Why did I do that? Why did all of this happen? That was my biggest mistake...
Maybe I couldn't of avoided it. I didn't know. I didn't know at the time. If I could change all of this, I would. But there's no changing the past, is there? I guess I'm left to dwell on the past. There's nothing left for me to do. The past can't be changed. I am alone. I am alone now.