Stuck inside a box

Drug backwards, cement blocks.

Falling in, scared to death

Not of beauty, but seeing breath

Stuck in my body, anxiety hurts,

Not as much as wearing skirts.

Getting out of the box,

Falling out in just my socks.

Born again, but now he/him.

Just to be shoved back in.

Don't want a boy, need a girl

To balance your perfect world.

I have to hide who I am inside

I'm so tired, I've only cried.

Suffering through this all alone,

The she you want is just a clone.

Clone of expectations and needs,

Doing nothing but simple deeds.

She is done, she is gone,

He possess all the brawn.

She's never been that strong.

He is here, and he isn't wrong.

He knows exactly what to say,

He possesses enough to get away.

I'll make you understand you see,

That I am he, and he is me.

I will not hide my inner being.

The one you refuse, never seeing.

I'm falling down the pit of hate,

Now save me before it's too late.