Ettinnette groaned in her bed rubbing at her eyes at she rolled her eyes at the buzzing from her alarm. She quietly reached over and snoozed it before Jackman pulled her back down in his arms. She quietly giggled at Jack's sleepy face as he continued to sleep quietly. "There something on my face" He asked not opening his eyes as she grinned shaking her head. "Nah, you're just beautiful" She whispered as he opened his eyes giving a confused stare. "I thought I was supposed to be the one saying that?" He said in his morning voice as Ettinnette felt her cheeks get hot. "It goes both ways" she softly muttered pecking his lips as she pulled away from him.

She got out of her bed much to Jackman's dismay as she stretched her body yawning a little. She walked to her bathroom brushing her teeth leaving the door open. She felt all too familiar arms wrap around her waist as Jackman buried his head in her shoulder. She laughed feeling him mutter a 'Come back to bed' in her ear. "Can't my love. I got two interviews, a photoshoot with De'arra and remember the B.E.T awards are tonight" She said tangling her hands in his curly locs. "You stay working" he sighs still clinging onto her as she laughs rolling her eyes.

"I got a certain lifestyle my love. I gotta maintain it!"

Ettinnette's Outfit

Ettinnette's Hair

Ettinnette's Makeup

"Okay so for the post I want you to keep the same vibe of that you usually have but just with the sunglasses" De'arra spoke up after her and Ettinnette inspected the photos as Ettinnette nodded along with her. "Bet. I'll post them as soon as I get out of here." She responded as De'arra nodded as her phone went off. She apologized answering it which Ettinnette shook off feeling her phone go off. Her heart jumped thinking it was Jackman until she saw the text chain making her heart drop. She glanced at the phone feeling her heart tighten with sadness

Get the literal fuck off my phone

My girl

Get the literal fuck off my phone

Attachment ⅓

This is what we're doing now?

You letting other niggas go thru what's mine?

You just let him do that to you???

You're a fucking slut

And now you leaving me on read??

My girl

Polo just leave me alone. Please

Get the literal fuck off my phone

No fuck that you're disgusting

First the thing with that white guy and now this?

You really breaking my heart

My girl

Don't him bring into this

And i'm breaking your heart?? You cheated on me repeatedly and now that i'm finally happy you pull ts?

How the fuck did you even get those pictures?

Get the literal fuck off my phone

Nigga sent them to me gloating

You know how embarrassing that shit is?

My girl

Nigga please use your common sense

I'm not conscious in the video and when i am i'm trying to get him off of me

Let's not act idiotic

Get the literal fuck off my phone

Fuck is you talking to?

My girl

My obsessive limp dick ex boyfriend

Get the literal fuck off my phone

What if i release the video?

What'll you do then?

My girl

Fuck you.

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Ettinnette's hand shook in her hands as she got back to her car. She quickly took screenshots of the whole conversation sending them to Joey as thoughts raced through her head. She felt tears sting her eyes as she threw her phone to the floor. She felt humiliated, and worse sick to her stomach. She felt herself reliving everything that happened that night as her mind twisted it to make it seem it was her fault.

Was it her fault?

Her phone rang on the phone as the words 'Stinkaa, red heart, engagement ring' rang from her car. She answered it wiping her tears and clearing her throat. "Baby, Neelam's asking what color your wearing today for the stylist" Jackman asked immediately into the phone as Ettinnette felt dread creep upon her spine.

'What if Jack saw the video?'

The thought of it made her want to actually off herself as her eyes clouded with more tears. "Nette?" Jack asked snapping the girl back to reality. "Yeah?" she said wiping her eyes as concern spread through Jack. "You crying?" he asked immediately as she cursed to herself. "No. What we're you asking about again?" She replied playing it off as Jack kissed his teeth knowing she was keeping something from him. "What color you're wearing tonight!" Neelam shouted as Ettinnette internally groaned remembering she had the BET awards today. "Oh, I'm wearing brown. I'll send Neelam the dress" She said rubbing her eyes as she continued to drive.

"Thank you!" Neelam shouted out as Ettinnette let out a small smile. "Where you headed too?" Jackman asked going into another room still determined to find out what was wrong with his girlfriend. "Nowhere really. I just got down with De'arra so I was finna go home and sleep before I needa get ready for tonight" She said sighing of exhaustion. "You eat?" he asked as she replied with silence on her end. "But you know how I get! If i eat before a performance my stomach looks weird and I can't deal with the media calling me chubby and shit" She muttered the last part making Jack sigh.

