Alexandra,

  I hope you're doing well. Congratulations on moving on in life. 

Bella told us that you want to move on in life and I'm happy for you but at the same time, I want to remind you that whatever we shared was absolutely beautiful and magical. You've let go of the magic that we shared. It was all so different and beautiful for me. Loving you was the best and the worst thing that could ever happen to me. 

You betrayed me and my love. You were never interested in me. You always had some feelings for Jake. You used me and my emotions. You made a fool of me. 

I was never in love with you but the person you pretended to be with us. I was in love with that innocent, beautiful girl with a loving heart not with a millionaire Alexandra Strauffer. My Alex still occupies a very special place in my heart but you, you don't have any place in my life. Unfortunately, you are the body my Alex lives in. 

You convinced me to marry Sam because you wanted to get rid of me. Once you got to know that you were a rich person, a millionaire, someone who could make an impact on the world. you decided to get rid of me. You used your illness to get away from me. 

When you love someone, you don't just send them away just like you did. You let them be your strength and courage. You let them care for you. You let the magic flow between the love that two people share. You denied our love, the magic, you didn't let me near you when you needed me. You denied the fact that I loved you the most.

I don't hate you. You just turned into everything you said you would never be. I'm just disappointed.  Betrayal doesn't only break your heart but also darkens your soul. You never forget the pain. Betrayal is like a fog that lingers in the darkest depths of your mind. Being betrayed by someone you loved with all your heart and soul is one of the worst headaches. Its heart wrenching, mind-numbing, soul-piercing pain that stays forever with you. You hurt me more than I deserved and I loved you more than you deserved. 

Thank you so much for bringing Sam into my life. At least she can take away the pain you gave me. We are soon going to be parents. Sam accepted me as I am. She helped me get over you. I've moved on in my life and I'm glad you have moved on too. 

You are so lucky to have Jake in your life. He is such a caring and loving person. I hope you never repeat what you did to me with him. 

                                                                                                                                            Ivan.