-Ein's POV-

I wake up a little while later in my bedroom a little better then before but still depressed but not much. y/n was snuggling and holding me close which was funny since I usually do that to her. I was more so confused on how I got in my bedroom because I never remembered walking back up to it that's when I look over at y/n "huh? I guess she carried me again to be honest I still can't believe she's that strong with out being in goddess form" I thought to myself.

I then remembered what happened earlier and started to cry again mainly in anger and sat up  "Damn It! I can't believe I almost killed myself in front of her I probably mentally scarred her a little and almost fucking scared her to death." "Why Am I So Fucking Irene Damn Stupid!" I thought to myself. I then punched the wall in anger causing the log to make a loud cracking sound. I had accidently punched it to hard making a hole in the cabin's wall.

But I only got worse again as I remembered which led me to remembering my horrible puphood only making me more depressed then I already was. I ended up getting so bad I rolled up my sleeve and dug my own claws deep into my forearm and slowly dragged them down my arm to cut it leaving a bleeding claw mark I think it hurt way more then using a knife to do it but I didn't care at all I wanted the pain so I could punish myself for trying to commit suicide in front of y/n earlier that day and just for the pain in general

When I punched the wall the loud crack of the log woke y/n up by accident. I didn't really care that I woke her up though I was kind of to angered and depressed at the same time to really even care. So instead I just pulled up my cloak's hood which shaded my face so she wouldn't notice I was crying again since I never took it off that day and just sat on the bed with my knees pulled into my chest crying. Until I heard y/n start talking to me which only made my ear twitch in response though I didn't really say anything.

y/n: "Babe are you alright?" "I heard a loud cracking sound" *feels a cold breeze shivering a little noticing the hole in the cabin's wall*  "Ein did you do that"

Ein: ...............

y/n: "Babe?" "I'm gonna guess yes" *uses magic to seal up the hole*

Ein: ..............

y/n: "Let me guess you're still depressed huh"

Ein: ...............

y/n: "I'm gonna take that as a yes as well"

Ein: ..............

y/n: "Come on Ein talk to me I know you can hear me so I know you're not ignoring me"

Ein: "N-No"

y/n: "What do you mean no"

Ein: "n-no I-I don't wanna t-talk"

y/n: "Ein" *tries to hug him but gets pushed away *

Ein: "N-no j-just leave me b-be"

y/n: "No" "what's the matter you keep going between a little better then depressed again"

Ein: "I-It's N-nothing"

y/n: "I know it's something so please tell me"

Ein: "N-NO!"

y/n: "Ein.....Please"

Ein: "FINE" "I Remembered What Happened Earlier And I'm So Fucking Stupid What Was I Thinking" "I'm Sorry You Had To See That" "I Also Started To Remember My Fucked Up Puphood" *cries harder*

y/n: *notices his forearm with the bleeding claw mark*  "E-Ein answer me truthfully Did It Really Get That Bad Again While I Was Asleep?"

Ein: "Wh-what do you m-mean"

y/n: "Ein don't hide it I can clearly see that your forearm is bleeding with a claw mark that wasn't there before. Did You Purposely Claw Your Own Arm Because Of Being Depressed"

Ein: .............

y/n: "Babe please tell me.  Did You Really Get That Depressed Again To Self Harm Yourself With Your Own Claws."

Ein: *whimpers*......."Yes"

y/n: "But why"

Ein: "Because I'm Stupid"

y/n: "No you're not" *tries to hold him close but gets pushed away again*

Ein: "Yes I am" "And I still don't understand why you love someone as fucked up as me"

y/n: "Because like I've said before I see more to you then what others and yourself see"

Ein: ............ "So What That Doesn't Help My Problem" *cries harder*

y/n: "Aww Ein....baby come here"

Ein: "NO!" "I Still Believe You Should've Honestly Just Let Commit When I Wanted To!"

y/n: "No"

