*SPOILER ALERT*

I thought that ending scene in 3x17 was bad...

This hurt worse than the first time they broke up. I was in tears. I'm still in tears. Magnus has lost four things in the last few days; his home, his job, his magic and now Alec.

ALEXANDER GIDEON LIGHTWOOD YOU DUMBASS SHADOWHUNTER! OF COURSE MAGNUS WON'T RECOVER FROM THIS! HE'LL WANT TO FORGET YOU BECAUSE YOU HURT HIM THAT MUCH!

I swear to God, if we get any flashbacks to when they were together and happy I'll fucking scream. HAS MAGNUS NIT SUFFERED ENOUGH!? JEEZUS FUCKING CHRIST, MY CHILD IS HEARTBROKEN!

I cannot deal with this-

I almost didn't even watch the episode. I literally wanted to skip this week's and next week's episode because of all the angst that's gonna happen. By the Angel, I can already sense the tears akshzhxjshjdbdk