I'll explain what's going on with me that I haven't told people who are close to me....I barely sleep anymore and barely eat...I've come close to wanting to overdose on pills and just not be around anymore. I've dyed my hair black because of how I'm feeling and I barely am around a lot of the people I love and care about... I lost my master and senpai all in one week and people I care about barely talk to me anymore and I feel so alone.... my insecurities have come back and I don't feel like I'm good enough anymore....I'm sorry if this upsets a lot of u but I had to get it off my chest.....