Ein: "Why?"
"I'M A COMPLETE JERK AND A HUGE FUCK UP"
"I BROKE YOUR HEART BY CALLING APHMAU MY FIANCE"
"I FAILED MULTIPLE PEOPLE"
"I PRACTICALLY LOST EVERYTHING"
"I HURT OTHERS"
"I WAS A FUCKING MISTAKE"
"NO ONE LOVES OR CARES FOR ME"
"I'M ALWAYS HATED"
"I'M ALWAYS THE FUCKING PROBLEM"
"I'M ALWAYS THE FUCKING OMEGA"
"I WAS ALWAYS BULLIED FOR BEING OMEGA"
"I'M STUPID, WEAK, AND PATHETIC"
"MY FATHER NEVER LOVED ME AND I FAILED HIM AS A SON"
"DON'T YOU GET IT!
I. WAS. NEVER! MEANT. TO. BE. BORN!"
"DON'T YOU GET IT!
THE. WORLD. WANTS. ME. DEAD!"
*was now crying uncontrollably to the point of eyes and tears being Emerald Green then gets up about to leave the room and try to commit suicide again but is grabbed by y/n*

y/n: "Ein Please Where Are You Going"

Ein: "To Do What Was Meant To Be Done Earlier Today"

y/n: "Ein What The Heck NO"

Ein: "Yes All of What I Said Is True About Me And I Want That Gone"

y/n: "NO Ein None Of That Is True"

Ein: "YES IT IS NOW LET ME GO"

y/n: "NO" "Please Just Calm Down"

Ein: "NO" *loses control and hits her across the face* "ALL OF IT IS TRUE ALSO DON'T EVER TELL ME TO CALM DOWN" *hits her across the face again*

y/n: *is now crying herself now* "E-Ein..." "I-I'm S-Sorry I-I'll Just Leave You B-Be" "I-I Was Only Trying T-To H-Help You B-But I-I Only M-Made You Worse"

Ein: *Instantly regrets it pulling the cloak's hood down revealing my tear stained cheeks and puffy eyes from crying and then sits back down next to y/n on the bed and is now holding her close with chin resting on her head* "No Darling~ You Didn't Make It Worse I Did Myself" "I-I'm The One Who Should Be Sorry My Sweet n/n Darling~"

y/n: *holds him tight back crying into his chest* "B-But Still. I-I'm. S-Sorry. E-Ein"

Ein: "Shh...It's Ok My Dear~ No Need For A Sorry"

y/n: *just continues to cry*

Ein: *pulls away and places hands on both of her cheeks cupping them and wipes her tears away leaving only his own tear stained cheeks now then uses one hand to gently push her chin up so she's now looking up at me while the other hand still cups one of her cheeks* "Shhh...Hey Now...No More Tears From You My Sweet~ I Don't Like To See My Darling~ Cry"

y/n: "E-Ein"

Ein: "Hey What Did I Say...No More Tears My Darling~" *pulls her into a hug again*

y/n: *doesn't listen and still cries* "E-Ein Th-Thats The Th-Thing I-I Only Stop Y-You Because I-I Can't And D-Don't Wanna Lose Y-You Like What Y-You Said To Me Wh-When I-I Wanted To B-Break Up" "P-Plus The Worst W-Way To Lose Someone You L-Love Is By S-Suicide I-In My Eyes Be-Because It Only P-Puts The P-Pain On Someone Else I-In Th-This Case M-Me."

Ein: "Y-You W-Won't E-Ever Lose Me T-To Th-That As Long As I-I Have Y-You To Stop M-Me" "J-Just Please Stop C-Crying I-I Hate To S-See You Cry D-Darling~"

y/n: *sniffs and wipes tears away then gives a sweet smile* "heh....Alright babe"

Ein: "There's My n/n Darling~ that I know who always helps me out"

y/n: "heh" "Babe you shouldn't be crying either"

Ein: "Actually I should be I am the depressed and I guess...well...broken one here so it makes sense for me to be crying"

y/n: *wipes his tears away now* "Ein you're not broken"

Ein: "Yes I Am. Don't Say I'm Not....Because I Am Truly Broken....Just Look At Me...I'm A Mess" *starts to cry again*

y/n: *decides to lighten the mood to see if I can make him crack a smile or even a laugh escape* "Babe?"

Ein: "Wh-What"

y/n: *giggles and wipes his tears away again*  "You May Be A Mess But....Your Definitely A Hot~ One" *winks at him*

Ein: *smiles blushing a little and lets out a shy nervous laugh* "Heh...,I Guess Your Right

y/n: "Exactly"

Ein: *smirks* "I Am A...Hot~...Mess heh heh"
*flips hair and slowly runs a hand threw the faded blue streak and raven haired bangs in a flirty and sexy manner while he smirked and winked back at her*

y/n: "heh...Alright You Flirt, See I Knew I Was Right Wasn't I Babe" "You're Definitely My Hot~ Mess"

