Don't worry!

There's still an epilogue!!!

Dear Harry,

This is my last letter to you, Harry. Not because they are taking away my notebook. It's just that I'm tired... I'm tired of being away from you.

I wanna see you, Harry. I wanna touch you again. I wanna taste your warm lips and tell you how much I love you.

I know it wasn't your fault, Harry. It wasn't my fault either. I know you were reserved as a person and I know that... you loved me.

Your childhood was difficult and I bet it was horrific growing up in an environment full of violence and pain. You never felt your father's gentle touch and you never lived happily with your family. Your father was a monster. I'm so happy he's gonna rot in prison for the rest of his life.

And I'm more than happy for your mother. She lives with her sister in Chicago, but that doesn't mean she has forgotten. I called to say my last goodbye to her. I called Miss Potter. And Chloe. They are all doing fine. I do too. I feel so happy inside.

Harry... I miss you so much. I know that your lung cancer occured at the worst possible time, but you shouldn't give up so easily. Being treated unfairly is a bad thing, trust me I know, but what was even more unfair was the fact that the smoke of your cigarette got to know more things about you than I did.

If it wasn't for your depression everything would be different and we could fight it together. We would still be together through each one of your chemotherapies, watching every curl of your beautiful hair fall on the floor.

I also have to tell you that my hair became a wig for a girl with breast cancer. They send me a video of her thanking me. I'm so happy that I made someone else happy, Harry, especially such a cute little creature that won't be able to live her life fairly.

You were right. Again. I felt so much better.

Yesterday I agreed to go with Abigail to her wedding dress rehearsal. But I won't keep my promise. I'm that selfish. I called her last night but she didn't answer. So I left her a voicemail. I thanked her and I know that she must have heard it and understood what I'm going to do. But no doctor from this house came to stop me. Maybe she finally knows that not even they can stop me.

You were that one for me , Harry. When you left me I felt so broken, so alone even though everyone was around me. But they didn't understand. They couldn't even get their finger on the slightest part of my feelings, of my broken and absolutely shattered heart.

Harry, I'm coming to you. We couldn't be together in this world because of her. But I know that two souls that are in love are gonna meet each other again somewhere, somehow. And that's my goal, Harry.

To see you and start a new life with you.

Away from everyone and everything. Away from this society, its rules and our never ending unhappiness.

Only you, me and the endless universe.

You and me for infinity.

I'm coming to you, my love. And for the last time ... I still love you.

Forever and always yours,

Your Taylor