My day starts with me falling off of my bed and breaking my ass.
"OW!" Getting up and stepping on a lego—Who the fuck plays with legos here?! How did it get here? I throw the piece of lego aside and go inside the bathroom.

I take a shit and when I'm done the most horrible thought hits me.
"MOM! MOM!"
"What is it, Kate?"
"THERE'S NO WATER IN MY BATHROOM! I CAN'T FLUSH!"

"Oh yeah, one of the pipes on the first floor burst open. We called the plumber to fix it so no water today. Come down and take a bath in our bathroom."
"Fine!"

So, I carry a bucket of water from the ground floor, up the stairs to the first floor and throw it inside the toilet. I had spilled water everywhere on my way.

"Ahh!" I heard dad shouting, followed by a loud noise. I peeped outside my room. He lay at the end of the staircase with mom beside him.
"How many times have I told you to not climb the stairs while you're drunk?" Mom said.

"I wasn't drunk! I just slipped on water!"
"Don't be silly! Why would there be water on the stairs?!"
"Ugh! Call a doctor. I might have broken my leg,"
"Fine, can you stand?"
I quietly went inside my room and closed the door.

Shit.

Oh hey, didn't see you there.
Just kidding, bitches. How is it possible that I don't see your fucking face when something bad is happening? You guys are like an added badluck that I never asked for.

Mom took dad away to the living room and called for a doctor. I quietly walked down the stairs to the bathroom. Anna came running down, slipped and fell.

Anyways, it's been a while since I complained about my shitty life, so here I—

"KATE! KATE!" Anna shouted from outside the bathroom.

Tell me honestly, are you bitches cursed? Cause literally everytime we talk, something bad happens.

"I'm bathing, Anna," I poured some purple shampoo on my hands, "It's been a while since I last had the honour of using you," I massaged it on my head and enjoyed my bath when Anna came inside the bathroom. I jumped inside the bathtub.

"I TOLD YOU I'M BATHING!" I hid my marbles with my hands.
She looked into the mirror and started fixing her makeup.

Privacy?
The next thing I'm expecting is some weirdo break open the door while I'm still there in the bathroom and shout FBI! And they take me with them while I'm still undressed.

The bathroom door opened and about ten policemen literally came in.
Oh God, no! Remember that Michael Scott meme?
Yeah. That one.

"Are you Jane Pittsnuff?!" They asked. Anna was still fixing her makeup.
"Uhh...No?"
"Oh sorry, wrong address." They went away. What is going on?

"KATE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! YOU'LL GET LATE, QUICKLY COME OUT! YOUR BUS IS WAITING OUTSIDE!" Mom shouted.
"Oh shit, Anna! Leave the bathroom!" I couldn't get out of the bathtub with her standing there.

She looked at me and smirked, "I'm not bothered,"
"BUT I AM!"
"Why?"
"I'm the one who is naked here! BITCH GET OUT!"

She smiled and went away. I quickly washed off the shampoo and wore my clothes. I had no time to dry my hair so I just let them be like that, heck—I didn't even brush them! This was hair abuse!

I jumped inside the bus and sat on an empty seat. Guys, is it wrong to be so tired so early in the morning? Dad fell and broke his leg, got a plaster while Anna fell and still walks around like an ostrich. Science?

Dad is growing old. It was humid and my hair was wet so I was feeling really sticky. I fucking hate summers! Just one more month to bear. I was covered in sweat by the time I reached school. Ah, thank the air con. It felt much better inside school.

I went to my locker and opened it to keep some books.
"Hello Kate," I looked aside to see who had the marbles to greet me! Except you guys. It was Jaden Smith.

"Why are you here?" I asked.
"I just wanted to hang out," He tapped his feet nervously and pushed his hands deeper into his jeans pocket to straighten up his spine.

"Well, I'm busy," I have you guys to take care of.
"But I want to know you better."
"Why?"
"That way, we can be friends,"

I grinned, "I can't be anybody's friend. Let alone yours,"
"Why are you so against the idea of having friends?" He asked as he followed me in the halls.
"Friends are annoying,"

"Not real friends,"
"Bruh, are you mistaking yourself with some knight in shining armor who's here to save the princess locked up in a castle?"
"I am the castle."
I coughed

"It's okay, Kate. Lord brings people together for a reason. You learn a lesson through some and love life with others. Everyone is not meant to stay," He smiled.
"I'm actually surprised when someone stays." I said.