Say this girl who was literally perfect in his eyes.

"Just come to mines and sleep, I miss you" He said making her heart flutter. "I miss you too Jack. And yeah, I'll be there in ten" She replied as a small smile grew on Jack's face. "Okay, I love you Nette" He said as a small smile played on Ettinnette's lips.

"I love you too, Jackman"

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Ettinnette opened her door using her key looking around for Jackman who called out that he was in the living room. She walked in immediately hugging her boyfriend who was previously watching 'Euphoria' which made Ettinnette glance up. "You a whole fan!" She cackled as he kissed his teeth pushing her head from his line of sight. "Shut up! You're about to start screaming at Leslie, Gia, and Sativa" He said making her wince because she hated filming that scene. She set her phone down burying her head into his shoulder as she wrapped her legs around his waist. "You sleepy baby?" Jackman asked as she nodded feeling too tired to talk. "You want me to take you to my room?" He asked still watching the TV as she shook her head muttering 'No, you're more comfy' in her tired voice. "You wanna talk about what was bothering you earlier?" he asked as she shook her head making him sigh leaving it alone.

He nodded letting her sleep as he watched TV when her phone started going off. He furrowed his brows resisting the urge to pick it up as he tapped Ettinnette. "Your phone's going off" He mumbled against her ear as she groaned annoyed. He passed it to her as she squinted seeing it was Neelam asking about the dress. She handed the phone back to Jackman muttering 'Can you send Neelam the dress? It should be the last pic in my camera roll'.

He nodded frowning at how tired she was before unlocking her phone (her password was his birthday and his was hers) and going to her camera roll expecting to see a dress but instead seeing screenshots of a message thread. He looked confused but started to quietly read the messages as Ettinnette snuggled into him. Waves of anger flashed through Jack as he finished reading. "You okay Jack?" Ettinnette noticing how his body got tense. "What the fuck is this Etti?" Jack asked making her gently push herself off him to look at the phone. Once she saw what he was looking at she sighed feeling too tired to even deal with it. "It's nothing my love. Just Taurus being taurus" she said laying back down on him.

"Him harassing you is normal?" Jack asked exasperated as Ettinnette pulled back glancing at his face. "Jack it's fine. Joey and Tiana are handling it" She said kissing his lips softly making him forget all about the whole thing until she pulled away.

She was quite literally like dopamine to him.

"Still. It's not okay he's threatening you like that" Jack mumbled against her lips as she sighed nodding. "I know but I'm over it okay?" She replied giving him a small smile while grabbing his hand as he kissed her knuckle. The two stayed silent in their own little bubble until Jack spoke up again.

"It's not your fault Ettinnette" He said sternly to his girlfriend who froze at the statement. "I know" she said quietly not really believing yourself. "I can see you blaming yourself right now. You didn't do anything wrong that night. I need you to know that" He said as her eyes started to gloss over while she nodded. Jack kisses her cheek as the girl blinked back tears before laying back down on him. She quietly letting her tears fall as she wrapped her arm around his neck gently so her tears didn't get on him.

Ettinnette's Red Carpet Outfit

Ettinnette's Performance Outfit

Ettinnette's Overall Hair

Ettinnette's Overall Makeup

Ettinnette's Nails

"You look amazing" Jackman muttered as Ettinnette's stylist fixed her hair making him smile at him. "I would kiss you but Lauryn would kill me" She said as Lauryn agreed snapping her fingers from where she stood. "Jack you should get to your seat now if you wanna see the performance and Nette you're on in five" Joey said as Ettinnette smiled from her seat. "You so sexy all commanding and shit!" Ettinnette joked as Joey laughed blowing her a kiss as Jackman rolled his eyes playfully.

"In front of me is crazy"

Quiet violin started to play as the pre-recorded audio of Ettinnette started playing

Everyone's told me who I have to be

How I have to look, act and feel to be accepted

Just so I can do the one thing I love

I've been tormented just so I could be loved.

Now...I just don't give a fuck!

The recording of Ettinnette as the backing track for 'My Man' started.

