This Is What I Want

Four months had passed and things for Stevie had gone back to normal. She had gained back the weight she lost and she was much healthier. She felt so much healthier as well.

In those four months, she had visited Lindsey and his family almost everyday and she would have dinners with them and staying after to just spend time with everyone. Sometimes they would come over to her home and have to dinner there with her.

Stevie was recently working on new music and it felt good to be back in the studio. She didn't know if she would ever release it but she felt the need to get what she was feeling out onto paper so she could transform her poems into songs.

One night at three in the morning, her doorbell rang. Stevie was awake and had been writing in her journal after a long day at the studio when she heard the doorbell.

Stevie put away her journal then grabbed her robe. She pulled it on then tied it closed. She wondered who could possibly be at her door so late at night. She was home alone so she was little frightened.

She peaked through the peephole and gasped. She unlocked the door, opened it and said. "Lindsey? What are you doing here so late?"
"I, uh, well, I came to spend some time with you one last time." Lindsey said.
Stevie's brow furrowed and asked. "What do you mean one last time?"
"May I come in?" Lindsey asked not answering Stevie's question.
"Yes of course." Stevie said as she let Lindsey inside. "Linds...what's going on?"

Lindsey walked over to Stevie and brought her close to him. He bent down and placed a kiss on her lips. Stevie couldn't help but melt in his arms and she kissed him back.

"Lindsey...please...what's going on?" Stevie asked again when they pulled away.
Lindsey sighed and said. "I've decided to check myself into a facility. I go in two days. It's here in L.A. so I won't be too far. I'm getting worse and my episodes are lasting much longer now. Stevie...I want to have one last night with you before I leave to the facility I'm going to. I want you one last time before it's too late. I want to feel you body underneath mine. I want to feel you. Please Stevie. Allow me to have one final night with you. I love you!"
Stevie stared into Lindsey's eyes and said hysterically. "Lindsey...I... I don't want you to go! Please don't go! Why can't you just stay home? I can pay whatever money I have to so I can hire people to take care of you! I will move back in with you and your family so I can take care of you!"
"Stevie...Stephanie please calm down." Lindsey said as he stared into her eyes. "Please understand that I have to do this. Plus, this is my decision. I made it while my mind was clear. I made this decision for myself because I know soon, I won't have that option anymore. I've already talked to Kristen about everything I want and don't want. This is what I want Stevie."

Stevie buried her head into Lindsey's chest and sobbed. Lindsey let his tears fall too and held her like there was no tomorrow.

After some time, they pulled away and stared at each other. Stevie couldn't help the feeling that was rising inside her. Lindsey could sense what she was feeling and he brought her head closer to his and kissed her lips.

They kissed passionately and soon their kiss grew into something more. Lindsey began to caress Stevie's body starting at her hips then he made his way to her breasts. Lindsey kissed down to her neck and placed kisses along her neck and jaw.

Stevie threw her head back and her breathing was heavy with her arousal. Her eyes were shut as her head rolled from side to side.

"Take me...to my bedroom Lindsey." Stevie said breathlessly. "Please."

Lindsey pulled away and led her to her bedroom. Once there, Lindsey helped Stevie lay back on her bed. Lindsey then laid next to her and untied her robe. Stevie sat up to pull off her robe then she grabbed the hem of her nightgown and lifted it over her head then threw her nightgown onto the floor.

She laid back again and Lindsey took a moment to see her naked body. He smiled as he took in every inch of Stevie. Marveling at how beautiful she was. He then caressed her face and said. "You are so beautiful angel."

Stevie blushed then Lindsey bent down and sucked on one of her breasts while gently squeezing and rubbing the other. Stevie was squirming underneath him, soft moans escaping her lips as Lindsey switched and paid attention to her other breast.

Before they knew it, Lindsey's clothes were now discarded onto the floor and both he and Stevie both held each other for a moment as they caressed each other, while loving the feeling of being skin to skin.

Stevie suddenly got emotional; she couldn't help but feel as if Lindsey was saying goodbye forever. She would make sure to visit him every single day if she had to at his new chosen home.

Lindsey was lost in his own thoughts as he relished the feeling of having her so close like this. As much as he loves Kristen, he can't deny that Stevie was his one true love, his soulmate. He wished he would have fought harder for her. But now, it was too late.

Stevie couldn't wait anymore, she reached for Lindsey; with her hand she grabbed his head, her hand wrapping around his curls and she brought his lips to close to hers.

Once again, their kisses grew and soon, both of them were ready for each other. Lindsey guided his harden member into Stevie and gently inched himself inside until he was in fully.

Stevie sighed in pleasure as she felt his whole length inside of her. Lindsey then started to move slowly at first then built up to steady pace.

Stevie moaned underneath Lindsey and she then wrapped her legs around him making Lindsey thrust deeper into her. He hit her cervix and Stevie was close to the edge.

"Oh Linds...you feel so good." Stevie said huskily. "Oh god...I'm close."
"I love you Stevie. I love you!" Lindsey said breathlessly. "Don't ever forget that!"

Lindsey also was close and he sped up so they both could have their releases together. They both grunted and moan in pleasure. They both began to tense and then, they both called out each other names at the same time. Their releases were in sync and now they held each other trying to catch their breath.

Lindsey kisses Stevie's lips again and gently pulls out of her. He then lays down next to her and Stevie lays her head on Lindsey's chest while wrapping an arm around him.

They lay silent in each other's arms and both don't say a word. It was a silence that was comfortable; in this moment, they just could feel each other's love radiating off each other.
They didn't need any words to express themselves; there was no need, they just knew what the other was feeling.

After some time, Lindsey spoke up first. They both sat up and he held Stevie close to him as they spoke for hours.

Time stood still then and it was just Lindsey and Stevie that were the only ones left on earth.
They spoke until the sun came up and Lindsey got up to get dressed. He didn't want to but he had to get home.

Stevie stayed in bed resting against the headboard and watched him, a feeling of sadness washed over her. Tears stung her eyes and soon they spilled down her cheeks.

Lindsey looked up after putting his shoes on and saw the tears rolling down her cheeks. He quickly rushed to her side and said. "Hey.
Why the tears angel?"
"I don't want you to go!" Stevie sobbed.
Lindsey sighed and said. "You can visit me anytime you want okay? Please Stevie don't cry. This is what I want. It's best for everyone if I do this."
Stevie took a deep breath then said. "I'll visit you every day! You'll probably get sick of me for visiting you so much."
Lindsey chuckled and said. "Never! I'll never get sick of you."

Stevie had stopped crying so hard and now had a few tears rolling down her cheeks.

"I have to go now. But I'll tell Kristin to call you as soon as I get settle in the facility and tell you where it is. Then you can visit me soon." Lindsey said as he held Stevie's hands in his.
"Fine." Stevie said sadly then smiled a little. "I'll see you soon then."

Lindsey nodded; a wave of emotion filled very inch of his body but he kept himself from falling apart. He needed to be strong for Stevie; he would not cry in front of her.

"I'll see you soon." He said with a smile.
Lindsey leaned in and kissed Stevie with such passion and so much love. Stevie could feel the electricity flowing through them.

Lindsey pulled away, stood up then said. "I love you Stephanie Lynn Nicks. Forever."









I tried to write some smut but...I failed lol. I did try.

I hope you all liked this chapter. Again thank you all for reading and for still supporting this story.

I'm sad to say that this story is about to meet come to an end.

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