down"

Ein: "NO HOW CAN I" "I DESERVE TO DIE I KNOW I'LL JUST CAUSE HARM AND DO EVIL AGIAN LATER ON IN LIFE I WORK FOR THE FUCKING IRENE DAMN DEMON WARLOCK FOR CRYING OUT LOUD"
(A/N: Oooo foreshadowing to When Angels Fall)

y/n: "Baby...Please Your Not Fully Healed!"

Ein: "I DON'T FUCKING CARE"

y/n: "Baby...please I care so please calm down" *cries*

Ein: "NO"

y/n: "Please...your scars...they're slightly bleeding out again and if you continue you'll..."

Ein: "I DON'T FUCKING CARE LET ME DIE IRENE DAMN IT"

y/n: "No" *tries to hug him*

Ein: *pushes her away and grabs an empty wine bottle and smashes perfectly forming a sharp edge and points it at his chest*

y/n: "No" *grips the bottle and takes it from him destroying it with magic then picks up the other broken pieces does the same thing so he can't harm himself with the pieces either* "I WILL. NOT. let you try to commit again"

Ein: "I deserve death though"

y/n: "Look I know you're depressed but still as Aaron said "No One Deserves To Die"

Ein: "I do though"

y/n: *hugs him* "No you don't baby"

Ein: ......

y/n: "remember what you promised me before which was..... "I would fight for my life with everything I have before ever leaving you" "Baby that means to suicide too ya know"

Ein: "Yeah B-But"

y/n: "I know it's hard to over come and you can't get rid of it but still you know I'm always here for you and I'll always love you that's why I protect you....." "so please try to calm down baby"

Ein: "Mmmm...*cries harder*

y/n: "Shhh it's ok"

Ein: "ITS NOT OK ALL OF THIS WAS STILL MY FAULT"

y/n: "No it wasn't like I said it was because you were controlled to do this against your own will"

Ein: "I COULD OF FOUGHT IT THOUGH"

y/n: "No you couldn't you've said it was incredibly strong and each time you tried it would either just get stronger or just cause you pain"

Ein: .....

y/n "Plus I know you're only like this because your hungry so how about you finish getting dressed even though I like seeing you shirtless and come down to eat" *gets up to leave*

When I heard her say that last line something triggered inside me and I felt a bit horny all of a sudden it was probably because of that bottle I drank till it was empty then hid it and then smashed it when I got that sudden depression kick.

(A/N: Looks like Ein's a bit tipsy this will be Fun~ and it's the first time I'm writing him as drunk in this book series. just a heads up when I write him as drunk in other stories I'll just say he gets even more horny then his horny attitude already is and depending on how much or how little he drinks results in his hornyness for example the more he drinks the more horny he gets the less he drinks the less horny he is and in this chapter he did drink a whole bottle of wine but just saying he can drink way more than that and way more than just wine he can drink a lot of the hard stuff too since he has a pretty strong immunity to alcohol hehe😉 but it's not necessarily a good thing it's a bit sad it's because even though I didn't write it in the first book my version of Ein doesn't just suffer from depression he has a minor drinking problem too meaning that once he starts to drink he ends up drinking the whole bottle and if the alcohol is strong enough to break his immunity past it's breaking point he ends up passing out waking up with a horrible hangover migraine. And my version of Ein has had this problem ever since he was a teenager in high school. he drinks to numb the pain that he constantly feels from his depression sorry I got a bit deep into the story lore there. I'll probably say this in again in a back story later on in this book series when he tells y/n what she doesn't already know about him. Sorry for my ramble now back to the story)

Ein: *smirks* "Oh No You...hicc...Don't Heh Heh"

y/n: "Uhh baby why'd you just drop your voice to lower and more sexy?"

Ein: "You Think This Low Voice Is Sexy Huh"

y/n: *blushes* "Kind of..."

Ein: "Kind Of.....Huh"

y/n: *blushes harder* "FINE...I THINK ITS VERY SEXY IT'S LEGIT TURNING ME ON STOP"

Ein: "That's What I...hicc...Thought Pet~"

y/n: "Ack...Damn It Ein! Calling Me Pet~ Is Making It Even Worse!"

Ein: "Heh Heh..." *pulls her back and pins her down*

y/n: "Ein What The Hell!" "I Still Don't Know How The Fuck You Get These Sudden Mood Swings"

Ein: "Who...hicc...Knows Princess~"

y/n: *remembers seeing him smash the empty wine bottle* "Baby did you drink?"

Ein: "Heh....Maybe I...hicc...Did A Little Bit Pet~"

y/n: *sighs* "Really"

Ein: .......

y/n: "We really gotta work on that"

Ein: "What"

y/n: "Nothing it's just a bit annoying is all it's really not good for you"

Ein: "So...hicc...What" "You've Never Seen...hicc...Me Drunk Have You"

y/n: "N-No not really"

Ein: "Well Your In For A...hicc...Treat Then Darling~"

y/n: "E-Ein Just get off of m-me not right n-now Alpha~"
(A/N: Ooooou~ not right now huh hehe you want it later don't you😏 sorry I had too XD)

Ein: "How About...hicc...No Princess~"

y/n: "Please not right now"

Ein: "Oh Come On Little Pet~...Play~ With...hicc...Me A Bit"

y/n: "N-No"

Ein: "I Know You Kind Of Want To"

y/n: .........