You got me excited'

I don't wanna hide it

Jinx me I stand by it

That's my man,my man, my man

"Promised I'd never hurt again,But how are we supposed to stay friends now? Fine, mine, certified, oh, I, Do it right every single time" Ettinnette sang walking out on stage. "My body is a temple, plain and simple,But I'ma let you slide.You deserve a congratulation, graduation,Got a degree in fine" She sang looking directly at Jackman grinning as she got to center stage.

You got me excited, I don't wanna hide it

Jinx me, I'll stand by it

That's my man, my man, my man

Way you slip inside it, don't know how to fight it

Jinx me, I'll stand by it

That's my man, my man, my man

"No need to turn off the lights,I wanna show you what's on my mind.All mine,Your love redefines desire every single time.My body is a temple, plain and simple,But I'ma let you slide.You deserve a congratulation, graduation,Got a degree in fine" Ettinnette says doing a slight vocal run as the backup dancers huddled around her leaving her in the middle so the camera could capture the shot correctly.

You got me excited, I don't wanna hide it

Jinx me, I'll stand by it

That's my man, my man, my man

Way you slip inside it, don't know how to fight it

Jinx me, I'll stand by it

That's my man, my man, my man

"You can hold my heart, but treat it properly, properly, properly, Do it right or you can give it back to me, back to me, yeah, yeah.You can hold my heart, but treat it properly, properly, properly, Ain't about to play me like Monopoly-opoly, baby, please" Ettinnette sang dancing on the girls who were on stage with her.

You got me excited, I don't wanna hide it

Jinx me, I'll stand by it

That's my man, my man, my-

The outro cuts out as Ettinnette feigns a fake look of confusion walking towards the other side of the large stage as the backing track for Conform starts.

(BACKING TRACK FOR 'CONFORM')

https://youtu.be/GMUjFOgvaZs

Let me tell you a little secret

Will you be able to keep it

Your words hurt me like a knife

You're starting to control my whole life

"I've been your toy to play, loving you till my dying days.Letting you work me to my knees. But when I stand up for myself you freeze, on me" She sings directly to the crowd. "Let me conform for you,For you, for you, for you.What I gotta do? To be accepted by you" She sings letting her words sink in for everyone so they got the songs point before turning back.

I never let my exterior crumble

Even when your words cause me to fumble

I've spent nights on you and you alone

Even when you find ways to ache my fucking bones

I've been your toy to play

Loving you till my dying days

Letting you work me to my knees

But when I stand up for myself you freeze

On me

"Let me conform to you,To you, to you, to you.What I gotta do? To be accepted by you.Let me conform to you,I'll do what I gotta do.Just let me be loved by you,By you by you by you" She sings rolling her hips to the beat sensually as the lights start going in and out letting her slip to the piano as the outro continues. As the outro concludes she starts playing the piano vocalizing in the mic.

Know I've been thinking how hard was it to call

You were everything I had, now I have nothing at all

I've been in the waiting room, my baby, won't you let me in? (Let me in)

Check up on me

Like you check out all your friends

"Ooh, am I being selfish? Cause I know I could never make you stay (Make you stay, oh) But tell me. Tell me I'm worth It.'Cause all I need is for you to need me" She continued to play as she sang as a spotlight was shown on her.

I need you, need you

To need me like water

Need you, I need you

I need to be for you

Selfishly, I have to be

The only air that you can breathe

I need you to need me

"Know that I've been changing еverything to make you care (Makе you care) If I left the room, would you notice I wasn't there ? You can cry upon my shoulder. I'll be there, I'll be your soldier 'Cause you know me, I give in so easily" She belts adding a pause (for dramatic effect as she would say) before continuing. "I need you, need you,To need me like water.Need you, I need you,I need to be for you, Selfishly, I have to be,The only air that you can breathe.I need you to need me,I need you, mm" she sings playing as the violin starts to come in again.

Ice cold, are you feeling it?

Eyes closed, are you seeing it?

Even when you are not around

I'm needin' you, needin' you

Ice cold, are you feeling it?

Eyes closed, are you seeing it?

Even when you are not around

I'm needin' you, needin' you now

Now

Mm, mm-hmm (Now)

Now

As soon as she stops playing claps erupt from the crowd making her grin as she walked off the stage.

