What Hurt The Most
Once again zooming in on these two specs we watch hateful words tear apart their flesh like a jungle cat using her claws on her prey. Though for Michele, Anne's hurtful words and poisonous tears were like a stab to the chest, Michele's lack of response awoke the black heart in her. She had no love left to project as her body set aflame and her heart melted at the sayings-
"Bye."
"You don't have to believe me but I love you"
Love?! Love?! If this is what love was, this pain and screaming Anne did not want to be loved. She missed the mornings she'd cook breakfast and feel a strong set of arms around her waist, when she'd cry and receive movies and chocolate, and even when she saw her dashing prince come home from school. What hurt the most was watching it all fade. For him no one can say what hurt the most maybe it was watching Anne's smile do an unfortunate flip and watching her hips become thinner as she pushed away dinner-
So she ignored and walked away though her heart was gone and her chest was empty somehow it was still pained. So he left. Found better things. Replaced the image of Anne's joyful brown eyes with lyrics about sunflowers yet every word he wrote seemed to remind him-
Of her clapping loudly after each time he played, watching her smile as he played a familiar song, listening to her rough voice sing along. And like magic all the lyrics seemed to be about love. He didn't think his calling card in music could make him so sad but he didn't think Anne was enough to close the door and let him shrink. Familiar words she once said rang in his ears
"We are only as strong as our weakest point" and his weakest point was Anne and so far all he could see was Anne moving on so gracefully. So his weakest point must've been strong so he moved on. Without a second look he didn't see her tears but even if he did he wouldn't dare touch her face. When she was upset she did not wish to be touched so Michele not noticing her not giving a single friend a hug broke her bones for he normally saw the warning signs of her pain. He knew what she was capable of. Not eating for days. What hurt the most is if he did come back she'd push him away and without effort he would step back. She is described as so many things but all she wants is to stop being a painted picture and start being her.
What Hurt The Most
"I left and felt like he didn't care so when my tears turned to poison and I drank them I let the liquor of the devil cover my heart. Waiting till I slowly pass on. Never again will I trust him with my heart for he does not deserve it! But I know I would still pass it on..."
"Watching her no longer help me in my time of need was like watching a nurse turn me away as I bleed. She was trained for this built for this and I was patient who came in okay but played the role of a dying man and ruined her heart and brain"
These words they do not say to each other cause no longer do they speak. Anne to afraid to unblock him and Michele not thinking she could be anything other than okay. So they take it away being each other's pain. An example will be made and that being that when two warnings are on both sides of the street and come together it is not because this love is safety but this love itself is a warning sign. For that they did not see and what hurt the most was on both him and she.
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