You were sitting in a room beside a bed in the hospital. Your (h/c)bangs covering your half face hiding your tears. You were squeezing the edges of your skirt, cursing yourself under your breath. And why wouldn't you be, there lies in front of you on the bed your best friend and your crush gouenji shuuya unconscious.

Flashback

You were walking on the road listening to your favourite song "you shouldn't be listening to music while walking" he said. " well I can still listen to you and there is no cars at a time like this" you said smirking at him whereas he started giving you lectures about how health can be affected by this and that. To avoid his boring lectures you increased the volume so that you can't hear him. You were so focused on the song when you realised that he has kicked the ball at you. You smirked at him and kicked it back. He gets the ball and told you to come at his side. He was looking annoyed you thought he must be mad for getting ignored so you waved your hands and told him that you're fine here. In the very minute he run to you and pushed you to the other side making you fall onto the ground. you took out your headphones to ask, when you saw him lying on the ground unconscious.

End of Flashback

Now you were regretting it. It has been three days and he hasn't woke up yet. You wiped off your tears and stand up from the stool, "don't worry, I'll come again tomorrow" you decided to leave.

It has been your routine now to visit him everyday when one day you discovered about a secret organisation namely fifth sector who kidnaps children and make them monsters. you investigated on this more but couldn't find anything valuable. so you decided to get inside this organisation by joining it. As usual you were on the stool near his bed, you couldn't decide whether it should be soccer or him? you couldn't leave him especially when he was hurt because of you. You raised your head, shocked to see that your beloved has woken up. You wiped off your tears and run outside to call the doctor

"He's fine now, but he need bed rest for now. Don't let him get stressed."The doctor concluded and walked away. You looked into his black onyx eyes, he also looked into your (e/c) eyes smiling at you. "yokata" you said smiling and wiping your tears. "Sorry for making you worried, even though I promised you.."he said with sadness reflecting through his eyes. You shook you head"no, it was my fault. Don't you dare try to take the blame on yourself" you knew how much your best friend wanted to blame everything on himself. He chuckled at your warning and you smiled him in return

Flashback

"Come on shuuya you can't just blame that accident to soccer or to yourself" you were trying to stop him from quiting soccer. It was then when you both were in kidokawa seishun but he was transferring to raimon "no it's my fault, that's why I'm quitting soccer" he walked away. You just prayed that he could get to play soccer again and he did get

END OF FLASHBACK

Few days later, you told him the details about fifth sector. "I cannot sit like this hand on hand when someone is destroying soccer like this" he said it emotionally "relax, I'll be going there for more information" you tried to calm him but he didn't" then I'll also come with you" "no you can't, shuuya" "yes, I can" you smacked your own forehead for his stubbornness. "look shuuya, if you go like this they will get suspicious of us" "and why's that?" you sighed on this " don't you get it? you're the famous ace striker who has fought for soccer...""ok ok I get it" you smiled but he pouted "then I'll be leaving then""hmm" he nodded and you went to your own apartment.

You dressed well as you were going to get a job in that fifth sector. It has been weeks since you last saw gouenji but now you can't contact him. You sighed and went into the building. The guard showed you the way to their holy emperor. The door opened and you entered a dark room "why aren't here any lights?" you asked yourself "because it's not necessary" you immediately recognised the voice "shuuya . ..?"you asked in confused. "no, it's shuuji, ishido shuuji"he corrected you " Sorry sir" he then appointed you as his personal secretary

"Why are you their holy emperor? you asked in wonder "I told you that I'll come with you, so I disguised myself" he said it with a sly smile. "you're stubborn aren't you?!""no it's all just my love for you" "w-what?!" you blushed at his statement "nothing, did I just say something?"he looked away blushing but returned to his holy emperor mode "let's get back to work shall we?" "hai.." you nodded and followed him.

2 years passed but you couldn't do anything about the fifth sector and yourbest friend have converted into some other person called ishido shuuji. you can see in his eyes that how much he was obsessed for controlling soccer "shuuya what are you doing? We joined this organisation to finish it not to support it" you tried to explain him "the more we get reputation the more there is danger to it too"he said grinning evilly. "yeah, but we can just destroy it right away if we want to!" "I know, but that's what I don't want"he said like he doesn't care about this anymore "shuuya!"you protested but he corrected you"shuuji, it is" you got frustrated from his non serious attitude "it's like enjoying this all! If that's what you want it to be like then...!" "then? What of it?" he asked "then, I'm leaving this job! go control your soccer!" you threw all the files on the floor and turned your back to him so that he cannot see the tears emerging from your eyes "well if that's the case I'll arrange a farewell party for you" he said it making you more angry and frustrated "shut up! like I care about your damn farewell party!" you walked away out of the room.

Next day you went to fifth sector again to submit your resignation "here! my resignation" you said throwing it on his face. "well, then.... ok" he said it with a plan expression. "about your farewell...." "I told you I don't need any!"you cut him and walked out of the room. You went to the parking when you heard him "(y/n) wait!" you turned around "what's it?" "here" he gives you a red velvet box "what's this for?" you wondered "your farewell gift" you looked into his black onyx eyes and he looked into yours " I don't need it...." you suddenly felt his warm and gentle lips against your soft and sweet ones. you pulled him closer and enjoyed the moment. After few minutes you broke apart for breath "I'll continue your investigation and destroy it from inside" he said smiling "shuuya..."you couldn't hold on your tears so you hid your face in his chest. "I love you shuuya" he pulled you closer and rested his chin on your (h/c) head "(y/n), you know my all and only love is for you"