Songs and the Truth
AN- Hi again. I got this done eventually, so here it is.... - AN
Blaine and I are the second-last pair to sing, and when our turn arrives, I look to Blaine, who smiles at me. I return the smile instinctively. With that, I begin to sing.
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my sideI'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
The music blends into another song, which Blaine immediately begins to sing.
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to beat you but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my best-est
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn
To win some or learn someBut I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
I gaze over at him as the music blends between the songs, and for a moment the rest of the world disappears and it's just us, and only us, looking into each other's eyes and singing.
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
(It cannot wait, I'm yours)
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
(I'm yours)
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
(I'm yours)
I'd give my all for your love....
(It cannot wait, I'm yours)
...tonight
The song completes and as the world comes rushing back, I hear the warblers clapping. I look into Blaines eyes and see exhilaration and excitement in them. We take a seat, and as we do, he puts his arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him. When we're sitting, I rest my head on his shoulder, and he moves his hand up so he's stroking my hair. As the next pair begins to sing, I whisper to Blaine.
"I've dreamt about sitting like this with you, you know. Ever since we met."
He brushes his lips across my forehead softly.
"Me too," He murmurs, "Me too."
After that pair finishes, Wes dismisses the warblers, Blaine stands, takes my hand, and pulls me after him to our room. Once inside, he locks the door and turns around to face me. His gentle smile twists into a mischievous smirk I immediately fall in love with.
"What is it Blai-"
But before I finish, Blaine is kissing me, and discarding bits of both our clothing, until we just have our jeans on. I push him onto his bed and then follow, leaning down very slowly and licking his throat softly. Blaines hands tell me to continue by roaming along my back and stomach. I bite down on his neck, fully tasting his skin.
"You taste amazing," I murmur as he moans quietly.
His fingers unzip my jeans and he draws me back up and kisses me whilst he slowly moves his hands up into my hair, pulling me against him harder.
"Why do I want you so badly?" I whisper, moving my lips to the edge of his jaw and then down to his chest.
Blaine wraps his arms around my neck gently.
"I don't know. But I feel it too. I meant everything that I said at McKinley you know."
I match his previous smirk with one of my own.
"You want everyone single inch of me on every single inch of you, then?
He flushes, clearly embarrassed.
"Well, I mean, I guess, I don't know, maybe, I just-"
I kiss him lightly.
"Good. Because that's what I've always wanted too."
He sits up, but stays close to me.
"We really have talk about what happened, Kurt. We can't just pretend it never happened."
I sit up as well, and hug my knees to my chest. Finally, I tell him the truth.
"I was bullied by this kid at McKinley. David Karofsky. He told me I was a fag, and stupid and disgusting, and well, you get the picture. He never stopped. So I ended up believing him. I tried to push these thoughts out of my head, but I couldn't. I couldn't make myself believe that I was better than what he said I was. I hated myself. I never thought there was anything I could do, and many times I almost hurt myself, but my friends brought me back down to earth. They told me I couldn't do anything to myself because they loved me just the way I was. Then it got worse, but I didn't tell anyone. When I transferred to Dalton, I wanted to escape. But I saw YOU, and all my plans went to hell, because I wanted you now. Nothing else. As well as that, I wasn't at McKinley anymore, and so I grew distant from my friends. They weren't there to help me, and I thought everything was a mistake. Especially seeing as the person I loved and wanted, more than anything else in the world - you - didn't seem to love me back.
"When I went too far, I didn't think anyone would care. So I did it. Then you saved me, and I hated you. I hated you, because I opened my eyes, and I saw yours, which were beautiful as always, and I could barely restrain myself from kissing you right there. I said i would never forgive you. Then, when i heard you confess your undying love for me, i forgot about everything. The only thing i could think was 'He loves me'. Over and over. And later, when you buried your face in my chest and started crying, all i wanted to do was kiss you. But i wanted to make sure that you were okay, so i didn't. But i felt truly alive when i was laying there with you. As soon as we kissed, i thought to myself; 'How could i have ever wanted to give this up?' But, at the end of the day, i love you, i always have, and i always will. Even if we break up one day, I'll never stop loving you."
Blaine's eyes look wet, and i lean forward and give him a hug, which would have turned into a kiss if i didnt just break away.
"For the record," He mumbles, "We would never break up."
I laugh lightly and stand, pulling on my shirt. He watches me, confused.
"I promised Rach the other day that i'd watch them run through a practice number. I wasnt going to go, but i will if you come with me," I explain.
He smiles at me as he pulls me on his own shirt.
"Do they know we're together?" He inquires."
I grin.
"No. We have to tell them. But i have a flair for the dramatic, so we have to do it in a way that surprises them."
Blaine stands, and links his hand with mine, leaning in and kissing my neck quickly.
"Obviously," He agrees.
We exit our room, closing the door behind us.
AN- The two songs in this were 'My All' by Mariah Carey, and 'I'm Yours' by Jason Mraz. hope u guys liked it -AN
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