Ein's POV:

~Previous Chapter~

I then wake up suddenly from being unconscious still painting and sweating apparently also crying. I also still had a horrible migraine from what Michael did to me and I was now exhausted as well. y/n was asleep next to me but had suddenly woken up in reaction to when I did that sudden movement.

y/n: "BABE!" "Are You Alright!" "You startled me with your sudden movement"

Ein: "I'm sorry Darling~"

y/n: "It's fine" "I just wasn't expecting it"
"But that doesn't mater you do"

Ein: "Darling~ I'm fine just a little exhausted"

y/n: "Ein you're clearly not fine"

Ein: "What do you mean I am fine"

y/n: "No your not."
"1st you woke up suddenly as if something scared you"
"2nd you also woke up painting and sweating"
"3rd I know when you come back from or go into control you get a splitting migraine headache so I know you have that right now"
"4th your eyes are still emerald green but they're glowing and have a weird smoke coming off them"
"5th you look completely exhausted
"And 6th you're crying but your tears are the same emerald green as your eyes and even aside from that you rarely ever cry I've only seen you cry 4 times which were:
"1) on that first day of school after I protected you from those werewolves and you had that moment where you said that you believed that nobody loves or cares for you, you said you were just a weak stupid omega, and that you didn't deserve me as a friend which all of that still isn't true what so ever."
"2) When you first met Kai that one day at lunch and left the cafeteria because of it"
"3) when I was asked by Kai to go out with him and you got pissed off at me for some weird reason"
"And 4) when I made you alpha male and you cried out of pure joy"

~Current Chapter~

Ein: *starts crying again because of remembering puphood memories after what y/n said for some odd reason*
"Fine your right on all of that what you said is all true I'm not ok"

y/n: "I knew it"

Ein: "I'm just really tired alright"
*lays back down and turns to the side facing away from her*

y/n: *notices his change of mood and puts an arm around him*
"Ein?" "Is something else bothering you babe?"

Ein: *lays ears back*  "kind of I guess"

y/n: "Wanna talk about it babe it might make you feel better"

Ein: "I don't really but I might"

y/n: "Is it something to do with Michael?"

Ein: "Yes and No I guess I'm just scared on what's going to over come of me as both an Alpha and as a person"

y/n: "What do you mean?"

Ein: "Michael is what I mean he said I might end up becoming a power hungry Alpha because of the way I acted towards Blaze."

y/n: "but wasn't that Michael who made you act that way."

Ein: "Yes but it was also apparently not it was mostly all me it happened since I lost control of anger"

y/n: "Oh?"

Ein: "Yeah Michael said now that I'm Alpha it makes my power hungry villain side come out which is only making Michael stronger" "I'm starting to show the true me"

y/n: "Ein that's not true he's just trying to get under your skin and mess with you"

Ein: "That's the thing Darling~ what Michael said is true" "I am a villain I'm 2 sided both good and bad because of my puphood you just don't know the whole story"
*starts to cry harder* "I prefer the good over the bad but because of Michael and my father I have a bad" "And I don't want that side to come out so I force it back but it still finds a way out"

y/n: "babe can you tell me the whole thing"

Ein: "You don't want to hear it, its to sad and fucked up" *starts to cry even harder*

y/n: "Please tell me"

Ein: *takes a deep breath to calm down* "Fine I Will"

y/n: "Alright and I'll be here if you start to cry again"

(A/N: Just a heads up I dive real deep into the story lore for the backstory I came up with for Ein. His backstory is real deep and sad but its really good and could very well be true for poor Ein)

Ein: "Here goes nothing"
"For starts did you know I was a mistake Darling~ I was never meant to be born in the first place." "My father, Zack had a wife before my mom and his wife was Sylvanna." "He and Sylvanna have a beautiful, smart, and perfect daughter who is you guessed it Aphmau so she's my half sister."

"However my dad cheated on Sylvanna with another woman and that woman was my mother."
"He never meant to get her pregnant with me but he accidently did" "Sylvanna soon found out about Zack cheating on her and this other child which was me." "When she found out about this Sylvanna became furious divorcing my father and kicking him out of the house"

"That's when my dad developed anger issues, aggressive behavior, and a drinking problem he would blame me for all of this when it was truly his fault" "He would hate me with all his heart, get angry with me for no apparent reason, and then finally abuse me"

"he would also say things like:"
"If you were never born this would have never happened", "Your such a weak pathetic example of a son", "Why can't you be more like my daughter", "You'll always be a weak pathetic omega and never an alpha", "You never do anything right",  "For a son your such a disappointment." And lastly "You're a disappointment, a disgrace, and a mistake"

