I hung up the phone the second my mind came to some of it's senses. I sit still in place as I come back to who I am now and not who I was. 

Hoseok said he missed me just as did Jimin, but is it true? If he really misses me than why has he not bothered to call and if so why hadn't Jimin come looking for me?

What am I doing?

"I've got to go." I say and stand from the bed. I start heading for the door but Jimin is fast enough to beat me to it. He presses his back against it and tells me not leave just yet. 

"Don't you want to know what the experiment was?"

I do but not now. My mind races with my heart as I think of Hoseok and whether or not his hearing was able to pick of my slight panting or the words Jimin whispered into my ear. I need to go home. I tell Jimin just that, I can not stay for at home I have someone awaiting me. At the word someone he shrunk back the slightest then moved to the side. I bid him farewell. 

"I'll see you soon." He says then slams the door shut behind me.

He sounded mad, very much actually. I don't care though, not right now at least. I have to get home as quick as possible even if it means walking back to town. My feet start their journey down the long road for about half an hour until I am stopped by a honking car. To my rescue had come Benny with my things and ready to take me to the train station. 

"Did it go well with the sweetheart?"

Well I wouldn't call it exactly but I tell him it did. He asks question about Jimin which I answer but say no further than that. I pay Benny at the station and say my goodbye as quick as I can. My heart no longer beats a dangerous pace but it feels weird in my chest. It is as if I had consequences that awaited even though that could not be true. He couldn't know what I had done right? It's not like I did it, it was the old me. We might share the same mind but now the state of it is different. I shouldn't be to blame for what happened...right?

I decide to call Hoseok back. 

He doesn't answer his phone so I dial the next person I was sure would be likely to be with him at the current time. It takes a few rings until I hear the voice I waited for. 

"Hoseok? Oh yeah he was just here actually. Is something wrong? He seemed upset."

Oh no. 

"Did he say anything?"

Jin groans as he thinks back to the time. "No...? Well he muttered some stuff under his breath then left, he's been acting weird since earlier."

He's angry at me, I can feel it. I thank Jin and hang up the phone so that another phone call to someone else can be made. The first person doesn't answer so I am forced to turn to the second witness. It took him sometime to answer and when he did, he wasn't too happy to hear my voice. 

"Heon, what did Hoseok say when you told him I'd be staying."

There's shuffling and a loud whine. "He said okay! Gosh is this what you called me for!? I'm trying to nap, Mark wouldn't let me on the train! He was like-"

I hang up the phone and let it rest at my thigh as I chew on the unfortunate nail my anxiety chooses. He seemed upset the night before I left and even now. Is he mad at me for leaving and staying? I don't understand but I guess he'll tell when I get back. I sleep the impatience off until I arrive. I take a taxi back to our place which was in complete darkness except for the living room.  

"Hey."

The light of the television reflects off the face of Hoseok who is staring straight at it with what appears to be slightly furrowed eyebrows. His lips form a shape that suggest he is upset, something I expected. When I am not answered I wait but seeing I won't be at all, I take my usual place besides him. I lean in to kiss his cheek but his hand stops me. On my lips he presses a piece of paper which fall down to the floor, I recognize as the note I left behind two days ago. 

"Hobi I'm so-"

"Did he send his regards or are you going to pretend you didn't go see him?"

"What?"

Hoseok get up from his place, walks straight past me without a single glance to spare me. Shocked by his actions, I stay put where I hear the front door slam shut. I am left in the dark room only the light of the television to light my face.Confused, lost, and blaming myself I stay waiting for him to comeback. Time passes and I come a single realization that bothers me for days to come. 

This has happened before. 

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What is even this chapter ew

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