How can life

be absolutely everything

yet white nothingness

flying like paper planes

I curse the drivel on T.V. ,

but still watch.

buy lottery tickets

but didn't look for the results.

I adore sparkles 

but never wear of them

I don't like Rap much,

but do drake.

I abhor celibacy

 but I dress in white.

I laugh and smile 

while inside falling apart.

So many people walk this earth

Yet lonely isolation weighs over mirth.

In heart and mind in complete delirium

                fall in and out of love.

                      Change in the winds,

               using 6 seconds someone can speak

                so many things in one word.

Far away in sleepy valleys of hills are strange auras

yellow sunlight is the abir of air..

the way I feel looking at the sky at night

and thinking somewhere far away the blackness

fading away to colors, when here is midnight.

After everything , 

In the end

what's foe

is a friend.

I still feel love is delusional 

         even when it's earned.