(Look at me updating so often.... Even though I should be doing a project... Oh well. Fuck that i'll do it when i'm done with this!)

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(Y/n)'s POV

No....

No.......

NO!!!

THIS IS PURE SHIT!!!

I threw the papers off my desk. Screaming in frustration. The soft fluttering of the paper as it hit the ground made me sigh. Why did this have to be so hard?

All I wanted was to write a book of poems for Ryo. Yet, here we are. With only my stupidity in ink. 

I can't just give him some trash and call it a present. It has to mean something. Or all my work will be in vain. Every single fucking minute will be wasted. 

He has to get how much I love him. Just saying it won't be enough.

I sit down at the now free desk. Pulling out more paper. I grab the pen off the floor. Starting to scribble down my thoughts. 

The only sound is the rough wind outside. As it hits the house harshly. The wind chimes on the porch ringing loudly. 

'I love you.'

I stop writing. Reading over it. 

.....

........

Tears come to my eyes. Sobs racking through my frame. I am just so done with trying. I know that I can't please Ryo for long. He's Satan. For crying out loud.

Soon enough he'll leave me. Then, he will find someone who can satisfy his needs better than I can. 

I'll still be here. 

Alone. 

Until I finally die of loneliness. 

"Why can't I just do something right for once?!" I ask myself. Tears dripping on my palms as I stare at the ground.

My fists clenching the rug under me. 

I can clearly remember the moment.

It's quite vivid, in my mind. 

.................

...

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I sat right here. Crying just as I am now. My first boyfriend stood in the doorway. Looking down at me with disgust. 

"Why can't you do anything right?!" He screamed. 

I had ruined dinner. It turned out that i'd burned the food when I was spacing out. I apologized profusely to him.

But, he didn't want to hear my sorry's. He was fed up with me. 

So in a fit of rage he sent a punch to my cheek.

I was flung into the wall. Sliding down. I sat in the spot i'd been put. Not moving. I only had tears to express the pain coursing through me. No words reached my mouth. Only broken sobs.

"Huh?! Why can't you?!" He yelled. Catching my attention.

I looked up at him. My lip trembling. 

He smacked me. Sending my body crashing down. The side of my head burning and aching. 

I touched it. Finding blood on my fingertips. 

"ANSWER ME!!!!" His voice making something in me snap.

Roughly pushing myself up, I stood on shaky legs. Lunging at him. I punched him square in the jaw. 

He fell over. His back hitting the wall. 

"Y-YOU BITCH" He shouted at me as I towered over him.

My eyes darkened. Grabbing the nearby extension cord, I wound it in my hands. Snapping it twice.

His eyes widened in fear. 

I swung at him with the cord. Beating him senseless. The marks being imprinted into his back. As I hit the same spot over and over leaving bloody welts. His face red with marks.

I laughed hysterically as he screamed in agony.

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..

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I continued to cry. He was right. I can't do anything right. 

I'm useless.

I felt warmth spread through my body. As I opened my eyes. To be met with Ryo.

He held me tightly.

"(Y/n) these poems... Are they for me?" Ryo looked into my eyes. His blue eyes making me smile softly.

"Yeah. They are Ryo." My voice cracking a bit.

He smiled at me. Smashing his lips onto mine forcefully. I jumped a  bit. But, slowly melted into the kiss.

He pulled away quickly.

"You shouldn't put yourself down." 

"I know. I just felt like garbage I guess."

"You aren't garbage. You're amazing." He kissed me again. 

"And that kids is how I met your father." I smirked at my children laying in their beds.

"AWW MAN THAT WAS SO CHEESY!!!" My son shouted at me. 

I laughed. Feeling Ryo's arms make their way around my waist.

"Well. I thought it was cute." Ryo said kissing my cheek.

"IT WAS STILL CHEESY!" (y/s/n) yelled. Gagging at our moment.

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THIS WAS TOO CUTE... I'M JUST LIKE WOW.

OK I BETTER GO DO MY DAMN WORK... ITS DUE MONDAY.

BYE GUYS!!!-Love, Lylic*