I just want to say that I have absolutely no idea what I write when I do therefore I don't have a plot. I just write what comes to my head and I try to make it work so when nothing in the story adds up or makes sense then that's why. Thx for reading this far tho!😁 also bare with me when it comes to hospital parts because I don't go to the hospital often but when I do I'm the patient and I'm I'm in the ambulance anytime that has happened so I don't really know what it's like being driven there.

Felix POV

"Kitten, wake up~ it's time for school." I whine and I snuggle up into the blankets trying to avoid Chan who's trying to wake me up.

"Kitten...I'm gonna be leaving soon so if you're not ready I'm gonna leave without you." I lazily grab onto Chan's arm and I pull him down with as much strength as I could.

I laid down on top of him and I buried my face in his neck while he tried to get me off.

"Baby get up. I need to go to school, I left something there. Plus, we both need our education so get ready." He slapped my ass and I slapped his chest trying to go back to sleep.

"Baby don't make me punish you again." He whispered in my ear and I hugged him tighter slightly afraid of what will happen if I don't listen.

"Lee felix, get up." I get off of him and I sat up on the bed and hug my knees while the blanket falls off my shoulders.

"Baby why are you acting like this?" He placed his index finger under my chin and he moved my head so I'm looking at him.

"I don't know what's wrong with me...I'm worthless. Why was I born? I'm just a stupid little that no one should care about." I state not knowing why I was having these thoughts all of a sudden.

"What- felix you know none of that is true right? You're not worthless. If you weren't born you wouldn't have met me and the others. You might be a little but so what? You aren't stupid. You're the cutest, most adorable little I've ever met and I wouldn't want you any other way. I think more people should care about you baby because you deserve anything and everything." I start crying and I laid my head on his shoulder.

"No! They're telling me I'm worthless and I'm stupid! I shouldn't be alive chan!" I yell grabbing onto his shirt and crying my eyes out while I got in his lap and I pushed him back down and laid on him again.

"Who's telling you?" He lifted my head giving me and concerned look before resting his back on the headboard and he played with my hair while wiping my tears away with his other hand.

"They are." I point to my head and he pulls me closer.

"How many voices are there...?" I try to count but my head starts hurting really bad and I let out a scream.

"Channie! Make them stop!" He picks me up and I can't tell where he's bringing me until we get to the kitchen.

Chan's POV

"Hyung, does schizophrenia have anything to do with voices in your head?" I ask quickly while Felix screams again making everyone come into the kitchen to see what's wrong.

"Yeah... do you think felix has it?" Woojin asked while I nodded and he go his car keys before telling me to follow him and I did.

I give felix love bites on his neck and he stops screaming but he's still crying and hurting a lot.

"Is there anyway to get you to calm down? Can I help take the pain away?" I ask not knowing what to do but he nodded.

"C-can you j-just baby me...? Can you call me...you know..." I kiss him and he kisses back.

"My precious baby? Is that what you wanted to hear?" He started repeating precious baby and I started showering him with complements.

We got to the hospital and I didn't stop complementing him and every once in a while I would call him 'precious baby' because he loves it and because it's true.

"Chan, they need to let go of him for the doctors to check him..." Woojin whispered to me and I nodded.

I placed felix down and he held his head and I crouched down in front of him.

"Baby listen to me ok? You'll be just fine. If you get anxious or the voices come back then just imagine me calling you precious baby and it may help you. I'll be here until I can go see you ok?" He shook his head and clings onto me and he let out a yell when the voices came back.

It may not have been because it hurt but more of the fact of what they were saying (wut?).

"I want Channie...I need daddy...don't leave me alone with people I don't know please daddy. I'll be a good baby just please don't leave me..." he whimpered and I feared he was gonna start having a panic attack.

"Baby, daddy will never leave you. Daddy loves you very much and he only wants the best for you. If you need anything, and I mean ANYTHING, then you ask me and I'll help you. I need you to be a strong boy for me and go with the nice doctors and nurses so they can try and help the voices stop." I reassured him and He nodded while wiping his tears away and I kissed his forehead and cheek before standing up and helping him stand up as well.

"Daddy...I'm scared." Felix whimpered.

"I am too baby but everything will be ok. Next time I see you I'll let you buy whatever you want on my phone and I'll bring it to you here. Now, go with the doctors...my precious baby." I gently push him forward after kissing his cheek and he was repeating precious baby.

"Does he always do that?" One of the doctors asked me and I nodded.

"Only when I say it tho." I give him a weak smile and he nodded.

"Well...even tho we can't cure him here, we can give him some medicine for his schizophrenia and we have a list of side effects written on the bottle if you want to change it then you can." I nod and thank the doctor and he bowed then left.

"Chicken noodle soup, chicken noodle soup, chicken noodle soup, with a soda on the side"

"Jisung... now is not the time to be singing!"