(JFC!!!!!!! I'M STILL GROUNDED ITS BEEN 4 MONTHS AND NOW I'M SNEAKING AROUND DOING THIS... I AM SO SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T UPDATED!! YOU GUYS MUST BE PISSED! FORGIVE ME!-A/N)

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(Y/n)'s POV

Somehow.... I don't believe that this was able to be avoided. 

It was going to happen sometime. Why not now? 

Akira obviously loved Miki..... I just didn't want to see it. I wanted to slowly make my way into his heart.... so that he would forget about her. 

Instead, I pushed him farther away. I became clingy. 

It's my fault. 

I made him leave.

It was only a matter of time until she had him wrapped around her finger.

I should've just broke up with him. Then I wouldn't be feeling this way. I wouldn't get too close. I wouldn't crave his love. I wouldn't push him away.

Now he's somewhere with Miki behind my back.

He doesn't even look at me anymore. 

Does he ever dear?

There you go again. Talking to me when I don't want to talk to you.

Aww. Don't be like that. I just let you see the truth.

Maybe I didn't want to know the truth!! Maybe I wanted to live a pretty little lie!!! 

.......

Now you don't want to talk?! Fine. Leave me alone like everyone else!!

Make up your mind! Either you want me here or you don't! Stop playing the victim! Stop being sorry for yourself!!! Toughen up!! It's just a worthless boy! GET OVER IT!!!

...... B-But....-

BUT NOTHING HE'S NOT WORTH YOUR TIME!!! HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT HE'S MISSING OUT ON!!! IF HE WON'T SPARE YOU A GLANCE THEN DON'T SPARE HIM ONE EITHER!!!

I-I...

Just stop. He was never worth the tears you shed. He was never worth the love you gave. He was never worth the kindness you always had. He was never worth you. He wasn't. And seeing you in this state makes me furious. How could he bring such a strong woman like you... down? He never seemed to be right. He didn't meet the standards I set so high for you. You deserve better. I know so. I've been here longer than he has.

 I.........

.....

I ... I .... thank you.....

You're welcome.... Now lets forget him. He's making my head hurt.

Ok. 

And just like that... I didn't recognize the name Akira Fudo.

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(A/N: SOOOOO THIS IS PART 2 AND ITS DEDICATED TO ONE OF MY BESTIES.... SHE'S BEEN HERE THE LONGEST TIME. AND I THINK SHE DESERVES THE WORLD. SO I WANT TO THANK HER FOR BEING MY MUSE. THANKS SO MUCH FOR BEING MY FRIEND.... AND STICKING AROUND... LOVE YA GIRL!)-Love, Lylic*