Yesterday I went prom dress shopping. Honestly, I dislike shopping because there's so much clothes to look through...

Today was all about doing the errands I didn't yesterday due to prom dress shopping...

I feel so tired and worn out. For me spring break is not a time to take break, it's time to work. I am learning to crochet. Can anyone tell me what the difference between crochet and knitting is? Besides the obvious which is that crochet uses one hook while knitting uses two needles. (I don't know what the tools are called I just know what they look like)
Is one easier than the other? Or what?

You know... today I did a lot of thinking. I went to do laundry with the sibling that follows after me while the other younger ones went with my mother and aunt and cousin. I do a lot of thinking. I remember that I wanted a younger sibling and now that I have them they annoy me to no end. But sometimes they are someone I can sit down and have a deep talk with you know?

Like today... usually I hate it when my siblings leave me all the work but today I didn't so much. I even took my sibling to eat ice cream after we did the laundry. I also took her to the park. All of this is rare for me to do especially to the sibling that I spent today with. Most of the time this sibling annoys me but there are times when I love them so much.

My childhood is different from theirs... way different. They don't have to struggle like I did. They don't know what I lived through as a child. Some things I went through as a child I hope my siblings don't go through... like there are things I went through that nobody knows but me. There are other things that my siblings won't experience that I wish they could.

Life is so hard... everyone has a different story. I don't think there's a single person in the world who has their whole lives exposed. I think everyone has something no one knows about.

One day I will write more about my childhood but for today I'll stop here. I'm supposed to be sleeping and I can't get caught or my parents will lock away or hide my phone and laptop.

By the way the song above is what I was listening to as I was writing this. I love his songs because they get deep and emotional. Bye 😊