Prom

A/N The video above is good if you read the lyrics or just listen to the words. To read more about my prom I will be publishing a chapter for All About Me that addresses that.

Jimin's POV

Today is prom and I helped Jungkook and Taehyung get ready along with Jin. I took several pictures of them and posted it on social media for them.

Now that they are gone all that left us Jin.

"Jin you should get ready for your date with Namjoon."

"I will Jimin, but are you sure that you will be fine here by yourself. I really don't want to leave you alone on prom day."

"Don't worry about me Jin, I will be fine. I have really been needing some me time and now I finally have it. Enjoy your date with Namjoon enjoy yourselves."

"Okay, if you're sure Jimin."

"Yes, I'm sure. Now go have some fun!"

"Okay."

Jin gets ready and after so long finally leaves. "Bye hyung!"

He waves bye back at me and leaves hand in hand with Namjoon. When they're finally all gone I text Yoongi to meet me outside the library where we often meet up when I tutor him. I get ready and make my way out and walk to where I will meet with Yoongi.

When I get there I see Yoongi already waiting for me. 

"Hi Jimin. I know you said you wanted to relax but would you mind going out with me to eat? That way we don't have to cook and we don't order take-out. Since we usually order take-out when we hang out."

"Hey, Yoongi. No, I don't mind. I think it's a good idea that way... "

"That way?"

"We both relax."

I wasn't going to say that and we both know it but... I can't exactly tell him that Jin doesn't want us seeing each other. If we order food and there are leftovers Jin will know that I had someone over and that I lied about wanting to stay and rest alone.

We head over to a restaurant and we follow our waitress to a part of the restaurant that has tables just for two. When we are seated I smile at Yoongi. He, however, is occupied with reading the menu. I stare at him wondering how it's possible for someone to look so perfect.

I am captivated by him and I watch him. I am broken out of my staring when I hear a familiar voice.

"I know I shouldn't worry but I do."

"Don't worry about him, he will be fine. Besides, it has been a long time since we had time just for ourselves."

I look for the voices and I see Jin and Namjoon. They are following their server to a table that is out of sight from where I am sitting with Yoongi. I duck behind my menu hoping they don't see me. When I look at Yoongi again he's watching me with his piercing eyes. I blush a little and then go back to looking at my menu. 

We order our food then eat together while talking. I do most of the talking as usual. When I see Jin stand up I do too and tell Yoongi I will use the restroom. I rush to the restroom and hide there. Shortly after I hear Jin enter. 

I stay hidden silently. I hear Jin pull out his phone and he calls someone. 

"Aish! Jimin must be sleeping. I hope he calls me back when he wakes up." Jin exits the bathroom and I let out a sigh of relief. I head back out with Yoongi and he tells me that he already paid and we will go eat dessert. I nod happily and walk out next to Yoongi. 

He takes me out to eat ice cream and as we are walking down the street I bump into someone. "Oop... sorry I wasn't looking where I was... Hoseok?"

Hoseok freezes when he recognizes me. "Jimin?"

Yoongi just stands by my side and slowly wraps his arm around my waist. "Are you okay Jimin? Who is he?" Yoongi whispers in my ear. Hoseok takes in the sight and his face tenses up. 

"I thought you were at home resting? Why are you here then and with him?"

"Hoseok... I... "

"Jimin refused your offer because he had already made plans with me and he didn't want to reject your offer rudely. Jimin you know hates being mean and hurting other people so that's why he told you he would be home resting." Yoongi cuts in with his explanation and I look at him gratefully. 

"Why would you accept his offer Jimin? You know he is below you and no one will accept him being with you!" What Hoseok says fires me up.

"Because maybe I like him! He makes my life more interesting. Anyways it's not like he's my boyfriend. This is a friendly date. Even if he was my boyfriend I wouldn't let anyone tear us apart." Yoongi freezes next to me and I curse myself in my head. I just admitted my feelings for Yoongi.

Hoseok looks at me shocked. "What? Please tell me you're kidding."

I look Hoseok in the eyes. "No, I am not. I am telling the truth when I say that I like him."

