That day at school, my mind was soo full with thinking about this Karisa girl.
By the time school ended, I was still so confused and frustrated for some reason.
Ugh! What is this girl!!.....
I walked alone to "home"(although I don't want to call it "my home").
As always, I walk through the city lights and the crowds, everyone avoiding me.
I take a short cut through a dark space between two buildings. I walk through the empty space.
"Ugh!" I kicked a trashcan over, and spit out a bit of my saliva, altho, I choked on it and gagged.
I felt like the more deeper I walked into the dark space, a strong power sucked me in, like a black hole.  I felt a faint, I was loosing consciousness, ugh, I just want to fall and die...
(Thump)
On the cold concrete floor, I lay there, oh no....
I close my eyes, I can't move, I feel that the darkness had come upon me, making it hard for me to take a breath, yes.... please end me.....

All I could feel are............wat?...... what is this feeling? someone.....I feel a warm shine of light, trying to bring me back to life.

......no..........................