AN- Firstly, i lurrrv klaine with all my heart. secondly, there is a suicide attempt in this chapter, so if you dont like that stuff then skip this one. there is kissing and stuff in the wholefan fiction, but not smut, i dont think, coz i cant write about klaine like that, i suck at it. there may be a heap of grammar errors, just tell me aout them in the comments and i'll fix them if i have time. anyways... enjoy -AN

Kurts POV

I glance at Blaine shyly. We're just best friends, but I've sort of got a crush on him. Okay, a bit more than a crush. Okay, i'm pretty much in love with him. But he doesnt know, and it's going to stay that way.

"Okay," He says, smiling at me and causing my heart to ache, "Truth or dare?"

We're currently playing truth or dare at the top of this really, really high bridge we found when we were walking together.

"Ummm, truth," I respond absently.

No matter how hard i try, i cant smile back at him. Karofsky keeps popping into my head, and how i dont really have anything to live for anymore.

"Who do you like?" Blaine's smile is gone and he looks kind of nervous for some reason.

"I cant answer that," I shake my head, "He's someone i'm really close to, and i cant tell you anymore than that."

His face falls but he cracks a small smile that i can tell is fake. I cast my glance over to the lake far beneath us.

"Can i ask you something?"

He smiles genuinely this time.

"Sure."

"Do you ever feel like letting go? Like you should just give in and not care anymore?"

Blaine opens his mouth, closes it, looks at me and nods.

"All the time. But i can't. Because there are so many things i need to accomplish. Things i need to experience."

I half-listen. But then i know what im going to do before i even do it. I take a step up onto part of the fence and look down.

"Kurt? Kurt, what are you doing?" His careful voice is shaking.

I step up to the top of the railing and slowly turn around to face him.

"I'm letting go," I whisper, and take a step backwards.

As i hear Blaine scream, i wait for the pain to hit.

AN- I know it was short, but i'll try and make them longer. Love u guys -AN