Prettiest woman in the world ❤️❤️

My everything❤️❤️

My everything ❤️❤️

Bathroom

Prettiest woman in the world

okay...

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Ettinnette opened the door to the restroom confused. "You okay?" She asked scanning his face for injuries before his lips landed on hers. She quickly melted into him sliding her hands up his shirt as he kissed onto her neck. He kissed down her neck (as she was still in her performance outfit) as she lightly gasped feeling his fingers slide into her panties. "This okay?" he asked making her nod hungrily until he slid a two fingers into her. She gasped a gasp of pleasure feeling his pace quicken with every writhe and moan she let out.

"Shit, Jack, I can't take it" she moaned feeling her whole body shake as she tried to close her legs making Jackman pull them back apart. "Leave them open" he commanded and (ashamed i might add) she shut her mouth pulling her legs back apart. He continued to finger her as she felt waves of pleasure wash over her. "Come for me mama, I know you want to" Jack whispered against her ear as he kissed all over her upper half. "Fuck!" She moaned as she came feeling warm liquid from her body. Jack pulled his fingers out of her pussy holding them up to her mouth making her suck on her own juices.

After she licked his fingers clean she bent down undoing his belt for him. She slid his pants down smirking at his already hard dick feeling her mouth water just at the sight of it. "You have such a pretty dick Jackman" she whispered pulling down his boxers and placing gentle kisses on the tip of his cock making Jack let out a low groan. She slowly took him in her mouth fully slightly gagging on him before she continued to slowly suck on him smirking at his groans.

Right when she felt he was about to cum she pulled away leaving him confused. He watched as she took off her clothes as she now stood fully naked in front of him. She got ontop of him lowering herself onto his dick. She moaned continuing to ride him as he took her left boob in his mouth as he played with her right one. "You feel so good Ettinnette" he breathes out as she rode him faster feeling her climax come. Her legs shook as she came still moving with him as he detached his mouth from her nipples kissing her hard. She continues to move with him in the kiss until he suddenly pulls out of her prompting her to open her mouth as she swallowed his warm cum, licking any that fell to the side of her lips in a quick motion. She stuck her tongue out signaling she was swallowed everything batting her eyelashes at him kissing him slowly. "How was that?" she whispered against his lips kissing them once again.

"Perfect"

Tiana popped open the bottle of champagne as Ettinnette rolled her eyes at the theatrics. "Don't give me that look! You won three BET awards tonight we gotta celebrate!" Tiana said pouring some in a glass as Ettinnette waved her off. "Plus the EP is coming out tonight" Jackman added making Ettinnette side eye him as Urban took the glass of champagne from Tiana which was much to her dismay. "Imma go on live" she says and everyone nods while Tiana's already drunk self lunges for the remote.

pov.Ettienette has started a live

"Hi!" Ettinnette waved as hundreds of people already started to pile in. "Thank you all so much for the love tonight at the BET awards! It means the world to me," Ettinnette began, smiling brightly into the camera. She adjusted her hair nervously, still overwhelmed by the evening's events.

"I want to take a moment to thank everyone who's been supporting me through thick and thin, especially my amazing team and, of course, my incredible fans. This journey wouldn't be the same without you all," she continued, her voice filled with gratitude.

As the comments flooded in with hearts and congratulations, Ettinnette's smile widened. She glanced over at Jackman, who was beaming with pride beside her. "And a special shout-out to my favorite white man right here," she said, gesturing towards him and sticking out her tongue. "Finest man on earth" she whispered to him making Tiana groan. "I wish my man was here" She said dumping herself on the couch making Ettinnette and Kaviana simultaneously roll their eyes. "Acting like you're not flying to see this man tomorrow" Kaviana said laughing a little as Tiana flipped her off.

Amaraisbae: No cus Nette actually gagged me todayyyy. I'm finna play 'conform' everydayyy

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centralcee requested to join the live

Ettinnette added who she thought was Cench but turned out to be...Amina?? Everyone at Ettinnette's house sat in shock as Amina waved to all of them giddy. "Amina,sweetheart, how'd you get your dad's phone?" Ettinnette asked as Amina giggled. "More importantly where is yo daddy?" Tiana said making Amina laugh again still not answering the question. "Girl did you kill him!?" Andrew said after a moment of silence making everyone hit him upside the head. "Dumb fuck, of course she didn't!" Kaviana said freezing realizing she cussed in front of Amina who was now grinning wildly making Kaviana sigh.