"Look... Hoseok... I know that there are rumors going around about me. I know you want the best for Jimin but I won't hurt him. Which is why even though I like him too I know that all we can ever be is friends. I can never claim him as mine because... we are from different worlds." My heart aches upon hearing his words. I hold his hand tightly.  Hoseok frowns upon our hands. 

"Look Hoseok... if I try to work out a relationship with Yoongi it's my call to make. I don't care about what anyone else thinks. For once in my life, suicidal thoughts don't pass through my mind as often as they used to. My thoughts now mainly consist of Yoongi."

Hoseok's eyes widen. "Jimin... did you really have those thoughts? Why?"

"Because I'm tired of my pathetic and boring life. I don't feel alive and I hate living like this. Just going through the motions is something I hate. Look I just wanted to enjoy my date with Yoongi so please, leave us alone. I'll see you in school Monday. Bye."

I pull Yoongi by the hand and we walk back to my shared apartment. We walk in silence and not the comfortable one. When we arrive at my door he stands there.

"Yoongi, I know you said you know you can never be more than friends with me... but... I want to try. Please? I really wasn't kidding about anything I said. I really would like to see where this can go. I know you feel the same way. Please give us a chance. Please." I watch Yoongi who has his jaw tense.

"Jimin, I would love to but... you don't know my story. You don't know what you are getting into by asking me this. I can't drag you down with me so even though it pains me... I have to say no."

"I don't care. I will make you see that I don't care. Even if I die, I won't care because I will have no regrets. If there's one thing I really desire for when I die... it's to have no regrets over the choice I made. I want to be with you for as long as I can no matter what people say." I walk closer to him and he steps away. 

"Jimin you have no idea what you are getting into. You should leave while you can. You still have a bright future ahead of you. You have a whole life that could be perfect."He looks genuinely scared that he will ruin my life. 

"Yoongi, my life is terrible. It may look perfect but you have no idea just how many times death crossed my mind before you arrived. You saved me. I need you to complete my life. You have no idea how much you've changed my life for the better... Do you remember when you asked me why I was so happy the first time you saw me smiling nonstop after we walked out of Mr. Lee's office? I told you that one day I would tell you. I will tell you now. Before going to the office my life was so boring and repetitive. Literally, all my days were the same. But with you... you changed the boring, repetitive cycle that my life had become at that point. So you see, I don't need a perfect life. I just need you. My perfect life is what almost led me to my death several times." I step closer once more and this time he doesn't back away. I gently and slowly extend a hand towards him. I slowly stroke his cheek. "Yoongi, please give us a chance. I know you have a past that you don't tell me about but I will wait for you to open up and tell me when you're ready."

He nods and walks me back to the door. "Jimin... I know I will probably regret this if anything happens to you later on but... I'll give us a chance. You're right. I can't deny my feelings any longer..."

I smile at Yoongi and he returns a small smile. I walk in and once I am in I peek out the window and I watch him leave. I squeal and hug my pillow tight. While I get ready to go to sleep all I can think about is today. Especially, when he agreed to give us a chance. I frown as I remember Hoseok. I wish he just thought of me as a friend, then he maybe wouldn't make such a big deal out of me dating Yoongi. As I drift off to sleep I vaguely remember that I need to call Jin but since I'm almost asleep I decide to wait and explain tomorrow. 









































A/N Annyeong everyone! I want to begin with an apology. I thought I had already published this chapter but it turns out that I hadn't so... here is the late update.

I just want to let everyone know that I started a job recently... since school is out for me. I have a love/hate relationship with my job already. Anyways, due to my job, I will not be able to update much or be active much due to work.

Also, a friend of mine is going to college so I will try to meet up with him before he leaves.

Oh! And I am helping someone edit their story so... yeah I have a lot to do so excuse my absence on this app.

Oh! I also will be judging for some award that is going on so... yeah. But I will try to handle all of this the best that I can. So wish me luck everyone.

I will also be publishing the first chapter of Living With a Don Juan  shortly. I know... I'm already swamped and I'm starting a new story but I can't help it. It got me excited...

I love you all my dear readers so please take care, eat well, sleep well, and eat an apple a day to keep the sickness away!😉❤ I'll see you guys in the next update!😊

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