*smirks and decides to flirt even more*  "Oh...I Know You Were Right Darling~....And I Know I Am...No Need To Tell Me Twice" *smirks and pins her down on the bed*

y/n: "heh...Now There's The Wolf I Know.......My..... *grabs his cut arm and pulls him down so he's laying on top then whispers in his ear*  ....Alpha~"

Ein: *winces a little from her grabbing the injured arm but hides the pain and continues to flirt* "That's Right Princess~" *kisses her*

y/n: *returns the kiss* "I Made You Feel Better Huh....Alpha~"

Ein: "Yes My Sweet~ You Did And You.....Always Can"

y/n: "That's What I Thought.....Alpha~"

Ein: *smirks and goes back to kissing her only tries to deepen it biting her bottom lip*

y/n: *gets it and returns the kiss allowing him entry and doesn't even fight for dominance and only tightens the grip on his cut arm and focuses on healing it*

Ein: *forcefully pulls from the kiss and winces by a lot at the tighter grip on the cut forearm* "D-Darling~......agh......What Are You Doing?" "That Really Fucking Stings Your Holding My Cut Forearm Way To Tight"

y/n: "Shhh.....Just Trust Me And Ignore It" *pulls him back down*

Ein: *sighs* "Fine.....Princess~"

y/n: "Good"

Ein: *smirks ignoring the pain and goes back to deeply kissing her*

y/n: *returns the kiss and continues to heal the cut arm*

Ein: *wants to go further and lets his free arm travel her body then slip under her shirt and trace every curve of it while not breaking the kiss but pulls away every now and then for air*

y/n: *doesn't mind and lets him continue but if he goes any further will slap his arm that isn't cut away since she wasn't in the mood to you know...fuck...and knows she'll pass out once done healing his arm entirely*

Ein: *notices she's letting him continue so let's arm slowly travel to her back about to unclip her bra*

y/n: *notices where he was going with this and slaps his arm rather hard*

Ein: *whimpers and winces in pain from the sting and instantly pulls arm away and out from under her shirt* "Ow What The Actual Fuck Darling~ That Hurt What Was The Slap For"

y/n: "NO BAD!!" "I KNOW WHERE YOU WERE GOING WITH THAT AND I'M NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD FOR THAT!!" *after yelling I finished healing his arm and instantly grew exhausted as if I was about to pass out*

Ein: "Tch...Whatever Darling~" "Darling~?"

y/n: .............. "Your...W-Welcome....E-Ein." "D-Don't...E-Ever...Do...Th-That....A-Again" "Ugh..." *passes out entirely from using healing magic*

Ein: "N/n Darling~.....DARLING~!" *sees her pass out then thinks to self* "What The Fuck Did She Do To Me"

That's when I noticed my arm wasn't stinging where I had cut myself with my claws any more. Curious I look down to see my forearm was no longer bleeding and was completely healed with out a trace of a scar where I had cut or even a trace of me ever cutting in the first place. "Sh-She Healed Me En-Entirely. I-I guess magic does tire her out but so far only the healing kind. No wonder she passed out immediately after using it. I've heard that kind can really tire someone out it apparently uses up the most if not all your personal energy. I've also heard that after some people use healing magic depending on how much they use can be passed out for a few hours to up to days even weeks" I Thought to myself

As I was lost in thought that's when I hear everyone return "Ugh....Not Right Now It's The Fucking Worst Timing At Least I Wasn't Fucking Y/n That Would Be Even More Awkward And Even Worse Timing Since I Would Have Had My Dick In Her So I Guess It's A Good Thing We Didn't Go Further" "Well Anyways Fucking Damn It Time To Do Michael's Evil Biddings Again" I say to myself  "But First..... *kisses y/n on the head then runs a hand from her forehead to threw her beautiful h/c hair for a little* .....Sleep Well My Sweet Princess~ I'll Be Back Don't Worry And I Won't Do Anything To Hurt Or Cause Harm To Myself I Promise You That My Sweet n/n Darling~" I then kiss her head once again then get up from the bed put my cloak's hood back up and walk out of my bedroom closing the door quietly behind me. I then walk down the stairs to meet up with everyone. Wearing an evil smirk on my face because of what...I...was...about...to...do
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A/N:

Hey my pups I thought I would continue with last chapter to this one so yeah.
But when the next chapter comes get ready for some serious Emerald Secret action since we finally got to that point where things pick up and get the most interesting in that series hehe.

Anyway until next time my pups "I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater" ;3