"Can I cash app your money to your momma?" Kaviana asked knowing the swear rule Amina strictly enforced. "No, Send it to mine!" Amina said as everyone else went more more slack jawed.

User29: why does this child have cash app lawd

User52:im shooketh

user12: no cus why this two year old got y'all on LEASHESSS

"Amina, where's my phone!" Oakley shouted out making Amina blink at the camera before signaling for everyone to shush before ending her end of the live as everyone sat in shock. Urban scratched the side of his face as Tiana blinked profusely before they all burst out in laughter.

Ettinnette had now been on live for near 45 minutes when she saw one comment come up making Tiana squeal in excitement.

user01: i lowk miss when nette did karaoke for usss

"Noooo!" Ettinnette dragged on as Tiana shook her head laughing. "What should she sing y'all?" She asked as Ettinnette started to run in the other direction making Druski chase after her.

User92: WASTE MY TIME BY ESSOSAAAA

User81: ICU BY COCOOOOO

user01: video games by lanaaaa

"Wait she would kinda eat on video games, Titi put it!" Kaviana said as Andrew found a way to successfully pull Ettinnette back. Tiana quickly typed it in the TV search bar as Etttinnette grumbled being pushed into a chair. "I'm not singing" Ettinnette said refusing as Jack walked up to her and kisses her knuckle. "For me?" He asked quietly making her roll her eyes in defeat. Tiana squealed unpausing the instrumental as Ettinnette hoped she remembered the lyrics.

"Swingin' in the backyard, pull up in your fast car,Whistlin' my name.Open up a beer and you say, 'Get over here and play a video game' .I'm in his favorite sundress, watching me get undressed, Take that body downtown.I say, "You the bestest," lean in for a big kiss, put his favorite perfume on, "Go play your video game"" She sang lowly to Jackman forgetting about the live in front of her.

It's you, it's you, it's all for you, everything I do

I tell you all the time, Heaven is a place on Earth with you

Tell me all the things you wanna do

I heard that you like the bad girls, honey, is that true?

It's better than I ever even knew

They say that the world was built for two

Only worth living if somebody is loving you

And baby, now you do

Ettinnette hummed along softly to the backing track as she put her hair into a ponytail absentmindedly. "Singin' in the old bars, swinging with the old stars.Livin' for the fame, kissin' in the blue dark, playing pool and wild darts,Video games.He holds me in his big arms, drunk, and I am seeing stars,this is all I think of.Watchin' all our friends fall in and out of Old Paul's, this is my idea of fun, Playin' video games" She sang quietly glancing at the TV which had the lyrics.

It's you, it's you, it's all for you, everything I do

I tell you all the time, Heaven is a place on Earth with you

Tell me all the things you wanna do

I heard that you like the bad girls, honey, is that true?

It's better than I ever even knew

They say that the world was built for two

Only worth living if somebody is loving you

And baby, now you do

(N-now you do, now you do, now you do)

(N-now you do, now you do, now you do)

"It's you, it's you, it's all for you, everything I do,I tell you all the time, Heaven is a place on Earth with you.Tell me all the things you wanna do,I heard that you like the bad girls, honey, is that true? It's better than I ever even knew, they say that the world was built for two.Only worth living if somebody is loving you, and baby, now you do" She sang directly to Jackman grinning as Tiana and Kaviana started whooping and cheering like they always did whenever she sang as Druski smacked his teeth.

"Man fuck y'all for making me feel single"

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A/N

I actually have been writing this chapter since 12 am and it's almost 5 now...

And i was so geeked to have it done but then i realized I had to edit 4.4k of words and i was just like ughhhh

But anywayssss

I think now that I know how many chapters of the book are left I'm just pumping them out so i can focus on other books 😭

plus here are the links to the other songs featured in Ettinnette's performance!

MY MAN

https://youtu.be/ZqDMcOHg-lU

NEED ME

https://youtu.be/-to4bhrDx5w

(They're both featured on Ettinnette's New EP SAY YES)

BUT BACK TO OG A/N

hruuuu????

Any comments or suggestions???

I love you guyssss 💓💓💓