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            You knew.

            You knew that you didn't have much time.

            That everything you've built would fall apart with the blink of an eye.

            That's why it felt so wrong to be cuddled up with Lui, the feeling of his cold hand patting your hair almost making you doze off.

            You knew.

            You knew that you had to tell him sooner or later.

            That you wouldn't be around much longer.

            That's why every little form of affection that the blue-haired boy showed you made you feel guilty.

            Undeserving.

            Gaining his affection was not easily done, yet all you had do to lose it was die.

            You didn't want to die.

            Behind Lui's cocky façade was a fragile boy who had been afraid to open up to anyone, because of the very fact that he'd end up losing them one way or another.

            You knew it damn well.

            You didn't want to be the one to break his heart.

            But there was no way to run from it now.

            Your heart felt heavier with each "I love you" you shared.

            You meant it though.

            You loved Lui more than life itself and nothing could ever change that.

            Maybe that was the problem.

            You loved him too much. And that's how you'd break his heart.

            Lui's breathing started to slow down, his heartbeat steady. He'd fallen asleep.

            His muscular arms that were wrapped around your smaller figure gave you a sense of security.

            That even when he's asleep, he'd protect you from any menace.

            You planted a lingering kiss on the corner of his lips before snuggling closer to his chest.

            Slowly, your eyelids fluttered shut and you gave into the darkness of the night.

            Every day always felt like the last to you. Your condition never let you expect a tomorrow.

            And just like that, tomorrow came. You were still breathing.

            But the seconds seemed to tick faster. Your mind became aware and you tried to wake up, but your body wouldn't obey.

            With each passing second, it became harder to keep breathing. You couldn't kick or scream. On the outside, you were still fast asleep.

            Your chest ached. Your mind filled with fog. This truly was suffocating.

            You felt Lui shift beside you and you hoped he'd notice your struggling. His arms still held on to you firmly.

            "Lui, it's me. It's Y/N. Please wake up. Please wake me up. I don't wanna sleep forever"

            A cold tear slipped down your cheek, making its mark on the pillow below.

            "I'm sorry. Please forgive me"