AN- soooo, I wanted to update because I thought even tho I have no idea where this story is gonna go, really, I needed to update on the Kurt in the hospital and Blaine sad about it case, so yea. Also... this is going to be kinda short but tbh idc. Enjoy it, I luv u guys ;)

PS: I know nothing about medical stuff, so y'know lmao as I write this because there is medical stuff in this chapter, and none of it is probably correct, but roll with me anyways :) - AN

Blaines POV

I can barely breathe. After spending a few more hours there, I go to Kurts house, collapse onto his bed and cry. How did this all happen so quickly? We were leaving school, and then suddenly.... THIS happens? The memory of what we'd promised each other replays in my head, making me cry even harder.

*flashback*

Kurt takes my hand and looks into my eyes as we stand in the choir room once everyone has left.

"Promise me that we will get to spend our lives together, Blaine. That nothing and no one will separate us."

I'm sort of nervous.

"I don't know, Kurt. Isn't that a big promise to make? I mean, what if something happened? If something went wrong?"

He grins,pulling me into his arms.

"But no matter what... No matter what circumstances we are unlucky enough to drag ourselves into.... this promise would bind us together. Forever."

I must still look unsure, as he sighs, nodding to the band.

"Look..."

Oh, oh
When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing there all along

I can't help but smile as Kurt gestures to me, and I begin to sing along.

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

We're both smiling as I put my arms around his neck and we continue.

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begunJust close your eyes (close your eyes)each loving day (each loving day)
And know this feeling won't go away (no)
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise youOver and over I thought
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn't be living at allAnd I will take you in my arms (I will take you in my arms)
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Til' the day my life is through
This I promise you, babeJust close your eyes each loving day (each loving day)
And know this feeling won't go away (no)
Every word I say is true
This I promise youEvery word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you

We finish, Kurt kisses me.

"So?" He says when we part.

I nod, still smiling.

"We will never be apart. We will get to spend the rest of our lives together, and I won't let anyone come between us. This I promise you."

*End Flashback*

My heart hardens. I made a promise, and I'm not breaking that promise. I can't just stay here. Kurt wouldn't want that. My phone rings, and I pick it up. Unknown Caller ID. I sigh, swiping the decline option. Five seconds later, and it rings again. Unknown Caller ID. Groaning, I answer.

"Hello?" I manage, suddenly realising how bad my voice sounds - you can hear that I've been crying just by listening.

"It's Nurse Lynda from the Lima Hospital," A soft voice says, "I'm calling to inform you that the surgery is being performed at midday tomorrow. If you want to come to the hospital and wait."

I bite my lip to stop myself from crying again.

"I - I can't. I want to come, but I can't, and I know I should but I just can't bear to sit there and wait for the news to come of if he wakes up or not."

"I understand."

The line goes dead as she hangs up. I toss my phone aside and bury my face in Kurts pillow. The smell of it reminds me of him, and soon it is wet with tears. Afterwards, when I can't cry any longer, exhaustion catches up with me, and I slowly drift into sleep.

AN- I know, this is a short chapter!! But I just really wanted to update, because I felt bad about not giving you guys a proper update in a while. Anyways, hope you enjoyed it nonetheless, and as usual, never forget that I LUV YOU GUYS!! ;) - AN