"Great to see you again Ettinnette '' Mona spoke as Ettinnette sat down. "It's great to see you too Mona" The Trinidad girl responded, giving her a warm smile. "You seem in much better spirits since we last met a month ago" The therapist commented as Ettinnette nodded. "I am. I've been focusing on myself and my work like I usually do".Mona leaned forward, her interest piqued. "That's amazing to hear. What about your relationship with Jackman?" she asked as Etinnette smiled, a blush creeping onto her cheeks at the mention of Jack. "It's been okay. At times it can feel off ever since everything happened, but I'd like to think we're good" Ettinnette answered as Mona nodded, sensing she didn't really want to talk about it.

"How do you feel you're reacting to the Celexa i've prescribed?" Mona asked as Ettinnette looked down, starting to play with her fingers. "I haven't started taking it." She responded lowly as Mona wrote something down in her journal. "Is there a reason?" She asked, making Ettinnette sigh. "I don't wanna have to depend on a pill to make me happy Mona. It's more depressing than saying I have depression" Ettinnette adds laugh a little to herself as Mona frowns.

"Have you told Jackman about this? Maybe talking to him about it may help" Mona asked as Ettinnette gave her a look. "Girl, he doesn't even know I'm taking it." She said as Mona gave her a look. "Don't give me that look girl. He's already worried about me as is and he just started work on major projects so it doesn't make sense for him to be worried about me taking my medicine" Ettinnette shrugged as Mona continued to write in her notebook. "Don't you feel you should at least tell him what's going on?" Mona asked as Ettinnette pondered over the question.

"Nah, not really"

pov.Ettinnette started a live!

"Imma ask my friends for 20 dollars because I'm in traffic and I wanna see what they'll say!" Ettinnette said to her live propping up her camera as she brought out her second phone from her purse. "Okay so imma ask Cench, Gorilla, and my man" She said typing away on her phone giggling to herself. "Okay! So I sent it so let's wait for them to reply!" She says doing a little shimmy in her seat as her comments go off.

User283: love Ettinnette in her unhinged era

Dojacat joined the live

User3874: where are you goingggg

"I got an interview so I'm heading there" she said as her phone dinged making her squeal. She picked up her phone as her face dropped annoyed. "Ole Cheap ass" She muttered pointing her phone to the camera to display that Glorilla had denied the request. "Anyways" she rolled her eyes as her phone dinged again. She cackled seeing Cench had accepted the request and had sent the message "You good?". "Okay Imma send it back to them cus I really don't need this shit" she said sending it back as Jack sent her 500 with the message "Ik your ass would go broke one day" making her roll her eyes. "That's real crazy" she said shaking her head as she showed the live the message as her comments went crazy.

Amaraisbae: UGH A MANNNNNNN

UrfavLatina: TRYNA GET LIKE YOUUUUU

Druski: smh smh smh

"But I gotta go because I just got the place sadly" she frowned as she waved goodbye to the live pressing the end button.

Ettinnette's Outfit

Ettinnette's Hair and Makeup

"We really needa find you a man Joey" Ettinnette commented as her hairstylist pinned up her hair. "Girl, I'm good." Her manager responded as Ettinnette rolled her eyes as her makeup artist tutted making her sit up straight. "It would be fun! You only hang out with me,Kavi, and Titi. You need someone of your own." she commented as Joey looked up from her phone. "I got you though" she said sending her friend a air kiss as Ettinnette took it placing it to her heart playfully. "But who's to say I don't already have one?" She muttered as Ettinnette piped up. "Bitch who!?" She screeches as her hairstylist tuts her head in place making Ettinnette groan. "Erm..." Joey trails off dashing off into the next room making Ettinnette flip her off.

"You're looking gorgeous as always" Ettinnette's interviewer commented as Ettinnette gave her a smile in return. "Thank you, you look stunning" She replies in response. "Thank you, who're you wearing today?" She asks as Ettinnette looks down at her dress. "Archived Versace" she responds as the interview nods. "Simply beautiful. I'm here with buzzfead and we're just going to do some quickfire questions. Is that okay with you?" She asks as Ettinnette nods. "Okay: Who's your girl crush?" She asks as Ettinnette looks down sticking out her tongue in pure habit. "Oh! I would say it's Kehlani and Billie Eilish" she says as the interview nods silently agreeing to herself. "Celebrity crush?" She asks as Ettinnette adjuts her hair a little. "Jack Harlow. He's real fine but let's hope he don't see this" Ettinnette responds being playfully sarcastic as the interview laughs.

"Artist you want to collab with? The interviewer asked making Ettinnette scrunch her face in thought. "4batz." She replied making the interviewer give her a surprised face. "Favorite song by him? She asked once more. "All we do is argue,argue. I listen to that one the most frl" She said smiling. "Okayy! Last question: What's one song on repeat?" The Interview asked as Ettinnette's face lit up. " 'WHO DO U LUV' by Avenoir" She responded as the interview nodded. "Thank you so much Ms.Mohamed." She says as Ettinnette shakes her head. "Oh, don't call me that it's just Ettinnette. And thank you so much for having me I hope you enjoy" She says before enclasping her hand with Jackman's as she walks into the theater.

Ettinnette stared at the tablet pack in front of her as her hands started to shake. She felt tears creep upon her as she rubbed her hands on her pajama pants that hung low on her waist. The weight of the decision to start the medication felt overwhelming. She had always prided herself on her resilience, but now, faced with the small, white pills, she felt anything but strong.

She heard the sound of footsteps making her quickly wipe at her glassy eyes. "You okay?" Jack muttered in her shoulder,wrapping his hand around her waist. as she stuffed the tablet pack in her pocket. "Yeah, Go back to bed." She replied smiling at him as he gently pinched the side of her waist. "Come with me then." he smiled kissing her neck gingerly as she tried to contain the butterflies in her pussy.

Um not the time.

"Give me a sec" she managed out to him as he nodded placing a kiss on her cheek as he walked out of the bathroom. Ettinette quietly taking the pack out of her pocket. She stared at it for a moment feeling her feelings rush back.

This is what she had to do to feel happy now?

Gathering her courage, she picked up the pill pack, took one out, and swallowed it with a glass of water. She walked back into the room laying back on her bed, staring at the ceiling, as Jack instinctively wrapped his arms around her.She nestled into his embrace, feeling a mix of comfort and unease.

Was she going to be okay?

A/N

Y'all are REALLY finna hate me for the next few chaps ngl.

I got so much SHIT I plan to put her thru it's STUPID

I might not go thru it all but its wtvvvv

ANYWAYSSSS

hruuuu???

Any comments or suggestions????

I love you guysss 💓💓💓