"But, not everyone's the same" Jaden said, "Just be kind. And kindness will come back to you. Nothing that you give is ever gone to waste. The love you spend on an undeserving person, comes back to you from someone else. Just never stop being kind and human. Don't let the world corrupt you," Jaden smiled.

What an angel.
He definitely shouldn't stay with me—Someone who is rumored to have shagged dogs.

"I love no one." I looked at him.
"You once did," He looked into my eyes, "I know you don't want to hurt me. But trust me," His eyes, "You can't," Are so pretty.

He brought his hand forward, "Wanna be friends, Kate? I promise I won't hurt you,"
I took a step back and the bell rang. I turned back, "Go to hell!" I ran away. I didn't turn back, I just ran.

I sat inside my class and pressed my head on my table while the teacher spoke. Honestly, why do people bother?

"I promise I won't hurt you,"

Heh. That isn't the first time I've heard that. Spare me the bullshit, Jaden.

During the break, I went to the cafeteria and got myself an empty table. I surfed through reddit while eating my food. My post got fifteen likes! Yes! You see, I don't need people around me. Fifteen people over the internet like me! And I assume you guys like me too. Well, that's why you're sticking with me till here. That's enough for me.

Suddenly, Jaden stood before me, "Can I sit with you?"
Everyone stared at us.
I can't be bothered. He's doing this to himself.

"I don't own these seats. You can sit wherever you what" I said.
"Oh, thank you, Kate," He smiled and sat beside me. He looked into my phone.

"What's that?"
"Reddit,"
"What's that?"
"And internet community that hates the internet,"
"Okay?" Ha! Noob.

"Y'know Kate, today the coach made me the goalkeeper for the football team." He smiled. Bro, I couldn't be less interested in jocks.

I just ignored him and continued eating my food.

"Oh, what are we seeing here?" A few assholes reached my table and made themselves comfortable on the chairs before me. I saw it coming.

"Jaden Smith, you really wanna be friends with this piece of shit,"
I just looked into my phone.
"What do you mean?" Jaden asked.
"This guy fucked a dog," They laughed. I bit my tongue. I thought high school would be different.

Are you seeing this Brandon Johnson? Take responsibility for this.

"He wouldn't do that," Jaden said. He wasn't laughing.
"He would since he got no girls for fucking!"
"He's a loser, dude. Why are you hanging out with him?"

"Not getting girls makes you a loser? Are they like a tag you have on yourself that you're not a loser?" Jaden said. I looked at him.

"I'd rather hang out with a loser than with people such as you who objectify women,"
He got up and they got up with him.

"Leave. And stop spreading rumors that can hurt people. It's unkind,"
"Tch. Whatever," They left at once.
Everyone was staring at us. I could feel my heart palpitations. I hated attention exceot from my parents which I never got.

I got up and ran away.
"Kate!" Jaden shouted but I just ran. I ran into the bathroom and washed my face with cold water. Four years, I need to hold on for four years and then I'll move away. I'll do my college in New York, fuck Cali. I heard my name and looked aside. Jaden stood at the bathroom door.

I've had enough.

"Kate—"
"Why don't you understand? I don't have people around me because I like being alone! STOP FOLLOWING ME AROUND, WILL YA?! TO BE HONEST, YOU'RE LIKE A FUCKING PEST!"

"Kate, be kind—"
"WHY SHOULD I?! KINDNESS HAS ALWAYS HURT ME AND MADE ME THE STUPID ONE! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU, JADEN SMITH! FUCK BRANDON JOHNSON! FUCK ANNA ROBERTS! FUCK EVERYONE! You don't care what I'm going through, you just want some drama to watch!

All that everyone has done is hurt me to the point that I just want to disappear! I'm just trying to hold on. I NEED TO FEEL NOTHING FOR NOBODY! LEAVE ME ALONE, I BEG YOU! Please," I rubbed my eyes, "Don't make things so difficult that I have no option but to die,"

Ah fuck,
I'm crying again.
Why can't I be strong at moments like these? I was supposed to hurt him—Why am I hurting myself?

-To be continued

Jaden Smith
All I Want Is You Baby