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So this is not a cry for help I was just being poetic and writing my emotions. I'm ok and going to get the help I have a hunch that I might be dealing with an acute iron deficiency. Due to the fact that no matter how much sleep I get or how regular my sleep pattern is in always tired. And this was before the hole I fell alone in a room full of people. I'm just always tired, ps being constantly tired is a sine of not having enough iron if you have a consistent sleep pattern. Oooooo and I have a filing I'm suffering from acute depression. I have 2 major suspects one I don't have the drive to do anything no matter how much I love it. I have had this for about two-thirds of the "I'm always tired thing." secondly I have been feeling apathy recently at first I thought it's a new environment with new people maby im just not connecting to these people because there not the type of people I connect to. And I was wrong I walked into a person I connected to in the old environment. And the feeling was drastically different it was almost non-existent. I know that was wrong it's an attachment you don't get rid of, it did not fade over time there was hardly any time! That's when I realized my apathy and looked up the iron the which led to me looking up the depression. Apithy can be  a clear sign of depression. I HAVE NOT GOTTEN THIS CHECKED YET SO DON'T TAKE MY WORD FOR IT!!!!! This is just my thoughts on it and if you look at this and go hmmmmmmm you know that sounds familiar, don't start panicking. If your so worried look up the symptoms of iron deficiency and depression. COVID19 hit before I could get it checked out and also the fact that in the 2 years it had my new doctor I have not once met them!! Apparently there rely popular considering there never an open schedule, iv been meaning to get it changed. Nothing against my doctor I just want to talk to the same doctor about a long term problem over several trips at a time. Basically, I don't want to debrief a new doctor into this long string of brainstorming wit several different paths and ideas. I don't need a tree with tons of branches gust a straight line of slowly working out several factors until that problem is solved. Bbbbbbbbbbbllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeee that was a long explanation so if any of you actually followed and understood my wording, wow not a lot of people do I'm confusing when it comes towards describing. SORRY thanks for reading bye
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