We decided to fly over to London for a couple of days before going back home, i'd arranged our private transport and security because I would no doubt be spotted in London seeing as that's where my heritage is from. We touch down in Heathrow being met with security we climb into the Black Range Rover and begin our journey into the city, we stop at Selfridges for afternoon tea. We wander around the different departments that have been closed specifically for us hand in hand, I look at the designer handbags and pick a couple from a new collection. Chris picks a couple of thing's and we go to checkout, I reach inside my bag for my card but Chris quickly inserts his into the reader paying for both our items. I thank him as we go back to the car, Chris being the gentleman that he is carries our bags in one hand and locks his fingers with mine with his free hand.

I told my Father we'd be visiting for a couple of days and would see him within that time but we'd be staying away from Kensington Place to lay low. I booked a room at The Ritz because i've always wanted to stay but never had a reason to, our room was a beautiful layout with a big stainless Steel bath tub in the middle of the room with an amazing view of London. "I'm definitely having a bubble bath!" I say excitedly to Chris who's checking out the room. I run the bath and begin to get undressed, Chris is sat on the bed watching my every move and I look over my shoulder at him blushing as I step into the warm water. He sits beside the tub and hands me a glass of champagne, I take a large sip and smile at him. He skims his finger tips over the bubbles as we have a lengthy heart to heart about our relationship and future. I agreed to give thing's another go with our marriage and Chris couldn't have been happier.

In the coming days we seen family, ate our body weight in afternoon tea's and got caught in the rain more than once. It was a wholesome trip back to London but it was time to go home, we were both missing Dodger more than anything. On the flight back I suffered a lot of cramping - I was no doubt going to get my period in the coming hours. Painkillers, hot tea and Chris hand resting on my tummy and every so often rubbing helped with my discomfort. We were on a red eye flight and landed back in LAX just after 7am, we went straight home to Dodger who was being looked after by Scott but the pup was so happy to see us he pee'd on the floor. I catch up with Scott as Chris takes Dodger out a long walk, thankfully nobody within either family knew about our difficulties meaning it wasn't awkward. For the rest of the evening we spent it in bed, I was on my computer working emailing back and forth with charities close to my heart arranging to visit and have a Gala in the Winter and Chris was watching tv, we both kept each other awake to help with the jet lag but around 8.30pm we called it a night settling down with Dodger between us.