I saw David.

He saw me.

He smiled and I felt a little dizzy, nearly falling and he caught me. "My darling, I've missed you." He said, pecking a kiss on my lips. It was full of passion, lust, and need.

Our first kiss, well not proper kiss but it counts. "Mr. Bowie, you shouldn't be kissing fans."

"This is Paloma." Is all he needed to say, I curled my arms around his neck. "They are just cute aren't they?" Ciara says, well squeals.

His arms around my waist, "You look absolutely stunning tonight darling." He whispered into my ear. "We will give you privacy until the fans are allowed to be seated."

"So how has touring been the last few months David?" I asked him, he smiled.

"I wish I could've taken you, but I really enjoyed myself it was good become Aladdin Sane. People love my new album. Did you get it in the post yet?"

"Yes, all the way from New York City. You lucky thing." I say, he pulls me close once again like it's been six years since we first parted.

We kiss, this time I joined. The world stopped spinning, we were frozen. It was absolutely magical. We were magical.

"So how've you been, darling?" He asked me.

Sad , wallowing, weeping in weakness without you.

"It was great, I caught up with my sister her baby is so cute. I spent time at parties, lots of them, I had a few friends over the house is safe. That's all." I sighed, David nodding.

"Well I hope fun Paloma is still in there. Cause there is a VIP party after the concert." He laughed, I felt nervous because the fun things were lies.

"Yeah, maybe with a drink." I laughed. "No, no. I've got something better, Coke, marijuana, the rest of it." He said, it worried me so I nodded.

Just remember the time I tried to smoke a cigarette.

Like he knew he said, "I know you smoke because at the wedding I remember smelling it on you. How come I've never seen you doing it?" Think of a lie.

"Well, it's a rare thing." I say, he nods. "Coke is really nice and it makes everything move faster for me a rush of adrenaline. Also weed can make you pain free and hungry."

I was shaking with fear, what had he become since he went to New York. "When did you start... that?" I asked him, on the verge of tears.

"Mick Jagger got me into it, removed the nerves. The feelings." He explains, then he began to notice my shaking. "What's wrong my darling?"

"It's everything!" I shouted, beginning to cry.

"You start drugs and become to casual to it. You wouldn't understand me. All I did was cry for you in loneliness. Then you became some twisted man." I cried, he seemed to have a feeling then.

Hugging me, "Darling, I'd never kick you out. You are my number one." He told me, I felt a bit better but still.

"You shouldn't be scared me I know how to take it in small amounts and I'll be able to cut down, just like how I don't smoke marijuana anymore." He softly spoke, stroking my hair.

He put me on his lap and sung the prettiest star softly. "That is my favourite song on the album." I said. "Your eyes are twinkling like a star my darling."

"You're my rest in peace child." He said, kissing my neck. "We will rise up all the way." He said, passionately kissing my neck.

"David, this'll go too far." I whispered, he kept going down to my chest where the jumpsuit stopped. "It won't dear, just go and lock the door." I did as he said. I fell to his beautiful compulsion.

Pulling me onto his lap once again, he starts kissing down my shoulders sliding the sleeves down.

Now I don't mention these things usually but I wasn't wearing a bra. He continued this process until it happened properly, this was confusing for me as I'm a virgin. Well I was.