"My father soon made me develop horrible depression which I still have now but he doesn't care a fucking shit about it and just continues to constantly abuse me making it worse" "Honestly I think he'll continue to do that all my life he just despises me that much" "My Father always loved his daughter Aphmau more then me how could he not she's so much better and so much more perfect than me." "Honestly my father doesn't give a fucking shit about me." *tears are now streaming down cheeks staining them* "He probably likes me gone and wants me to stay gone, he probably wants me dead, and he probably wouldn't even care if I died or even committed suicide." "I feel like if I did die it would just be a favor for him" "Yes Darling~ that is how much he hates me"

"My only escape from this horrible depression my father caused me was my Mother back at home I think and you Darling~ outside of home" "So when I mysterious lost my mother one day at such a young age I'm pretty sure I lost one of my only escapes from my depression and now I don't remember her at all I was to young to remember her when she left me with my abusive father I only have you and your family left now My Dear~" "No one else loves and cares for me like you and your family."
*starts crying again*

"And now like father like son I developed his bad habits which are his anger issues causing me to loose my temper randomly with no control over it, Aggressive behavior if I'm not carful, and sadly even his drinking problem which is once you start a glass you can't stop and have to drink the whole bottle" "As much as I hate to admit it I've done it multiple times"

"I only started drinking because it made me forget all my problems" "In truth I feel like I should have never started in the first place because it makes me feel incredibly guilty afterwards but it's to late now"

"All that was just the start of feeding my bad villainous side Darling~ it's still getting worse and worse soon I may become what I don't want to become"

"Lastly on top of that my father gave me up to Michael as a test subject for his fucking potions, spells, evil magics, and evil biddings." "So yes Darling~ I've been working for Michael ever since I was a young pup." "It only got worse now because Zack finally gave Michael the ability to take full control over me when ever he wants"

"This only fed my villainous intentions even more making me not able to force them back as well as I use to be able to." "So my villainous intentions can get out way easier now then they could before" "Making me the omega bad boy that gets into one to many fights with other werewolves, the omega bad boy that gets into to much trouble on occasions, and even the villain you and other people sometimes see me as now"

"So I won't be surprised if one day the villain me will take full control over my body trapping and sealing away that once sweet innocent werewolf boy. Leaving only the evil cold hearted power hungry beast of a werewolf that I fear so much in becoming."
*starts to cry again at the thought of becoming that werewolf beast*

y/n: "Wow Ein I knew you went threw a lot but not nearly that much"
"I'm so sorry babe" *hugs him tight*

Ein: *cries harder* "I-I just d-don't want t-to become th-that beast, i-its n-not the t-true me"

y/n: *pulls him as close as I could* "Shh Ein its ok as long as you keep it under control you won't"

Ein: "Th-thats the thing I-I don't know if I-I can" "I-its constantly b-becoming stronger as th-the days go on" *cries even harder*

y/n: *sits up still holding Ein and wipes his tears away while talking to him in a gentle tone*
"Hey, no more tears there's something I want you to know."

Ein: "What"

y/n: "Ein I Want You To Know Whether You Choose Good Or Evil I'll Always Love You The Same, You'll Always Be My Big Bad Wolf~"

(A/N: Fun Fact the phrase I made there for y/n to say to Ein is exactly word by word my discord status but instead it says "Luna" which is the name of my oc instead of y/n see)

(A/N Continued: I typed that out because it's true for both me having a crush on Ein and my oc Luna anyway sorry back to the story I just thought it was a fun fact for ya to know hehe)

Ein: "Darling~ is that true"

y/n: "Yes babe I'll always love you the same no mater what happens or what path you choose to follow"

Ein: *is still a little sensitive so cries again in response hugging her tight*
"Th-thank You y/n Darling~ wh-what would I-I ever do with out you"

y/n: *hugs back tight as well* "You're welcome Babe I'll always be by your side"

Ein: *is speechless and just continues to cry and not let go*

y/n: *wipes away his tears again*
"Now no more crying babe we should really get to sleep"

Ein: "Alright..." "hey Darling~ Thank you Again you always now how to cheer me up"

y/n: "Your Welcome Alpha~" *kisses him* "Now get some sleep and I will to"

Ein: *returns the kiss and softly smiles at the name* "Alright Princess~"

With that I lay back and pull y/n close to me holding her tight against me and rest my chin on top of her head while she snuggles in close burring into my chest which only made me pull her even closer and the 2 of us soon drifted off to sleep.

A/N:

hey my pups I hope you liked the backstory I came up with for him I went a bit deep huh poor Ein though like damn it's rough on him isn't it no wonder he's a villain. What do you think of it? Do you guys believe it could possibly be very well true or at least what I added to it? Because I do I believe all Ein is, is just a poor broken, depressed, controlled, and abused bean that just wants to be truly loved by someone. But I want to hear your guys thoughts on it, what do you think comment your opinions and I'll read them and reply.

Anyways my pups "Until Next Time I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater" ;3