I never sleep until i fix what is broken and what i mean by that is i will not rest until i figure what my problem is. Each time i get hedackes i am not, i am actully haveing isusses seeing people but i know if i get glasses but i hate glasses but its hard being me i have no popularity at all so that is why i like writeing books but not for popularity only for hope, hope for you all to forgive me i am really sorry for all i have done wrong. I want to become a veteran and serve in the war but not for everyone to say that they forgive me, for everyone to say that they were wrong and also so i can forgive myself for all i have done wrong.