The time was around 7pm and I was sitting at the edge of my bed, wearing a fucking dress.

I sat there staring at my now darkening room, this is just fucking ridiculous; I could be sleeping?!

A knock made me come out of my thoughts.

I turned to my bedroom door to see a smiling Josie, "you look good, boo." She said smiling.

I turned to face my bedroom window, "whatever." Is all I said.

"Anyways, we better get going." She said after she had a long sigh.

After I also sighed I stood, "let's go." I said unenthusiastically .

I quickly grabbed my phone and ran after Josie, who had already started to walk out the door.

Once outside there was a chilly breeze in the dark atmosphere. And I say that whilst stood in a fucking short dress, which doesn't even cover my legs properly.

Well isn't this just fucking brilliant; three of my most hated things are either with me or are just about to happen: the cold, wearing a fucking dress and finally TEENS?! How much more worse can this shitty night get?!

Me and Josie were now walking to the party which was a about a good 10 minutes to walk. Which was fucking torture?! Have you fucking seen what I'm wearing?! It's a fucking DRESS?!

I crossed my arms over my chest to try and bring warmth back into my body.

After a while we saw the bright flashing lights and loud music; keep in mind we were about 5 blocks away from it!

We got closer. The more we got closer the more I wanted to run away.

"No turning back now, Ali!" Josie said.

This girl knew me so well, and I fucking hate it?!

We walked into the party to be greeted with sweaty teens who were drunk and indiscreetly making out with one another.

A perfect example of why to HATE teens!!

We walked further into this fucking mess. Towards the blinding lights and the deafening music, towards the bar which had red cups scattered everywhere; and the party had only just begun!

My eyes scanned the area as Josie made herself an alcoholic beverage. If you were wondering; I was looking for lily and Joshua.

My eyes finally landed on the two dancing with the rest of their kind; by that I mean jocks and cheerleaders. Fucking egotistical, bratty teens?!

I pulled Josie with me, in hopes that they could take care of her while I try and escape this hell hole.

Once I had made eye contact with lily she gleamed, "Ali, you look gorgeous!" She shouted over the loud music. Well shit, she isn't drunk. Someone better put something in her drink, so I can get away from here; like now?!

I just smiled at her compliment. I fucking hate compliments?! Then again I do pretty much hate everything.

"She does doesn't she." I turned around to be met by Xavier.

Well fuck?!

We all know how things ended the last time I saw him, which was a fucking disaster.

I turned back around to see Josie up on the tables, dancing her fucking ass off?!

Instinctively I ran over to the table and tried pulling Josie down, "Josie get the fuck off this table?!" I screamed.

She just ignored me and swayed along to the music. Dear god, she's such a slut.

I decided it's best just to try not to seem associated with her. So I walked away from her, and back towards the eager eyed group.

"She's always been a lightweight." Lily said whilst laughing.

I laughed along with her whilst still looking at the fucking whore, who was rubbing herself up against everybody.

After a few moments I turned my attention back to the group.

"Hey beautiful, care to dance with me?" A tall, twenty year old looking guy asked lily.

She laughed and said, "obviously!".

After she walked past us, she waved whilst facing the opposite way.

I turned back around to see Joshua awkwardly say, "I'm just gonna chug some alcohol with the guys, have fun!" He shouted whilst running away.

I then turned to Xavier who had a smirk on his face, "what's so fucking amusing?" I asked annoyed.

"Care to have a dance?" He huskily asked whilst kissing my knuckles.

I rolled my eyes, "I ain't dancing. Especially with a fuck-tard like yourself." I said proudly.

I walked away from him and carried on walking until I found myself outside.

To the right of me stood a pool which gleamed in the darkness like a candle.

To my left was wooden decking, which bestowed a bbq and an outdoor table.

Finally in front of me was a beautiful forest, which looked mystical and full of secrets.

I somehow found myself walking towards the forest, because I somehow just decided that today I wanted to fucking die?!

I continued to walk through the forest, until I found a large tree which stood out from the rest.

This singular tree made me intrigued. Maybe I will find a rabbit hole which will lead me to a mystical land; like from Alice in wonderland.

I then inwardly laughed at my own stupidity.

My thoughts were soon interrupted by a twig cracking. I stood shocked; shit, I knew I would die?! I'm such a fucking retard?!

"That you are." The figure laughed, then emerged from the trees to show Luke!

"What?" I asked confused, now realising what he just said.

"A fucking retard." He said.

I laughed, "I can't believe I actually said that."

Luke also laughed along with me. 

After a few moments our laughter died down, "you look beautiful in that dress Ali." Luke said seriously.

"Awww, you don't look too bad yourself." I giggled.

"I'm being serious." He said.

"Really?" I asked shocked.

"Why would I lie to you?" He asked.

"I don't know, your story about not wetting yourself on the school trip did not seem that compelling." I giggled, yet again.

Luke laughed himself.

Once I realised he had stopped laughing, I looked up into his eyes to see a shimmer; which I haven't seen before.

"Care to dance with me?" He asked.

I gave him my hand, which he took and held delicately.

He pulled me close, close enough so I could feel his breath lightly brushing against my forehead.

I closed my eyes and let him take the lead, resting my head against his chest.

We swayed along to the non-existent music, hiding away from the moons beam by standing under a large tree.

We stayed like this for a while before I heard Luke's low voice, "you know ever since I laid my eyes on you, I knew you were the perfect girl for me.".

I pulled my head up to meet his eyes, "then why would you date all those other girls and also play with Josie's emotions." I pleaded.

"Because I wanted to make you jealous." He sighed.

"Why would you NEED to make me jealous?!" I loudly stated, now pulling away from his hold.

"Because of all the other guys who had their eyes on you, I was in constant competition to win your heart." He said with sad eyes.

"I'm not a fucking prize?!" I screamed.

"Your not, it's just hard to make you see me other everyone else." He said.

"Luke, you didn't need to do anything. Being yourself is all that matters." I stated.

"I knew that now. That's why I came back." He said.

"Really?! Because what I've seen is that your playing with Josie's emotions again?!" I shouted.

"What, no?! Josie's doing that to herself, I have no interest in her whatsoever." He stated.

"Well tell her that." I said.

"I don't care about her, all I want is you! It's always been you." He said.

I sighed and looked at the leave covered floor, this is bad! This is really bad!

And without my consent Luke leaned down and captured my lips.

Well fuck?!

Not this shit again?!

I quickly came back to my senses and pushed away from a now heart broken Luke and ran away.

I ran as far as I could, ignoring everyone and everything around me.

I headed straight home.

Fucking shitty night?!

Fucking shitty life?!