Jaydyn is always gone.. always...

Yesterday he was supposed to be on all day so I could take him on a date buh his boss called and he had to leave halfway through our first date....

It hurt... a lot... he said he was sorry and I understand that sometimes yew have other things to worry about... buh it still hurt... it was supposed to be me and him xc.

I miss him a lot . I'm a person who needs constant affection and I'm trying really hard to give him space and stuff.... buh its so hard. I think I've gotten to talk to him three or four days out of the two and a half weeks we've been dating....

I miss yew Jaydyn...

What do I do? .... xc