Ein: "Nothing To...hicc...Say Huh Princess~"

y/n: .......

Ein: "Heh Heh...Fine"

I then move down to her neck and look for her sweet spot biting it she grabs the back of my head and tries to fight back a moan so I decide to make it harder and bite harder which she then can't fight back letting it slip

y/n: "E-Ein~"

Ein: "That's...hicc...Right Pet~ Moan For Your Alpha~"

y/n: "I Told You Not Right Now"

Ein: "Come On Princess~ You...hicc...Want It Deep Down I Now It"

y/n: "No I'm hungry I wanna eat not do this I know your hungry too"

Ein: *smirks* "For You Yes"

y/n: *blushes hardcore* "F-Fine Maybe I Am Too"

Ein: "Exactly My...hicc...Point"

y/n: ....

Ein: "You Know Why I'm...hicc...Like This Right"

y/n: "Because you're drunk"

Ein: "Yes And...hicc...No"

y/n: "What do you mean"

Ein: "I Mean...Yes Because I Did...hicc...Drink And No Because My...hicc...Horny Attitude Has Been Bottled...hicc...Up Inside Of Me For A Month Now And Drinking Only Made It...hicc...Worse Now It Wants Out And It Wants Out...hicc...Very Badly"

y/n: "B-But"

Ein: "I'm...hicc...Sorry But I Really Wanna...Fuck You"

y/n: "I...ack...E-Ein" *blushes more now feeling something poking at her making her breathing become panting as her heart raced even more than it already was*

Ein: "What Princess~"

y/n: ...........

That's when I notice it too and just smirk

Ein: "Oh...heh heh I...hicc...Told You Pet~"

y/n: "Mmph....Fine" "You Got Me Into It To Alpha~"

Ein: *smirks* "Then Can I Continue Darling~"

y/n: "Sure Alpha~"

Ein: "Alright Princess~"

As I was about to start when I feel myself get pulled down by y/n as she started to kiss me making me super blushy since I wasn't expecting it. But as blushy as I was I couldn't help but melt into the kiss. She surprisingly tried to request access licking my bottom lip but I refused since I wasn't gonna let my Pet~ start

y/n: "Oh Come On Alpha~ Let Me Start"

Ein: "No You're My...hicc...Pet~ So I Won't Let You...hicc...Start Unless I Want You Too"

y/n: "Hmph"

Ein: "But I Will Do...hicc...This Pet~"

I then go down and start to kiss her she was mad at first but melted into it I then request access and she denies making me groan in annoyance I was very impatient and desperately wanted to start so I instantly yanked her tail with out giving a second try and she instantly gasped letting me slip in. She didn't let me win that easily and fought for dominance and because of being a little drunk she was winning but I wasn't going to let her and used even more force against her instantly winning. I explored her mouth a little then pulled away for air.

Ein: "Heh Heh Nice...hicc...Try Princess~ You Almost...hicc...Won There.

y/n: "Shut Up"

Ein: "Heh...Come On You...hicc...Love Me"

y/n: "Hmph" *looks away from him*

Ein: "Nah Ah...hicc...Princess~" *grabs her chin and turns her head to face him.

y/n: "Tch..."

I then start to deeply kiss her again and she gives in like always we kiss for a while when I start to get bored and let my hand slip under her shirt as I felt the curves of her beautiful body letting a hand make its way behind her back and began to tug at her bra strap eventually getting it unclipped and her entire bra off as well as her shirt and massaging her breasts she lets out a moan which turns me on even more. I then reach for her pants getting them off as well leaving her in just her underwear I then push up against her making my erection even more clear to her she then pulls away

y/n: "E-Ein" *blushes harder getting a little wet*

Ein: "What Princess~"

y/n: "Can we please stop I don't want to do this right now"

Ein: "Fine I guess it isn't the best time I'm pretty hungry and even though I wanted to Fuck...It Would Be Way More Pleasurable Anyways If I Wasn't Hungry"

y/n: "Eiiiiin"

Ein: "But You Have To...hicc...Promise To Do This With Me...hicc...Later Alright"

y/n: "Fine I will"

Ein: "Good"

I then get off of her and see her put on her bra, shirt and pants again then walk out I had something planned that's why I let her go

A/n:

Hehe get ready for a drunken Lemon next chapter hehe 😏

Hey my pups yeah I was gonna make this a lemon but with how long they are I decided to make it next chapter so yeah I mean this chapter is already approximately 2826 words in all by the end so yeah next chapter will be a drunken Lemon since Ein is well a bit drunk

Anyways until next time "I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater" ;3