"I gotta do the press tour" Ettinnette pleads to her manager Joey. "No! Final decision No!" Joey says pacing the room. "Joey I need to distract myself. Please just let me do it. It isn't fair to hold it off because of me" Ettinnette says as she follows Joey out of the room.

"Ettinnette you need to grieve. Fucking grieve. Your not talking to anyone you only work and sleep and you barely eat?That isn't healthy!" Joey says sympathetically. "I don't need to grieve. I grieved at the funeral with everyone else. I'm fine" Ettinnette says exasperated.

"Ettinnette I've known you for 7 years. You're not okay!" Joey says sympathetically, staring at one of her best friends on the earth. Ettinnette just scoffs walking out of the room.

Wigga Lover🙋🏻‍♂️👅

I'm going on the tour or you're fired.

Read at 4:25

Ettinnette sat in her room not caring to listen in on the whispers she heard outside of her door. It was all the same thing nowadays. Pity and worry. That's all she heard and she was fucking sick of it. So fucking tired of it..

A sudden knock on her door knocks her out of her trance and she doesn't even get up. She lets the knocking continue until Lukas peeks his head in. She doesn't look at him until she feels a dip in the bed.

"Hey" she says softly, giving him a small tired smile. She hugs him as he buries his head in her chest. He smiles at her as she gives him a soft kiss on the head. "Are you okay? Did something happen?" She asks taking his face in her hands and studying it. "I should be asking you that" Lukas says looking up at his older sister.

"I'm okay" she lies and Lukas smacks his teeth. "No your not. I'm not going to force you to tell me but your not. Don't push your feelings away." Lukas says staring into Ettinnette's full eyes. She nods not wanting to lie to him anymore and they watch the movie in silence for a moment.

"Malik is worried. You haven't been answering his calls." Lukas says still staring at the TV. "I'll call him later" Ettinnette says lying out of her ass. "Will you?" Lukas says as Ettinnette smiles shaking her head no.

They sit in silence once more as the Simpsons play on the screen. "I'm sorry" he says as tears threaten his eyes. "There's no need to be" Ettinnette says hugging him tighter and shaking her head.

Ettinnette was always so strong for people even when she wasn't strong herself. Everyone close to her knew that so it was scaring them how she turned into a shell of herself.It scared her even more.

Ettinnette knocked on Amara's door scared to use her key. She gulped as the door opened to reveal a depressed Amara. They both stand in the doorway until a small smile creeps up on both of their faces.

"We both look like shit" they say in unison and they both start to laugh bonding over the pain they were having. Ettinnette walks in and Amara passes them grapes. "How've you been" Amara says sipping her tea Julie made her drink.

Ettinnette tries to put on that fake smile she had practiced but it failed as tears danced on her eyelids. "I don't know anymore" Ettinnette says shaking and Amara wraps her in a tight hug. "I'm so so so sorry my love. You didn't deserve this" Amara says as she held the girl who's heart was in fragments. "I'm being so selfish right now. Everyone else has moved on and I can't. Why can't I move on?" Ettinnette says sobbing.

"Grief comes in waves, Ettinnette. Don't feel bad because you're not past the grief finish line" Amara says as she cradles her friends face. Ettinnette nods wiping tears off her face embarrassed. "But- before I start crying again let's talk about you. How's my little nephew?" Ettinnette says softly.

"She's missing her daddy. It feels weird without him here." Amara says as a lump forms in her throat. "I feel like I'm gonna fail her when she comes. I was so ready to start a new life with him and now...I feel hopeless. I don't wanna feel helpless" Amara says and Ettinnette's heart breaks for her. She holds Amara as she softly cries into her lap.

"I can get somebody to jump him. Want that" Ettinnette says and Amara laughs. "I'll think about it" she says smiling and Ettinnette smiles genuinely for once in a long time.

Mars🪐

Have you talked to Nette?

KFC🍗

Not since the funeral

Have you talked to her?

Mars🪐

She was having a panic attack and she came over but she just left

KFC🍗

Fuck

Is she heading back to her place?

Mars 🪐

Jack she's not going to talk to you

KFC🍗

Well I'm fucking woriried about her. She isn't answering my calls.

Mars🪐

Why did I get a text from Andrew that your pacing the floors??

KFC🍗

Ignore it

Answer my question tho

Mars 🪐

...yea dude. She's like 30 minutes away

KFC🍗

Thank you

Read at 6:24

Ettinnette swung her door open to find Jack outside her door. "Jackman what are you doing here" she say surprised. "No reason. Just wanted to hang out with you" Jack says trying to treat her as normal as possible because he knows that it's annoying when people try to coddle him when he's going through something.

She nods suspiciously but lets him nonetheless. He walks in frowning at the uneaten plate of food that sat on the counter. "You eat?" Jack says and she nods a avoiding his eyes completely because she hated lying. She was doing that a lot lately.

"Wanna watch a movie?" She said trying to brighten up the mood. He nods and they both sit down on the couch as she flips through the starz app until she finds what she's looking for. Jack looks up from his phone and he side eyes her.

"The Hunger Games? Really" he says still side eyeing her. "You said you haven't watched it and since I'm the main character in the newest one we gotta catch you up dude!" Ettinnette says pressing play.

"No cus they should've killed Peeta" Jack says annoyed.Ettinnette gasps and she hits him in the shoulder. "Dude!" She screeched appalled. "He's working for Snow now!" He shouted confused on why she hit him. "Oh my gosh dude just wait" she groaned at the sudden distaste of Peeta.

He rolls her eyes and they continue to watch the movie in silence. Jack had so much things he wanted to ask her.

Why did she lie about eating

Was she okay

Whens the last time she ate

Her soft voice interrupts his thoughts and her brown soulful eyes stare at him. "Thank you for treating me normal" she whispered to him. He just smiled in return and Ettinnette hugged his torso tighter soon falling asleep on his chest.

pov.Ettinnette 

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A/N

Heyyy. Guyssss. Imma post a chapter relating to the funeral and flashbacks on Ettinnette and Angus so I can really emphasize their relationship to each other 

Any suggestions or advice ???,

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